In just a few moments from seeing Albinism to now, he has come out of that feeling of inferiority and self-abandonment.

Cang Jiuyao sat upright on the horse, looking down at the back of the horse leading for herself in front of her.

Presumably he is also sad in his heart, and he has nowhere to vent his sadness, but he, like himself, has chosen to suppress those embarrassing and depressed emotions somewhere in his heart, chooses to face the sunshine of every day, and chooses to live a happier life within his limited ability.

Whether it is Gu Quanzhen's death or the irreparable wound of albinism, since we can't change it, we can only accept these facts that we don't want to accept.

"What, I asked you to borrow rouge gouache for me, and I embarrassed you?" Cang Jiuyao also chose not to mention those unpleasantness, and said with a half-joking smile with albinism on the horse.

Bai Hua turned around and looked at Cang Jiuyao on horseback: "Don't tell the master, it's really a bit embarrassing, you are ...... dignified"

Halfway through Bai Hua's words, Cang Jiuyao raised his horsewhip and made a gesture to beat him, Bai Hua smiled and took two steps forward, looked back at Cang Jiuyao with a smile, and said no more.

There are different or the same injuries and pains in everyone's heart, but life still has to go on, and the road still has to go on.

**

Before the fifteenth day of January, Zuo Zhengming came news one after another.

Since the victory in the first battle, the 50,000 army led by Zuo Zhengming and Gu Quanzhen's original 20,000 remaining soldiers have collided with the Northern Xinjiang Army many times, and each time it was very tragic.

Zuo Zhengming's letter said that the Northern Xinjiang Army seemed to be like a madman, attacking and fighting fiercely regardless of casualties, and had the posture of vowing to break through the defense line and go to Jiayun Pass.

After Cang Jiuyao read the letter handed to her by Cang Wensheng, her eyebrows frowned slightly: "General Zuo is quite difficult to meet the enemy. ”

Cang Wensheng bowed: "The Northern Xinjiang Army is already fierce, and at this time, regardless of casualties, the offensive will inevitably be strong and difficult to defeat." ”

In the study, only the father and daughter sat opposite each other, and at the same time looking at the battle report on the table, the faces of the two people were not very good-looking.

"Although General Zuo did not say it explicitly in the letter, it must have been extremely difficult to deal with, and in the long run, it will definitely have a great impact on morale, and it will be even more difficult to deal with it at that time." Cang Jiuyao looked at Cang Wensheng and said.

After years of marching, how could Cang Wensheng not understand this.

As the saying goes, if you lose the battle and lose the morale, then half of the battle will be lost.

"Dad thinks that General Zuo can hold out for how long." Cang Jiuyao suddenly asked Cang Wensheng.

Cang Wensheng propped one hand on the edge of the table, and the other hand clenched into a fist, hearing Cang Jiuyao's words, but he didn't answer for a long time.

Seeing his look, Cang Jiuyao also knew it. Cang Wensheng must also think that General Zuo couldn't hold out for long.

"Has General Zuo ever asked for reinforcements?" Cang Jiuyao asked Cang Wensheng.

Cang Wensheng shook his head lightly: "No, I'm afraid that even if he fights to the last man, he won't ......."

Cang Jiuyao also understands Zuo Zhengming's character, Zuo Zhengming is an extremely strong person, he has followed Cang Wensheng to fight for almost his whole life, and rarely tastes defeat, not to mention that this time Gu Quanzhen's death will inevitably make Zuo Zhengming's heart more angry.

As Cang Wensheng said, I am afraid that even if he dies in battle, Zuo Zhengming will not back down.

"Daddy thinks of what to do." After a moment of silence, Cang Jiuyao asked him.