In 78, the street lamp was an ordinary tungsten light bulb, and the light was a dim warm yellow, and even the figures on the ground were warm.

One tall and one short, the two shadows snuggled together, very warm.

In fact, there was still a fairly wide distance between Jiang Shiyue and Chen Shanhe, and she was slightly half a step behind Chen Shanhe.

I heard the lively singing and laughter in the small square.

The two of them walked silently for a long time, Chen Shanhe didn't speak, Jiang Shiyue had to ask him, "What do you want to talk about?" ”

"I'll tell you later."

Jiang Shiyue never expected Chen Shanhe to take her to the work area of the repair camp.

The repair area is a separate courtyard with a sentry at the door.

Jiang Shiyue looked at the warning sign on the gate and didn't know what to say for a while.

The warning sign reads: Military land, idlers are not allowed to enter.

Chen Shanhe, who was walking in front, didn't see Jiang Shiyue following up for a long time, and turned around and beckoned to her, "Hurry up!" ”

Jiang Shiyue silently recited three times in her heart: "You can't be as knowledgeable as a drunk!" In order to maintain the last shred of calm, he asked, "Is this where I can come?!" ”

What would be the crime of trespassing on a military stronghold? She couldn't afford it anyway.

However, Jiang Shiyue glanced strangely at the sentry standing at the gate.

Chen Shanhe is drunk, he is not drunk, why don't you stop yourself?

Chen Shanhe, who was drunk, reacted slowly, and it took a long time to understand what Jiang Shiyue meant, and when he walked back, he couldn't help but say that he pulled Jiang Shiyue inside, "Don't worry!" I'm measured. ”

Jiang Shiyue didn't believe him, turned her face and asked the sentry, "Can I go in?" ”

The sentry glanced at Chen Shanhe and nodded.

Jiang Shiyue: "???!!! ”

Ecstasy swelled up in my heart.

It's about the same feeling as winning a huge lottery.

Can you enter a military stronghold?!

She is not a military fan, but she will inevitably be curious about such a sacred place.

Quickly followed Chen Shanhe into the small courtyard.

The small courtyard is not small compared to the entire compound.

How can the place where the plane be repaired is small.

There are several rows of workshops in the courtyard.

Jiang Shiyue visually measured that a workshop can put an airplane.

However, under normal circumstances, the machine will not be repaired, and the parts are generally disassembled to repair.

Chen Shanhe stopped at the door of one of the workshops and beckoned Jiang Shiyue, "Come here!" ”

Jiang Shiyue came over, looked at Chen Shanhe bably, and waited for him to take the key to open the door.

Chen Shanhe pointed to the slightly wider gap between the two gates, "What do you think I'm doing?" Look inside! ”

Jiang Shiyue: "......"

Jiang Shiyue: "!! ”

No wonder the sentry let her in.

So she is just under the leadership of Chen Shanhe, picking the crack in the door?

It's not surprising that he is not disappointed, how can a person like Chen Shanhe, who engraves the rules of the army on his bones, do something illegal?!

Out of curiosity, Jiang Shiyue still learned from Chen Shanhe to look through the crack in the door with one eye.

There was a fighter jet parked in the workshop.

"This is J7. I did a test flight before the official production. Chen Shanhe spoke.

Jiang Shiyue listened quietly, she knew that what Chen Shanhe needed to listen to at this time.

Chen Shanhe seemed to be a little unable to stand, and sat on the ground along the thick iron gate, leaning his head back against the gate, his long legs bent and stretched. The right elbow rests on the bent knee.

It was a rough man's sitting posture, but Jiang Shiyue looked at it inexplicably and her heart jumped.

"The last time I flew the J7, something went wrong. Although I landed safely in the end, I couldn't get to J7 again from that time on. Not only the J7, I began to be unable to face any aircraft, whether it was a fighter or a transport plane, I could not fly it. ”

"I know every button and every part of the J7 by heart, I know it more than I know my body, but I just can't control myself from driving it into the air like I used to."

"They called me a deserter. I said I was scared by the accident that I flew the J7. I don't think so, but I can't prove it. ”

"The team took special care of me and found me a lot of doctors. One of them said I had PTSD. ”

"Do you know what PTSD is? It's traumatic stress disorder. ”

Jiang Shiyue knew about traumatic stress disorder, but she didn't think Chen Shanhe's symptoms were quite similar.

He was emotionally stable.

Of course, it is also possible that because of his profession, his psychological quality is too strong, and he does not show obvious or no reaction to PTSD in normal people.

"The military doctor prescribed me some medicines, but they didn't do much. I still can't fly a J7 and I can't fly any other plane. In the end, I was grounded. ”

"Everyone called me a coward and a coward." Chen Shanhe said and suddenly smiled, "I have to thank you for speaking of it." ”

"Three years ago, when I was most devastated, I made you anxious every day, you made me trouble, the unit made trouble, and you had to marry me. During that time, I was surprised to have no nightmares. After thinking about it, he added, "It's not a nightmare." ”

Jiang Shiyue heard that people with traumatic stress disorder often dream about trauma-related situations in their dreams, and even recur.

She whispered, "What are you dreaming about?" ”

Chen Shanhe recalled, shaking his head, "I don't remember clearly, many times I dream of my master." ”

"Your master, he ......," Jiang Shiyue asked halfway through and didn't continue.

Chen Shanhe understood what she meant, and nodded, "Yes, my master has sacrificed." It was the day I had an accident with my test flight J7. ”

"Ahh Jiang Shiyue couldn't help but exclaim.

She had heard that test pilots were dangerous, but she didn't expect the accident rate to be so high.

Chen Shanhe chuckled.

He looks good when he laughs. It's just that Jiang Shiyue feels that this smile is bitter to look at.

"Actually, it was supposed to be my master's test flight of the J7. He was the top and best test pilot on our team, and it was only natural that he would make his last test flight before production.

I was young and energetic, and I wanted to test fly the J7 too. Relying on him to cherish talents, he pesters him every day to fight. Later, my master changed with me, and he flew the Q3 that I was supposed to fly. He never came back. ”

"You say, if I flew Q3 and he flew J7 that time, would we all be able to come back safely? Or can he live well? ”

The last few words have a trill.

Jiang Shiyue sat down cross-legged beside Chen Shanhe, and happened to see a crystal teardrop rolling down her head.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

Jiang Shiyue took out a clean handkerchief with blue edges on a white background from her pocket and gently stuffed it into Chen Shanhe's hand.

She didn't know what to say.

Whoever sacrifices is a tragedy.

Suddenly, Jiang Shiyue remembered a possibility and asked him, "Did you tell your psychiatrist about your master in a dream?" ”

Chen Shanhe shook his head.

"They asked me if I dreamed of my accident or the other way around. I didn't ask again after I said no. ”

Jiang Shiyue nodded, "Chen Shanhe, let's go to the psychiatrist again tomorrow, right?" By the way, I also take Yangyang for review. ”

Chen Shanhe shook his head, "No." ”

"Why?"

"Tomorrow you take the college entrance examination!"

Jiang Shiyue: "......"

and forgot about it.