Same night.

Asaba family.

The Asaba family, who can eat when they get home at six o'clock in the evening, has a particularly warm atmosphere at the dinner table.

Eating a warm meal, Oriyuki Asaba mentioned to her parents that she took Ichiri to work today.

When Asa Yu's parents heard this, they were instantly extremely surprised, "One, one mile actually went to work?!" ”

Asaba Oriyuki smiled and said, "Yes, and it's done quite well, right, Yili?" ”

Although Asaba Oriyuki still felt that if she praised her silly sister too much, the silly sister would definitely get carried away, but she still chose to listen to Saionji Akino's opinion.

Most people who are afraid of society will have a certain inferiority complex, and such a person often needs more affirmation from others to her, and it is possible to achieve qualitative change after long-term accumulation.

Yili was eating fried chicken nuggets with her head down, and when she heard her sister's praise, she felt a lot more comfortable, and she nodded slightly.

But I didn't expect the father of Asaba who was sitting opposite to burst into tears directly, "Great... Ichiri has taken such a big step... It's really good..."

Asaba's mother was also quite moved, "I was really worried about the future of your child before, but now it's really developing in a good direction... Weaving snow, you're doing a great job! ”

Asa Yu Oriyuki smiled and waved his hand: "It's not me who proposed, it's a friend of mine who is helping, and I still have to thank others." ”

"Friends? That's a good friend you can trust! Father Asa Yu sighed again.

Obviously, they didn't think that the friend that Asa Yu Oriyuki said would be a boy, and Asa Yu Oriyuki naturally wouldn't be idle to mention this, lest they be overly nervous later, chasing after themselves and asking questions.

Asaba Yili obviously didn't expect that he could get such praise at home and see such a reaction from his parents just by going to work.

If you can get positive feedback on something, it will naturally generate more motivation...

If I go to work every day in the future, I can come back and be praised like this... That's not impossible...

No, no, what was I thinking?!

Am I thinking about taking the initiative to go to work?

This, this is not normal!

After the meal, Ichiri Asaba was in a state of entanglement, and it wasn't until he washed the dishes with his sister that he was slightly better.

Oriyuki Asaba froth the dishes while she washes them, so it would be more efficient to divide the work and wash the dishes.

"Don't you feel like a part-time job isn't a bad thing?"

"Sister... Don't, don't brainwash me..."

"Brainwashing?" Asa Yu Oriyuki glanced at her helplessly, "Okay, okay, I won't recite the scriptures with you." ”

"You'd better go take a shower tonight, I'll put you hot water away."

"Okay..."

…

After taking a shower and taking a bath, Ichiri Asaba returned to his room and played for an hour as usual, trying to maintain the feel.

She used to work six hours a day, but recently because of various things, she has obviously slacked off a lot.

"That's right... There are also lyrics to write. ”

Ichiri Asaba came to his desk, turned on the lamp, and took out a pencil.

The next step is to open your pink notebook.

There are all sorts of messy things in it, such as her own signature (which she may use in the future in case the band becomes a hit), a super cool and trendy T-shirt she designed herself (a must-wear for the band), and some bizarre lyrics that exude all kinds of negative energy.

Maybe it's because of her personality, she prefers some dark or dark style to the lyrics that are full of positive energy and praise youth?

If I really write what I want to say... Does that really work?

Doesn't it scare other people?

Asaba Ichiri's mind kept echoing the words of Saionji Akino, but the pen in his hand really couldn't fall for a long time.

What I want to express the most...

Ichiri Asaba lay on the desk and began to try to think, try to recall.

She initially... Why did you want to learn guitar?

Yes...

When I think about it, the image of the past comes to mind. It was when I went out with my sister, and when I came home after playing, I saw someone else's band performing in the open air on the road...

Then my sister suddenly became very excited and told herself that she loved these guitar bands and felt very cool and handsome! It's special!

That's when I came up with the idea of learning guitar.

Since she was a child, she has been following behind her sister, protected by her sister all the way, watching her sister turn from a small light bulb to a big diamond, shining more and more, and sometimes even dazzling to the point that she can't look directly.

Some neighbors will always laugh when they see them with diametrically opposite personalities, are they really sisters? Because of her gloomy personality, my sister seems to have been looked down upon by those bad little boys when she was a child...

But my sister has never disliked herself, and she will always protect her... Except that now that I'm a little older, I like to bully her at home, which is a little different from before...

But she actually knows that her sister's bullying is a little helpless, and she feels that hatred is not made of steel.

Why am I such a character, why do I seem so boring compared to my sister... Banal, troublesome?

Ichiri Asaba also has self-loathing thoughts a lot of times because of this... It's just that the degree is relatively mild, and it's not really depressed or anything.

But it's true that the mental state is not too healthy.

So, at that time, when she heard her sister praise the person who played the guitar, she also wanted to learn the guitar and become what her sister called "special".

She wants to be a special person who can be compared to her sister, who also has personal characteristics, and will be liked by many people.

Instead of the "sister of the snow weaving" and "gloomy sister" as the neighbors said.

Thinking of this, Ichiri Asaba silently wrote down a few key words in his notebook.

[I want to change]

【Special】

【True Self】

【Light and Shadow】

Looking at these keywords, Asa Yu Yili suddenly really had inspiration.

She began to write everything she wanted to say, stroke by pen.

Two hours passed.

Four hours passed.

Keep editing, keep writing new sentences.

Finally, at three o'clock in the morning, Ichiri Asaba completed the first version of his lyrics.

Then, she put the notebook in her school bag, made sure that it was placed in the innermost layer and would not be found, and threw herself directly on the bed.

wrapped his head in a quilt, and the whole person was so sleepy that he fainted directly.

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