"After leaving his gathering place, I still wandered the wasteland, a lone wanderer who lived for myself.

"It's as if nothing has changed.

"Occasionally, I'll hear his name and the place that is growing famous.

"They say he is a 'saint', the only savior in the wasteland, one of the very few who is willing to shelter the wanderers unconditionally.

"His gathering place has never waged a foreign war, most of his resources are exchanged for trading, and he is also one of the few people who can go to the territory of the demon clan to do business.

Most of his followers share the same belief that they are rare good people in the wasteland, and that they can be called for help if they are in danger, and most of them will say yes.

"He has a good relationship with several other hangouts, and the people who usually fight each other want to believe him.

"Sometimes I feel that this man is really a breath of fresh air in the dark ages. If there were a little more people like him, maybe the world wouldn't be like this. If I had met him in the first place, maybe I would have lived a different life.

"But I never wanted to go back, not once.

"I already knew at that time that the world was doomed. The gods walk the earth, and the polluting forces expand in disorder, and the gathering places that flourish today may be destroyed and swallowed up tomorrow. We are all trapped beasts who are struggling to survive. If you want to spread the embers of civilization, then even if you spread it, it's none of my business? I can live well on my own.

"I wandered like this until one day, the three clans of the shemales and spirits, persecuted by extreme circumstances and in a foreseeable hopeless future, miraculously united and decided to make a final challenge to the gods.

Armageddon began.

"I fought in that campaign. Almost all living beings participated in the battle, either voluntarily or by force.

"As you know the ending, we failed.

"The coalition forces were destroyed, and the transcendents on the front line died one by one, but I managed to escape.

"I went to the center of the warband where the 'Saints' were. It used to be the core of their colony, but now it's a polluted place.

"He and his followers will die there.

"I approached the 'Saint' and told me I could take him away, but only for him, because the 'Space Jump' I had just learned could only take one person.

"But I lied to him.

"My abilities have always been for myself, I can only guarantee that I will leave safely, and the only result of taking another person with me is that one person will inevitably be cut into pieces by the void turbulence.

"But I think I should be able to locate him before I die, so that he can escape unharmed.

"I'm ready to give him my life for one, probably because he was the only one who saved me without asking for anything in return, so I'm willing to give him back all the lives I owe him.

But he refused.

He chose to stay, guarding his last home and subjects, and dying together.

"And I'...... He asked me to take all the inheritance, resources, and transcendent courses of the 'saints' and go away, and if I have the opportunity in the future, I will help him find an heir, if there is no chance, then forget it.

"I left without looking back for the second time. That's when I realized that I would never pay him off.

"I was far away, watching the last isolated island fall little by little, and there was no sign of life there. Many years later, I went back there and found that there was nothing left of the town's ruins but contaminants. A miracle did not happen.

"I tried to avenge them, but there was always a god entrenched in that place, and I tried many times, but I couldn't kill it until the end.

"I have tried to find an heir for him, but in the ashes of the times, I have never met a man like him who can afford the inheritance of the 'saints'.

"Until I died, I still didn't do it.

"—That's the whole story, Bailu."

……

"I never thought I'd have the chance to turn back time and be reborn. But now that you're here, let's finish some things that I haven't done before. ”

In the warm season of early spring, the boy curled up in the soft lazy sofa, basking in the sun and teasing the cat, in a gentle tone, told the past that he had never revealed.

He spoke in a calm and leisurely tone, like telling a fairy tale for children, in which there was no madness, no killing, no death, and no good people were rewarded and bad people were saved.

But in reality, it's quite the opposite.

Although Yanluge did not use any fierce, tyrannical, and cruel words, but just described everything that had happened in a bland, straightforward, and calm manner, the darkness and despair hidden between the lines made Bailu palpitate.

…… When he was first used and traded as a tool, he was probably not as careless as he is now.

…… When he became a cold, selfish, and unbelieving fanatic, he was probably not as light as he is now.

…… When he met the only friend in his life and turned away twice, he probably didn't do as much as he did now.

…… When he tried to get revenge and tried to find an heir but failed to do anything, he probably didn't deal with it as calmly as he does now.

All the suffering, all the loneliness, all the screams, all the grief, all the remembrance, all the unwillingness, were perfectly hidden by him under the faint smile, as if he really didn't care anymore.

No one knows how he did it.

It's like no one knows how he managed to endure wave after wave of pain, and still remain silent after being tortured by the xenomorph mark to this extent.

Now Bailu understands...... He's probably just used to forbearance, and he doesn't show weakness in front of anyone.

"Alright, that's the end of the story." Yan Luge held his cheeks and smiled, "Little Bailu, how many points do you score this time?" ”

The white deer enters the computing state.

The algorithm of the mental health assessment model is complex, but one of the most important principles is logic.

Intelligent life is complex and changeable, but at the same time, it is also logical, and any behavior can always find a precedent.

If a good old man who has no quarrel with the world suddenly kills someone, then he "may be mentally polluted"; But if he kills an enemy who has ruined his own family, then he is "normal".

If a murderous demon suddenly becomes a Buddha, then he "may be mentally polluted"; But if he is influenced by the saint and decides to change his ways, then he is "normal".

Although people and people's minds are different, there are certain commonalities in normal psychological changes, and most of the psychological changes caused by mental pollution deviate from commonalities.

Psychologists in Yanluge's previous life quantified this and finally came up with a general model to detect mental pollution—a mental health test model.

Bai Lu didn't know much about Yan Luge's past before, and thought that he had "serious psychological problems that may induce mental changes" based on just one sentence, but now that Yan Luge has taken the initiative to make up for the causes and consequences, she can no longer arbitrarily choose an overrun coefficient of 0.865 to deduct points.

And in the new round of calculations......

Bai Lu concluded, somewhat uncomfortably, "Your psychiatric test score is 99 points, which is 'normal'. ”

Not only did I pass, but the score was so high!

It's outrageous!

(End of chapter)