In some things, Cang Jiuyao has no way to argue, she admits that she is also a coward.

She was afraid, afraid that those whom she had so managed to open up to and cherish, would suddenly leave her at some point without warning.

It's like taking care of Quanzhen......

Facing the empty room, Cang Jiuyao missed Yue Junzheng very much at this moment, missed his hug, missed his gentle eyes, and his warm words that could make Cang Jiuyao's heart calm.

Sitting alone in the room, she didn't hold the lamp at night, and Xiao Si, who was waiting, was a little afraid of Cang Jiuyao, even if she knew that she was in the room, she didn't dare to enter the lamp.

Albino came a few times, but each time he couldn't hear the slightest sound in the room, and Albino also thought several times about whether he should knock on the door and go in, but every time he raised his hand, he put it down.

Cang Jiuyao, who he knows, is someone who will not be unable to think of it no matter what blow she encounters, perhaps, she just needs time to be quiet......

Chinese New Year's Eve is left in two days.

But the atmosphere in the general's mansion was so depressing that it was about to suffocate people.

Cang Wensheng has been self-controlled for many years, and he will reprimand Cang Jiuyao whenever he sees him drinking, he said that those who march and fight must always have a clear mind and deal with any dangers and unknowns that may occur at every moment.

And that night, Cang Wensheng was drunk.

Many people know that General Zuo led an army of 50,000 to win the first battle, and thought that Cang Wensheng must have drunk too much in the study because of joy in his heart.

But only Cang Jiuyao understands that Cang Wensheng is running away, or blaming himself, or he may be missing his old friend who likes to drink.

"Miss, the general is drunk in the study, do you want to go over and have a look?" Albino asked softly outside Cang Jiuyao's door.

But for a long time, he couldn't hear any response, Bai Hua thought about it, and didn't dare to continue to ask after all.

And Cang Jiuyao in the room sat on her recliner with a faint expression, facing the cold moonlight reflected in the room through the prismal window, thinking back to the bits and pieces that had happened between her and Gu Quanzhen in the past ten years.

Those who are cheerful, those who ......

Cang Jiuyao curled up and hugged her legs, her chin rested on her knees and smiled lightly, it turned out that there was nothing but pleasure between her and Gu Quanzhen.

Maybe, there is something else, but Cang Jiuyao doesn't remember it anymore, only the laughter, the mellow liquor, and all the old and young who drank and talked all night.

Following.

Cang Jiuyao opened the door, almost didn't sleep all night, got up early and guarded the albino outside the door of Cang Jiuyao's room, and was stunned when he saw Cang Jiuyao.

He thought that Cang Jiuyao would be very sad, but Cang Jiuyao, who was standing in front of him, could no longer see other emotions in her eyes except for the light cyan dark circles under her eyes and the slightly haggard face.

Dressed in a light green gown, her long hair was tied high behind her into a ponytail, swinging back and forth behind her back as she moved, but her pale water-like look added a bit of smart vitality.

"Miss." Albino stepped forward.

"Well, what's wrong with the general." Cang Jiuyao asked directly with a faint expression.

Apparently she had heard albino last night, but she didn't say anything.

Albinism immediately replied: "The general does not allow anyone to enter, so ......"

Cang Jiuyao bowed his head shallowly.