"He has been breathing weakly since he was born, and I urgently transferred a ventilator from the city hospital to maintain his normal breathing." Gu Peiran continued.

"After the doctor's examination, I was told that because of premature birth, Yanyan's lungs and hematopoietic functions were all underdeveloped, and he had to rely on newly developed foreign equipment to maintain his life."

"So I took my words overnight and took a private jet to a foreign country. After Yanyan's vital signs stabilized, I returned to China to deal with the follow-up. ”

Xu Qingyao's eyes widened, unable to believe what she had heard.

Her lips trembled, and she asked hesitantly, "So you didn't come to the hospital on the day I had a difficult birth...... In fact, I took our children abroad overnight? ”

"En......" Gu Peiran lowered his eyes to hide the cold color that appeared in his eyes.

He reached out and grabbed Xu Qingyao's sideburns, and said softly, "I know how important the child is to you, so I couldn't be by your side at that time, so I could only choose to rescue Yanyan first." ”

"Gu Peiran, I'm ......" Xu Qingyao couldn't go on.

She covered her forehead and sighed deeply.

It turns out that the truth of the matter turned out to be like this?

Gu Peiran did not treat her and the child indifferently, he also did his own efforts for this small family.

"Why didn't you tell me then? If you had told me the truth earlier, I wouldn't have ...... later And no cranky thinking. Xu Qingyao said bitterly.

Whenever she thinks of the day she had a miscarriage and the blood that flowed from between her legs, she can't help but be afraid.

How much she wanted Gu Peiran to be by her side and accompany her through the painful days of losing her child, but Gu Peiran was nowhere to be found, and she didn't even show up for a few days.

It was from that time that the gap between her and Gu Peiran became wider and wider, and they could no longer be close.

Xu Qingyao thought that Gu Peiran didn't care about her and didn't care about this marriage, but in fact, it was Gu Peiran who left to save Yanyan's life.

But when she thought of the words that she was now raised, she couldn't help but feel soft.

"Maybe I was too scared." Gu Peiran replied.

He said this so calmly that it was hard to associate the word fear with him.

Xu Qingyao's tone was puzzled, "What are you afraid of?" ”

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to save my words, and I'm afraid that you will be disappointed in me."

Gu Peiran leaned down, wanting to see Xu Qingyao's expression closer, but Xu Qingyao avoided him.

Although Gu Peiran's efforts were not fake, the torture she experienced at the beginning was also genuine.

Xu Qingyao was very confused now, and she didn't know what attitude to use to treat Gu Peiran.

"You don't believe what I'm saying?" Gu Peiran asked.

Xu Qingyao was silent.

She has always believed what Gu Peiran said, but she is just unwilling to accept the facts.

Obviously the misunderstanding between them was resolved, but she was not happy at all.

Xu Qingyao always felt that there were still many things between her and Gu Peiran that had not been resolved, and if she chose to forgive him now, they would continue to have other misunderstandings in the future.

The problems between them have not been fundamentally resolved.

Xu Qingyao opened his mouth and said, "My thoughts are very chaotic now, you wait for me to think about it, and then I will answer you." ”

"How long do I have to wait?" Gu Peiran asked, "After you think about it, do we still have to quarrel and divorce at every turn, like now?" ”

"I ...... I do not know. Xu Qingyao frowned.

Her thoughts are now like a mess, and she can't figure out the future direction of her and Gu Peiran.

"If there's anything else you don't understand, I can answer you right now." Gu Peiran reached out and grabbed Xu Qingyao's wrist, refusing to let her choose to escape at this moment.

Xu Qingyao was silent for a while, not wanting to continue to talk about her relationship with Gu Peiran.

But she knew that if she didn't say something now, Gu Peiran would definitely not let her go.

At this time, Xu Qingyao remembered the situation that Gu Peiran had just explained.

She asked casually, "Gu Peiran, did you ask the doctor why I had a miscarriage?" ”

However, Gu Peiran said an unexpected answer.

"Well, the doctor said you were a drug-induced fetal instability."

"Drugs?" Xu Qingyao paused, and it took a few seconds to digest Gu Peiran's meaning.

"Are you mistaken? I had a miscarriage by accidentally falling down the stairs...... How could it be because of drugs? ”

Xu Qingyao still remembers that on the day of the miscarriage, she received a call from her mother-in-law, saying that someone had brought takeaway with health products.

She wanted to ask the nanny Zhang Rong to go to the courtyard gate to get it, but she didn't hear Zhang Rong's response after shouting several times.

Xu Qingyao was afraid that the delivery man would wait too long and it would affect him to deliver other things, so he went downstairs with his stomach on his own.

Because the Gu family's villa was paved with tiles at that time, the ground was a little slippery at that time, even though Xu Qingyao was careful again, she still slipped at the last few steps.

At first, she didn't feel any pain, so she stood up with the handrail of the staircase, and recovered for a while before continuing on.

However, after not taking a few steps, blood began to flow from under Xu Qingyao's body.

In a panic, she hurried to the living room, trying to find a tissue to wipe off the blood.

Xu Qingyao was already a little delirious at that time, and only remembered that blood flowed all over the ground.

It wasn't until the babysitter rushed in and screamed that she fainted.

After becoming conscious, Xu Qingyao was already lying in the emergency room of the hospital, waiting for the news of the child's death.

Speaking of Xu Qingyao's miscarriage, Gu Peiran's face also became heavy.