It was about ten years ago, when Ren Pingsheng had just entered college.

It is the green years, the feeling of sadness, quite a bit of "feeling the flowers splashing tears, hating the birds to be frightened".

At that time, he pulled his suitcase alone, got on the green train, and came to a strange coastal city that he had never set foot on before.

Strange cities, strange people, put him in a low period of feelings.

At that time, a friend application found through the account popped up on QQ: "Hey, brother, add a friend." ”

"I stumbled upon you when I was looking up poetry, and I like your screen name, brother." Bamboo cane shoes are lighter than horses, and a cloud of smoke and rain is life', how free and easy! ”

After passing through a friend, the first sentence sent by the other party made Ren Pingsheng remember it deeply.

The contact between two strangers can reveal more words that cannot be said in front of acquaintances. As if they had known each other in their previous lives, the two big men actually chatted about the enthusiasm of a young couple when they were in love, and the birth of a common language made the two young people become confidants in a short time.

In Ren Pingsheng's impression, this netizen with the screen name "Zhou Yaoyao is light", careful, brave, and smart, can always give him advice or comfort when Ren Pingsheng encounters emotional problems, so that he can get out of the trough.

Until after graduating from college, in the midst of his busy career, the communication gradually decreased, and finally only remained in the holiday greetings, and even gradually forgot that he was in the address book, and there was such a person who had accompanied him through an important life.

More than four years of companionship from the Internet, bit by bit, at this time, many of them are still vivid.

Ren Pingsheng stared at the avatar and was stunned for a while.

"I don't know if you still use this account, but recently I suddenly remembered the past, remembered the days you used to live with, and wanted to talk to you.

Time flies so fast, ten years have passed in a flash, and when I think back recently, those more than four years still feel like yesterday. ”

"I've not been doing well lately, I'm a little unwell, I eat and sleep every day, I sleep and eat, I feel like a pig in captivity, I look at those blue and white bars every day, my nose smells disinfectant, I spin between various instruments every day, I feel like I'm about to die······"

Typing by himself over there, Ren Pingsheng looked at the content transmitted in the dialog box, and his heart suddenly felt a little twitchy.

"What's wrong with you? What is the disease? ”

Ren Pingsheng couldn't help but ask.

"No, it's nothing, it's just that I'm not feeling well and I'm hospitalized, and I'm not allowed to go out in the ward every day, and I want to complain, but I don't have anyone to talk to, so I suddenly thought of you.

You don't have to worry about me. ”

The other party quickly replied: "It feels good to see that you are still there!" It's as if all of a sudden it's back to 10 years ago (*^▽^*). ”

Maybe it was the reason why the other party was sick, Ren Pingsheng felt that the other party was a lot more sentimental than before.

Ren Pingsheng encouraged him and said: "If you are hospitalized, you have to listen to the doctor, eat and sleep more to get better quickly, and you can be discharged from the hospital quickly." When you are discharged from the hospital, you are a lively man again. ”

"Yes, you're right(* ̄) ̄*)."

The other party replied a little perfunctorily, and then said: "But I still like your screen name, 'a cloud of smoke and rain Ren Pingsheng', people, you have to live frankly and chicly, so as not to come to this world in vain." ”

"But the body is the capital of the revolution, a good body can support you to live a frank and unrestrained life, support you to live a chic life, if the body is not getting better soon, being tormented by illness, how can you be chic?"

Ren Pingsheng persuaded him to stop a little and be honest and obedient.

"You're right at all (●>ωω<*)."

Kyoto

Union Hospital.

In a separate room, the man on the bed listened to the doctor knock on the door, quickly turned off the light, and then lay on the bed, pulled the quilt, and covered his head.

When the doctor's footsteps were gone, she quietly took out a small lamp from under the bed and turned it on and put it on the head of the bed.

There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and her sickly face could not hide her beautiful appearance.

She slid her fingers lightly over the messages on her phone, read them from beginning to end, and then pulled out her notebook from under her pillow.

I clicked the pen, flipped through the notebook, and added a note from the end of the page with the words "Wish List":

10. Eat authentic Lu cuisine once.

When she was done, she went over her wish list again.

01. Wear Hanfu to go shopping.

02. Meet an old friend you've never met.

She drew a five-pointed star before the serial number of the second article.

03. Skydiving.

04. Spend time with your family.

Seeing this, she gently drew a horizontal line on the fourth one with her pen, indicating that this one had been completed.

05. Fall in love once.

06. Take a walk-and-go trip.

She lightly drew a circle with her pen on the serial number of the sixth article.

07. Running bare-ass on an uninhabited beach.

She didn't know how this article was added, she only knew that it seemed to be a trace of yearning from her heart, maybe it was for nature, it could be from nature, she couldn't tell it, and she didn't want to distinguish it.

08. Create a strong AI robot.

She looked at this and felt a little helpless, and she might never have a chance to complete it again.

09. Go to Switzerland / Go to Dali, on the stage next to Erhai Lake, sing a song.

She silently erased a trip to Switzerland from one of the two options, leaving only a trip to Dali and singing a song by the Erhai Lake.

10. Eat authentic Lu cuisine once.