146 Kawano Natsuryo's longing

The next morning, Natsuryo Kawano got up very early, and around the wee hours of the morning, she got up and secretly took away her mother's mobile phone, and then began to look up information about the Saionji Akino kendo competition on the Internet.

Sitting on the cold toilet, Natsuryo Kawano plugged in his headphones and began to watch the replay video of the game.

Holding a bamboo sword, a tall figure, and an elegant step.

Accurate, swift strikes.

The opponent is roaring, but Saionji Akino is always so calm and indifferent.

Judgment from above.

Comparing the picture with the reality experienced yesterday, Kawano Natsu still likes the feeling of reality more, and it is also a beauty to be cold to the extreme, and I don't know why, being looked at by him like that, Kawano Natsuyo will subconsciously tremble, but that's not fear, it's somehow... Something that would make her feel a little excited.

It's just that she can't figure it out for the time being.

Looking at the camera, the young man showed a shallow and gentle smile, Kawano Xia Liang felt that it was ordinary, the same expression, but it was just a show, she could also come with this kind of smile, but it was not the emotion she really wanted to express.

In fact, Kawano Natsuryo didn't look at others with contempt and contempt at the beginning, and she was able to disguise herself very well at first.

Since childhood, I have consciously used a "good" external image to make those people revolve around me.

But over time, she found that if you always smile softly and weakly, there will be people who don't have long eyes to trouble you and think that you are easy to bully.

So she began to change, changing the angle of her smile and the look in her eyes, and changing the non-offensive words to those that were scathing, and she found that the results were better.

The teacher can not care about being scolded by herself, and even more so other ordinary children, who are crying, and no one blames herself, because she is beautiful, not to mention, as long as she pretends to be pitiful and cries, everyone will fall to her.

In that case, why should I pretend to be that friendly? Aren't you tired?

Up to now, even if he has lost a lot, Kawano Xia Liang still doesn't quite approve of Saionji Akino's gentle way of treating people.

She thought that Saiyuan Temple Akino was the same on the outside, and her personality was like that, a good person, gentle, and boring. That's probably it.

But...

Kawano Natsuryo thought of his bad attitude towards him today, and the possibility that he was a "knife mouth tofu heart", and she felt inexplicably a little comfortable.

Doesn't he always smile at others, but when he faces me, he has a stinky face, doesn't it prove that I am the only one who is special?

The surface is bad, but in fact, I am worried and love me, this contrast...

Thinking like this, Kawano Natsuryo showed his original smile again, but there was no object at the moment, this smile was not contemptuous, but it was really a little sickly, because her face was rising in temperature extremely quickly, and her body was showing signs of fever.

She was starting to get excited again.

——

Narina Kawano, who woke up, subconsciously glanced at the side, but found that Kawano Natsuryo was long gone, she hurriedly got up and went to find Kawano Natsuri's figure, for fear that she would do something stupid again.

The anxious Naina Kawano didn't even have time to comb her messy long hair, and as soon as she opened the door, she heard the humming of the vacuum cleaner.

Natsuryo Kawano is wearing a campus uniform, with a high ponytail, dressed up refreshingly and doing cleaning.

Naina Kawano looked at her somewhat pleasant expression, and couldn't help but be even more confused in her heart.

How could she not understand her daughter at all.

Is this really his own daughter? Isn't it some possessed monster?

There are a lot of things that have happened in the past two days, but my daughter has gone through a lot of ups and downs, and she doesn't need any comfort or time to heal her scars, so she heals herself?

But... If she really had such a tenacious psychological quality, how could she commit suicide?

Naina Kawano felt that she really had to take her to see a psychiatrist, and that something must be wrong with this child.

"Good morning ~ Mom ~ " Natsu Kawano beckoned sweetly to Narina Kawano, who was standing at the top of the stairs.

"Good morning... Why did you wake up so early today? Naina Kawano hesitated for a moment and said, "You don't have to go to school today, I will help you ask for leave from the teacher." ”

“… Eh, why, Mom, you see I've changed into my school uniform, I want to go to school, let me go..."Natsuryo Kawano completely reined in her willfulness that was difficult to hide with her parents at the beginning, and replaced it with a kind of coquettishness that makes people feel more comfortable.

However, Naina Kawano still feels weird, and considering what happened yesterday, she is still reluctant to let Natsura Kawano go to school.

"Mom... Actually, I know it's wrong. Natsu Kawano put down the vacuum cleaner and hugged Narina Kawano's arm, and the crystal clear tears flowed as soon as she said it, her talent in acting is really too high.

"I'll go and apologize to Xiyuan Temple, and I'll apologize to him, yesterday he saved me regardless of his past suspicions, and from that moment on, I have woken up."

"If you don't believe me, Mom, you can invite him to the house, and I will really apologize."

“… Because of you, others probably don't want to come to our house. Naina Kawano said helplessly.

"But I really know it's wrong... I want to make amends..."

"Then tell me, what are you wrong about, and how are you going to correct it in the future?"

"Okay..."Kawano Natsuryo lowered his head very obediently, and then began to write a big book about his sins, and after saying that his sins deserved to die, he turned to praise Saionji Akino a lot, saying that he had a lot of things or something, and after all the manuscripts that were more sincere than the review book.

Naina Kawano looked at her with a very stunned look.

Was it really her daughter who said these words just now?

This is the third time that Nahana Kawano has become suspicious, so she stepped forward and pinched Natsu Kawano's tight pretty face to see if she was a human or a monster...

"Still won't work... Your change is too sudden to convince me at all, if you do something extreme to hurt Akino-sama, then our family is the real sin and deserves death, you know? ”

“…… What do you want me to say...? You can believe me..."Kawano Natsuryo hung his head "low", still with that pear blossom with rain, Chu Chu pitiful appearance.

"Why did you suddenly become like this, why did you suddenly want to go to school, why did you not want to accept a transfer, you explain all these things to me." Naina Kawano's head hurts a little, she didn't actually want to ask this step, no matter what kind of answer her daughter gave, she didn't plan to let her go to school.

But going around and around, it seems that the topic was guided by Kawano Natsuryo, and he took the opportunity to raise these questions?

Even if she answered, did she really want to go?

"Because... I'm in love with him. Kawano Natsuryo's face was a little flushed, and his eyes were slightly confused.

This is her real expression, because for Saionji Akino, she is more eager to see the side she wants to see, and if she really likes the person who likes Saionji Akino, it may not be.

just wants to use him as a carrier, ask for what she wants, and satisfy her psychological desires.

Kawano Natsuryo doesn't know what liking is, and for so many years she has been scornful of male creatures, or a disdainful attitude, and she really can't think about liking boys with the thinking of a normal girl.

"I like Akino... Monarch...? Nahana Kawano's eyes widened, and she thought of what Natsuryo Kawano said last night.

[I should be worth at least 100 million, right?] 】

[If you really can't help it, sell me to him and use it to settle the bill?] 】

It turns out that her daughter's gibberish last night was not a precursor to the onset of the disease, but a representative of her liking?

But... How did it get so fast?

From resentment to liking...

Although it was true that he was saved by Akino-kun, but...

Saved...

Thinking of this, Naina Kawano paused slightly.

What happened between life and death will surely be the deepest memory in life, and Naina Kawano has not experienced anything like it so far, and it can be said that it has been well protected for so many years.

But Xia Liang has been...

Although she brought it on herself, it is undeniable that she did experience life and death.

If you add this premise, there is a trace of reasonableness.

But the question is, how can you tell if she is lying to herself?

If you really want her to go to school, there are still too many uncertain factors...

"Sure enough, it still doesn't work." Naina Kawano took a deep breath and finally made up her mind.

Kawano Xia Liang was helpless, but he could only admit it.

——

Three days later.

Kawano Natsury, who behaved very well at home, made Kawano and his wife stunned.

They wanted to educate Xia Liang again, but now they didn't know how to educate them for a while.

Washing dishes, cooking, housework, in just three days, Xia Liang learned to do it with all his heart, and also wrote a letter of guarantee and review every day, the words on the paper were very neat and neat, and there was no trace of impetuousness.

From all sides, it can be seen that she is very emotionally stable.

Even they took her to see a psychiatrist, and the results of the evaluation were no problem, she was a normal person.

And they also specially told the doctor all about Kawano Natsuliang's experience during this time. The doctor's answer was that this may be because Xia Liang burst out of his own potential after a major setback, quickly repaired, and reshaped his original bad personality.

This kind of thing can happen, but most of it depends on the individual's consciousness.

Subsequently, the doctor also came up with a lot of special cases and told them in detail about many subject terms, which they couldn't hear clearly, but they could also roughly understand the meaning of the doctor.

That is, their daughter, mentally healthy, healthy, is also well-behaved and lovely now, and there are no problems...

"Mom and Dad, it's time to eat~" After Kawano Xia Liang served the dishes, he looked at Kawano and his wife and smiled.

At this time, she was still wearing an apron that highlighted her temperament, although she was still young, she also had the charm and virtuousness of her mother.

Mr. and Mrs. Kawano glanced at each other, and then said tentatively, "Xia Liang..."

"I've been discussing with your mom for a long time, and I think it's better to let you transfer schools... Do you think..."

This is them deliberately stimulating Xia Liang to see if she will show her stuffing.

But Xia Liang did not show any eagerness and vacillation at this time, just lowered his eyebrows and eyes, and there was a faint sadness.

"Well, I accept Mom and Dad's decision, but... I have written several letters of apology, can you help me transfer them to Xiyuan Temple when the time comes? ”

The girl burst into tears again, and she stood there bowing her head and sobbing.

And the Kawano couple, who saw this scene in their eyes, were silent for a long time.

"Letter, let you pass it on yourself."

"Xia Liang, it's really the last chance, don't let us down."

Hearing this, Natsu Kawano slowly raised his head, tried to endure the ecstasy in his heart, and nodded with tears in his eyes.

——

The next morning, Natsuryo Kawano came to school again, and she was finally able to see Saionji Akino again...

It's almost suffocated her for the past few days.

Passing by and seeing some not-so-friendly eyes, Kawano Natsuryo also showed a beautiful smile for the first time in a long time.

When she no longer contempts others in the face, she can indeed be regarded as a well-deserved flower of Shanye High School.

So, she walked into the classroom...

The previous chapter wasn't really a reversal, but have you forgotten my title?

I can't regret it!

Only when you reach the end of the remorse, can you be regarded as completing the closed loop of the tulle, these chapters are all in accordance with the outline, everyone rest assured, I know in my heart, although it may indeed be faster, but I still have a lot of things to write behind, don't worry.

I plan to end this volume with 50 to 600,000 words, which may be a little faster, but it won't get in the way.

(End of chapter)