Chapter 236: Two Mothers
In fact, when everyone gets along until now, the relationship between everyone has become very cordial and harmonious, like Song Yunting and Sissi and Duo'er, the two girls, they themselves are biological mother-daughter relationships, so when Song Yunting returned home, they quickly became familiar with each other, and the relationship between them is also rising, until now, Song Yunting and Sissi and Duo'er, the relationship between the two girls has become similar to the normal mother-daughter relationship, Maybe there will be a little bit of the relationship between them, just like friends, but the relationship in the middle is far more than friends, and it is indeed a family relationship, but it is more like the mother-daughter relationship in the new era, not so serious as the traditional mother-daughter relationship, and so respectful and orderly, in fact, relatively speaking, this relationship is also very good.
For Song Yunting, now this is his home, or as long as Xu Yi Qianqian and Duo'er are there, no matter where they are, then he is actually like staying in his own home, this is the sentence, the existence of home is not because there is a house, so that house is called home, but because of the existence of these people, these people will be called home, the house is just a house, if the house leaves those kind people, Then the house can only become a cold place to live, without any warmth and emotion, and it is precisely because these people exist in these feelings that this cold place becomes a place to accommodate home.
Just like the group of people from the Orr grassland that Xu Yi met when he was in the mine before.
Li Meihong.
Their team is wandering around on the Orr grassland, their life, everything they have, there is no fixed place, they are constantly wandering, and the place where they live is the tent they carry, but even if they are constantly shifting their own position, even if there is no fixed familiar place to live, but for them, when everyone in the team is there, it is actually like being in their own home.
Song Yunting is the same.
At the beginning, Song Yunting had just come back with Xu Yi, and when she returned home for the first time, that is, in the house in Shaolian City, at the beginning, although Song Yunting said that she was very excited and excited because she had just seen her daughters, but in fact, only Song Yunting herself knew that when he just came back here, although the Qianqian and Duo'er he saw could know that he was his daughter, but there was always an unreal feeling in his heart, and at the same time, for the whole family, He also had a strange feeling.
It's unavoidable.
After all, from a human point of view, although Sissi and Duo'er are their biological daughters, but after all, since they were born, they have never seen each other between mother and daughter, although Song Yunting has been stopping it for more than ten years, she is constantly thinking about her daughter, constantly imagining what her daughter looks like now, but after all, he has never really seen it, no matter how much he thinks about you in his heart, he really can't think of the real appearance, so when he first saw Sissi and Duo'er, When he saw with his own eyes what his daughter looked like, he would also feel a little strange in his heart, because he had never seen it, even if these two girls brought him a huge sense of familiarity, but after all, he had never seen it.
Secondly, I don't know if you don't know if you have such a feeling.
When you enter a new and unfamiliar environment, you will have an inexplicable feeling of constraint in your heart, and this feeling of constraint is like when you enter a stranger's home, or when you enter the home of your relatives and friends, when you want to borrow their washing machine in their home, or even if you want to borrow their bathroom, when you see those strange objects, You have a feeling in your heart that you won't use it at all.
In fact, at the beginning, Song Yunting was also like this, after all, no matter how you say it, she has also entered a new environment.
But fortunately, there is still a special relationship between everyone, so this strange feeling did not last too long, and Song Yunting has completely dispelled this feeling.
Slowly, slowly, when he established an intimate connection with Sissi and Duo'er, and at the same time was very familiar with the whole family, and then he slowly felt the warmth of home, and this warm feeling made his heart, which had been closed for more than ten years, have been almost frozen and gradually melted.
Song Yunting is very satisfied with the current situation.
He is already very familiar with the situation of sitting, and the relationship between his daughters and Xu Yi has become very close, and for the whole family, he has indeed felt that he has integrated into this family, become a part of this family, an inseparable part, this feeling is completely unexperienced when he was in the Song family, or when he was in the Song family, he never felt it again after his father was gone, but now he feels the warmth from home again, It made him intoxicated.
However, as for the time to the villa now, this is because everyone is actually coming to the villa for the first time, although it should be a little strange to the new environment, but because the relationship between the members has become very good, and everyone has become very cordial, and more importantly, because everyone has become a home, so when everyone comes here together, Song Yuting feels not the strangeness like when she first went there, but the curiosity and freshness of the new environment. It's completely different.
As for Shen Xialan's coming here later, in fact, his heart was a little complicated for him, because before Shen Xialan came here, he was just preparing for something to happen between him and Xu Yi, or he wanted to completely accept that Xu Yi wanted to make this home stronger and more home-like with Xu Yi, because Xu Yi was really good, and he really liked the present, but the reality seemed to be playing this kind of game forever, and when he was ready for this, Xu Yi suddenly brought Shen Xialan over.
Shen Xialan's arrival, for Song Yunting, was a little wary and disgusted at the beginning, because Shen Xialan wanted to maintain the environment she was in now, that is to say, Song Yunting wanted to maintain the warm feeling of this family, and in his heart he thought that Shen Xialan's appearance might cause some damage to this status quo.
However, because of some real contact with Shen Xialan later, as well as some descriptions of Shen Xialan's situation by the two girls Qian Qian and Duo'er, he gradually changed his mind, and at this time, Song Yunting suddenly understood that Shen Xialan was actually a very hard-working person, he liked Xu Yi for so many years, but in the end, because of his appearance, her feelings were completely destroyed, thinking about it from Shen Xialan's point of view, Song Yunting may feel that her appearance is a disaster.
And as I said, when I had a relationship with Xu Yi, if the two of them were in love with each other sincerely, if now in this family, he and Xu Yi are really in love with each other, and the relationship is very close, then maybe he is still qualified to do some opposition or some resistance, but now in this situation, Song Yunting is also a little helpless.
However, after this period of contact, the relationship between him and Shen Xialan has become better and better, and he feels more and more that Shen Xialan is really a very good woman.
This is Song Yunting's idea.
And for Shen Xialan, he has liked Xu Yi for so many years, and when Xu Yi was at the most difficult and lowest point, he was also helping Xu Yi all the time When Song Yunting suddenly appeared, he was very aggrieved in his heart, but no matter what, Song Yunting will always be the biological mother of the two girls, Qian Qian and Duo'er, which he can never compare, and Song Yunting's beautiful appearance is also incomparable to himself.
I thought that things should end like this, maybe I need a long time to continue to heal the scars in my heart, or either when I am old enough, I will find someone at random, and then live an ordinary life and end this life, but because of the kind words and persuasion of Zhou Wei and Wang Yulong, he finally decided to fight again, in fact, Zhou Wei and Wang Yulong are very right, Xu Yi is the person he has liked for so many years after all, if Song Yunting appears, If you really choose to give up without making any attempts, then maybe one day, no, one day, you will regret it very much, and in fact, there are some things that you really miss if you miss them, and once you miss them, you will miss them forever.
For these things, all we can do is to do our best, Shen Xialan hopes that even if he fails in the end, even if the result he gets in the end is not good, but he also hopes that one day in the future, when he looks back, he can know that he has done all his best at that time, but some things really can't be changed, he didn't fail because he didn't work hard, but because there were some things that had already doomed the result, so he didn't have any way to change it at all.
If you still fail after such an attempt, then at least when you think about it, you may feel a little sad in your heart, but you will never regret it in your heart.
In fact, if there are some things that you will always regret in your heart, or if you will always regret it, then this matter is difficult to forget, if the final result is really not good, then you don't want such a thing to stay in your heart forever He can accept this matter The doctor who accompanied him will make him a little sad, but he doesn't want such a failure to make him depressed forever.
So he chose to do it in the end.
The final result was also very obvious, and in the end, Xu Yi brought her here.
In fact, at the very beginning, Shen Xialan also had some resistance to Song Yiting, after all, what the two of them said was a relationship between rivals in love, and when they just met in the villa, the two of them also secretly competed, but because of the recent period of getting along, Shen Xialan suddenly felt that Song Yunting was actually a very good person, at least in many things, if it wasn't for these strange and bad things, then I believe that the two of them would become very good friends, And in fact, although there is still such a thing, the two of them have become very good friends.
Some perspectives are changing imperceptibly.
For this family, although there are a little more women now, it has not destroyed the overall atmosphere of the whole family, although it seems to outsiders to be more or less weird and strange, but it has not had too many bad effects, at least for the people in this family, and the peace between Shen Xialan and Song Yunting, as well as the harmony between them, not only makes Xu Yi feel very relieved, but also makes the two girls Xiqian and Duo'er feel very relieved.
The two girls were actually a little worried, when Song Yunting and Shen Xialan first met.
One of these two people is their biological mother, and it took so long to finally see their biological mother, the two girls are separate, they definitely don't want to say goodbye to Song Yunting, after all, it's really not easy to see each other again, they have not had a mother for more than ten years, and now they finally have a mother, they really don't want to leave for a moment, and the feelings between Song Yuting are like this.
For Shen Xialan, Shen Xialan continued to help their father when he was at his most difficult and lowest point, and he has been constantly communicating with them over the years, and it can even be said that for a lot of time, the two of them grew up eating Shen Xialan's food, so their feelings for Shen Xialan are probably like a relationship that is not a biological mother, but it is better than a biological mother. And at the beginning, they really intended to match the relationship between their father and Aunt Shen, and they did it in person, and it was a period of time before my mother came back.
These two people are the closest people to Sissi and Duo'er, and neither of them wants to leave.
Although everyone says that you can't have both, in this matter, they really want to have both.