Chapter 181: The Living Is the Most Painful
The two of them sat side by side on the reef, watching the moon set at the sea level, the water rattling at their feet, and the silence around them was only the sound of the lapping of the water
Nangong Ling Tian took out a pure black melodica with golden letters, and as his lips moved slightly, a good, gentle song sounded
Gong Qinghan turned his head and looked at his angular side face, a little dazed and a little unreal
A few broken bangs on his forehead moved restlessly with the sea breeze, and his long eyelashes covered a beautiful shadow under his eyelids, so that he could not see the emotions of his eyes,
His music made her feel comfortable and at ease, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously raised
She just looked at him quietly, and at this moment, she forgot her hatred, forgot the past, and she felt that she was just like them, an ordinary person, living an ordinary life
When the song was finished, he looked down at the melodica in his hand:
"This melodica was given to me by my grandfather"
His fingers kept rubbing against the golden letters on his face, and the "L" gleamed gold on the black body
His tone was not as cold as before, so calm that Gong Qinghan felt a little distressed
"In the past, my grandfather liked to listen to me play the melodica, but this piece was taught by my grandfather, but after that, he couldn't hear it anymore......"
Gong Qinghan was stunned, his grandfather ......
It turned out that there was a fragile heart hidden under his cold exterior, and she suddenly found that he was very similar to her......
He turned his head, looked at Gong Qinghan, and looked at her:
"I don't know what you've been through before, but no matter what happened, it's all in the past, there's nothing you can't let go, at least, you're still alive and well, that's enough, isn't it"!
Gong Qinghan looked at him blankly, her heart was guided by his words, and a gust of sea breeze blew, waking her up,
She turned her head and looked at the sparkling sea, remembering the comfort she had just felt, a little ridiculous, she was still her after all......
"What is alive is the most painful"!
You will never know this kind of undesirable suffering......
Nangong Ling Tian looked at Gong Qinghan's beautiful side face, thinking about her words, "What is alive is the most painful"!
What did she say...... What is the meaning......
Grandpa's departure made him feel unbearable, watching his relatives leave, that kind of pain, he has personally experienced, life and death parting is the most painful thing in the world, but why does she ...... She would say something like that......
However, Tian seemed to have played a joke on him, and in the near future, Gong Qinghan's words were ruthlessly verified in his body......
So much so that many years later, how many sleepless nights, he was awakened by nightmares sweating profusely,
How many times in the wind and rain, he blew this tune over and over again,
How many nights did he stay drunk in the empty villa,
How many nights did he cry over and over again while holding the empty bottle, calling her name over and over again......
Of course, that's for another time......
Nangong Ling Tian stretched out his hand and lifted the black hair in her ears that was blown by the sea breeze behind her ears, and her eyes flashed with tenderness that could drown
"In your life, I have been absent for eighteen years, and I will be with you in the days to come"
Gong Qinghan's eyelids raised slightly, she didn't turn her head to look at him, she didn't know how to face his confession at the moment,
She reminded herself over and over again that she couldn't fall, she was a killer, how could she deserve to have feelings, her hands were covered with blood, how could she say let go......
"This is my decision, you have no right to say no"
This book is from:
To download the latest txt e-book of this book, please click:
This book is read on mobile phones:
In order to facilitate the next reading, you can click on the "Collection" below to record this (181. Chapter 181 The living is the most painful) reading record, and you can see it next time you open the bookshelf! Please recommend this book to your friends (QQ, blog, WeChat, etc.), thank you for your support!!