"What? You want to release my pigeons? Su Deng's feet paused as he paced.

She stood on the balcony, her hands crossed to her eyebrows, blocking out the dazzling sunlight that was shining in.

Today is Saturday, the sky is clear, and it is a good day to travel. Since Monday, Jiang Zhou has said that he will take her to Qianxue Peak to climb the mountain.

"I'm sorry for the lights, but the instructor of the project suddenly arranged for all of our team members to go to a nearby county town for research......"

"Don't explain." Su Deng locked his eyebrows tightly and interrupted angrily.

Suddenly, there was a vibration from the fuselage.

Su Lantern lit up the screen, but saw an avatar that would not flicker for 10,000 years.

The heart in her chest beat uncontrollably, and she clicked on the chat box.

In the next moment, a basin of cold water poured her from beginning to end, and the inexplicable expectation in her heart was also shattered.

Su Deng stood like a cold stone statue on the golden balcony, and it wasn't until Shen Meng came in to dry her clothes that she came back to her senses and looked at her phone again.

The call had jumped to 05:23, and she hurriedly picked it up.

"Lamplight, are you feeling uncomfortable? Would you like to talk to me? I'm really worried about you, and I promise you that next time we'll go climb a thousand ......."

The voice of the person opposite was low, revealing undisguised anxiety, and he kept saying something, but Su Deng couldn't hear it clearly.

Her brain was buzzing, like an orderly cog inserted into a crossbar, and the wood was twisted to pieces, leaving spikes in the flesh and devastated her soul like mud.

Behind the blood, only one name has emerged decisively - Su Tanmo.

He sent a message informing her that he would transfer to country A next month to attend university and arranged for her to work after graduation.

Su Deng asked him bluntly what he meant, and Su Tanmo did not shy away from replying:

"If you can, I hope you will spend the rest of your life there in peace and don't go back to the Su family."

The blood flowed backwards, and Su Lantern took a step back unsteadily, and his arm touched the dusty railing.

She shouldn't have asked, but at that moment, Su Deng flinched from the terrifying truth that was so obvious.

She almost trembled and typed the line:

"Why? I'm just getting in the way of you and that pair of sluts, right? ”

There was a dead silence on the other side, empty, and no further messages came.

Silence is the greatest contempt.

For so many years, Su Deng thought that Su Tanmo and her were only estranged because of the arrival of Gu's mother and son, but she never expected that Su Tanmo would really not want her one day.

"What's wrong? You look so bad. Zhao Xinyi took a bag of hawthorn, which happened to be sent to the position of Su Deng, and when she saw her come in with a dead gray face, she couldn't help asking.

Shen Meng, who was practicing calligraphy in bed No. 2, and Lu Yaoyao, who was chasing dramas with a tablet in bed No. 4, heard the words and looked at her one after another.

Su Deng shook his head and climbed into bed with a muffled voice.

Lu Yaoyao squeaked potato chips, "Didn't you just wake up?" Why did you go to bed again, at noon, you didn't eat breakfast or lunch, is it low blood sugar? ”

Zhao Xinyi nodded frequently and asked if she wanted to send her chocolates.

After a while, just when the three of them thought Su Deng was asleep, a small voice broke the silence of 326 sleep.

"I'm fine."

The usually arrogant, even somewhat domineering voice was obviously empty at this time, Zhao Xinyi waved her hand at the other two, shook her head and returned to her place.

It is said that the best way to escape reality while sleeping, but now Su Deng can't sleep anyway.

Su Tanmo's indifferent back, Gu Shuhui's fake kind smile, and Gu Mo's disgusting behavior......

Su Deng buried her head deep in the pillow, and she thought of Lu Manman again.

When she was in the second grade of primary school, she and a fat man in the class scuffled because of a quarrel and his head was bleeding, and the dead fat man could throw himself into his mother's arms and cry loudly, and she could only follow Su Tanmo with a disgraced face, clutching the corners of her clothes, listening to him apologize to the other party, and then threw her in place with a cold face, leaving a cold word and turning away.

"If you think that I sent you to school to let you fight, you don't have to go to this school."

In front of everyone's eyes, as a child, she finally couldn't help crying.

Even the fat mother on the other side was a little unbearable, took out a tissue from her bag, squatted down to wipe her tears, and even pretended to criticize the fat man for getting along with her.

The next second, the fat man blushed and cried louder than her.

Su Deng, who has grown up, looks back at this scene, although she thinks that the fat mother's behavior may be due to the generous compensation promised by Su Tanmo, but at that time, she was undoubtedly wronged in this thin comfort.

In the sight of tears, the driver took her to the car, but she held the strange woman's hand tightly and refused to let go, crying and shouting to go home with her.

In the end, it was Jiang Zhou, who came in a hurry, who persuaded her with kind words, carried her into Mushang, and rubbed her crying little face to comfort her for a long time.

"I don't want you to hug, you go, I don't want you, you're a good boy, and I'm not on the same side." Su Deng cried heartbreakingly, and the small meat fist beat the boy's chest hard.

Jiang Zhou was said to be angry, and the words of comfort like a car wheel stopped, pouted silently, and only held back a sentence for a long time:

"Yes."

Su Deng was tired of crying and rested on his shoulder.

Jiang Zhou sighed, skimmed the person who was driving in front of him, quietly put his hand on the corner of his mouth, and looked at her smartly.

"Sister, you're wrong, I'm not a good boy, I'm a bad boy."

"I don't believe it." Su Deng snorted the snot bubble.

"I skipped the math Olympiad today." As he spoke, he pinched her nose with a tissue

After wiping her snot, she combed her somewhat messy hair with her little hands.

Su Deng was crying and sobbing, and he paused in an instant.

Jiang Zhoufu took her into his arms, he was not much taller than her at that time, and Su Deng had to bow a little to bury himself in it.

Jiang Zhou's childish voice sounded above his head, "You should believe me now, right?" ”

"Dengdeng, don't throw my brother away, I'll be sad." He said again.

Maybe it's because of his existence that she won't be like a lonely ghost on the way to adulthood.

But this friendship has never been able to withstand the shortcomings and blanks brought by Lu Manman's departure.

On the heart of Su Deng, there is always a missing corner.

Three thousand worries were entangled, and Su Deng sat up.

The moment her cheeks rubbed against the fabric, she felt a dampness, and when she looked up, in the obscure light, at some point, half of the pillow had been wet and darkened.

She wiped her face vigorously, and suddenly saw the phone screen next to her light up.

The news push of the Go club group, this club was casually joined by her in the campus "Hundred Regiment Battle" activity after military training.

With a swipe of her fingertips, she wanted to quit, but when she glanced at it, she saw a rare face in the event preview.

"Shen Yuqing, studying at the University of B Medical School, amateur eight-dan ......"