Chapter 218: Revisiting the Past (5)

Fang Jin saw Qi Hui walking in a hurry, and immediately changed his mind: "Grandma, I don't seem to have eaten enough, you wait for me for a while, I can eat again!" ”

It was not easy for the two of them to meet once, and a little more time together could cultivate a relationship.

He didn't want to just leave.

It's a pity that the traces of his performance are too heavy and his acting skills are clumsy, and Qi Hui can see at a glance that he is lying.

Fang Limin rubbed his head and laughed at his self-determination.

He understood his intentions, so he said, "Let's rest for a while and then leave, and wait for Jinnian to digest and digest the food." ”

Qi Hui sat down again and looked at the clock on the wall: "Wait for you for 10 minutes." ”

Ten minutes was already her limit, and she didn't want to see him for one more second.

Fang Limin said leisurely: "I'm going to attend Qi Xun's wedding, don't you mind?" ”

Qi Hui sneered, the clothes were all done, and everyone was ready to go, so she remembered to ask her opinion.

As always, he decides for himself, and asks for your opinion in turn, but he never takes it.

What's the point of asking!

Fang Limin's palms clenched unconsciously: "If you mind......

Qi Hui stood up suddenly: "If I mind, won't you go?" ”

He didn't understand why she reacted so much, and after three seconds of froze: "If you mind, I won't go." ”

She chuckled, "You're like that every time." ”

Fang Limin was confused: "What? ”

"You come to ask my opinion every time you make a decision, but you never consider my opinion, so you might as well not ask!"

"I ......"

Fang Limin thought about what happened before, before getting married, he received an undercover assignment and asked her opinion, she made it clear that she didn't want him to go, but he considered the importance of the task, and abandoned her without hesitation on the wedding day.

Later, when they got back together, he took another assignment, and she still didn't want him to go, and threatened a divorce, but he went without hesitation......

She had a point, he asked for her opinion and didn't take her opinion to heart.

He said sneeringly, "I'm sorry. ”

The last thing Qi Hui wanted to hear him say was sorry, the three words sorry were too light, and they were not enough to offset her resentment for so many years.

She will never forget the heart-wrenching pain she endured.

"There are some things that I don't want to take out and say, I said, it's impossible for the two of us. You died of this heart before it was too late. ”

"Huihui, I know you resent me in your heart. No matter what you do to me, I won't give up. ”

"That's what you said to me last time, and then? You didn't leave me alone and left. You are not trustworthy and I will never trust you again. ”

"I'm retired, I won't go on any more missions, and I just want to be by your side for the rest of my life."

Qi Hui laughed again, as if she had heard a big joke.

The two of them are a lot older, and they have already passed the difficult days of needing to support each other.

At this time, there is no need for anyone to be with whom.

She has a son, a grandson, money and a career...... Why do you need a bad old man?

"But I don't want you to accompany me, and I don't need you to accompany me."

"Huihui, I have only loved you in my life. Before, now, and in the future, my heart will not change. I knew I had done a lot of wrong things, but at that time, I couldn't help it. The motherland needs me, and I must do it. ”

Countless hardships and obstacles, at critical moments of life and death, Fang Limin survived by thinking about Qi Hui and gritting his teeth.

Qi Hui's eyes were faintly flashing with tears, and she said that it was fake not to be moved. She never doubted that Fang Limin had someone else in her heart.

It's just that his love, in his heart, can't be ranked first.

His work, his responsibility, is what he puts first.

As a spectator, she admired his spirit, but as his wife, she couldn't understand him.

"I want to ask you a question, and you answer me truthfully."

"Okay."

"If you had to do it again, would you choose to complete the mission, or would you choose to stay with me?"

Qi Hui's tone was fluttering, and she secretly clenched her palms.

Fang Limin was dumbfounded, if he did it again, he would still choose to complete the task without hesitation.

That was his mission, and when he put on that military uniform, he was destined to give up his small family for everyone.

His throat was pounding, and he couldn't say a word.

Fang Jinnian was so anxious that his palms were sweating, and he seemed to understand Fang Limin's choice. I was secretly anxious for him in my heart, at least I could deceive Qi Hui! Say what you can do with her!

But Fang Limin never lied to her, looked into her eyes, and couldn't say a word of deceiving her.

Qi Hui waited for a minute, but what he was waiting for was his silence.

And his silence says it all......

She really wanted him to lie to herself, even if he deceived herself, she would unswervingly choose her, as if the thorn in her heart would loosen.

But he didn't......

Qi Hui had no way to share a space with him anymore, so she picked up Fang Jinnian and rushed out of the room.

Fang Jinnian felt her trembling shoulders and tried her best to endure crying.

He silently wiped her tears and didn't say a word.

Qi Hui didn't want his fragile side to be seen by others, so she put him down: "Jin Nian, the two of us go home for a walk tonight, is it okay?" ”

"Absolutely! So you can see the pretty stars! Grandma, you see, it is said that the brightest star is the Tai Bai Star! ”

Fang Jinnian no longer mentioned matters related to Fang Limin, and quickly changed the topic.

Qi Hui bit her lip, trying not to let herself cry.

She tilted her head, tears still unconsciously sliding from the corners of her eyes.

All her grievances poured out.

Today, she seems to have been abandoned by Fang Limin for the third time.

Even after so many years, she is still haunted by her abandonment of him.

Perhaps, he perfunctorily lied to himself that he would firmly choose her, and she would forgive him for all his mistakes.

She knew in her heart that her heart still loved him...... It's just that he doesn't even want to lie.

Fang Jinnian could feel her sadness from the hand she unconsciously clenched.

He tried his best to amuse her.

"Grandma, you see, the moon is so round tonight, I heard that if you make a wish on the full moon, your wish will come true!"

He tugged at her hand: "Grandma has any wishes, let's make a wish together." ”

Qi Hui suddenly half-squatted down and hugged him, unable to suppress her crying any longer.

Fang Jin is young and sensible, which makes people feel distressed.

He hugged Qi Hui hard, followed Song Yiqing's example of coaxing him, patted her on the back, and wiped her tears.

"Mom said that girls can't cry, crying is not beautiful. Grandma wants to be a pretty girl and can't cry anymore. ”