Chapter 520: Xiaodong Discovers the Truth 14

At that time, the child was already asleep, and Qiao Mai lay beside her, suffering from insomnia all night long. Suddenly I felt very empty, very weak, just like seven years ago, completely powerless to fight back.

Yi Xiangxi, a cold can win everyone's sympathy!

And what about me? I have been raising my children alone for many years on snowy nights, coming and going in the wind and rain, and suffering a lot.

Do you know the tragic situation of a pregnant woman who is four or five months pregnant and goes out to look for a job and is ruthlessly rejected by many units?

Do you know that a woman is still at work on the day of childbirth, so she is afraid that she will be underestimated by the company if she takes an extra day off?

Do you know that in order to earn a little more money for milk powder, a woman goes to work immediately after only a week of confinement?

Did you know that after giving birth to a child, a woman has to cook for herself the next day?

What did he think he had done? That is, after the reunion, he took care of the child with a compensatory mentality, and paid some material care that was insignificant to him -- was this enough to offset my seven or eight years of hardship?

Why now, everyone thinks that it is a heinous crime for me not to marry him?

Why didn't anyone see that he didn't really want to marry me in the first place?--if he was sincere, would he shout that he loved me and waited for me, while playing with Bingbing?

What's the difference between this and back then??

Yi Xiangxi, it's not that he has waited for me for seven years - it is that he suffered a big loss seven years ago, as he said, the scar makes him dare not face other women - only by completely defeating me Qiao Wheat again can he have the courage to stand up again!!!

What the hell am I doing wrong?

Is it wrong that he was framed in the first half of his life, and he did not have the right to pursue love and happiness in the second half of his life?

The fault is that I was raped, mutilated, and ruined - and I never fell in love with the man who mutilated me, did not compromise with him, did not pay attention to his rhetoric, did not bow down and be small under his superficial efforts, is that so?

Or is it because I don't have the acting skills of the person who mutilated me??

The fault was that without him playing hypocrisy, I rushed to serve him like a dog, serve him, please him, and submit to him???

Is it true that the perpetrator just has to say, "I'm sorry, I love you" - I have to forgive him immediately and unconditionally, forgive him and throw myself into his arms again?

Does he want me if he wants me - and I don't have a choice??

Who said that if you love me in this world, I must love you?

Who stipulates that a sentence can be commuted if a few kind words are said after committing a crime? If so, what else is the law to do?

Is this the logic of power or the logic of slavery?

In the eyes of the world, a slave should always be loyal to the slave owner as long as he receives a few words of praise and favor from the slave owner, right?

What to say for the sake of children, to say what a heroine is to be kind, in essence, in fact, I have been a slave for too long, and I have long forgotten how to stand up!

After being raped for a long time, the woman becomes cheap, and the man deceived her so much that she couldn't find the north in three words. They do housework to honor their in-laws, abandon their parents to go to the man's house for the New Year - but, in the end, they are often disliked by their husbands and in-laws, and they become resentful women!! so they have to spare no effort to attack other women who dare to go out of line!

When a woman is mean to a woman, it is the worst thing to make it worse.

Not only are they willing to be cheap, but they also demand the same kind of cheapness from others, otherwise, you are selfish, unkind, or money worshippers!!

Aren't most of China's so-called good-natured women from good families such lowly goods?