A day on Saturday.

Sakuraba Chiyuki is used to waking up at six o'clock in the morning, and the first thing she does when she wakes up is to open the windows to ventilate and prepare for her next brunch.

When she had finished washing, the maiden came to the stove, put a low stool in place, and then stood up herself, and then she began to chop vegetables.

The stove is a bit high, although she must be able to reach it, but last time because the height was not suitable, it affected her vision, and it also caused her to cut to her hand, and I don't know how many band-aids were pasted on her fingers.

So you have to step on a stool to cook.

Beat the eggs with both hands, stir and stir, heat the pan, add oil and start frying the eggs. Stir-fry the eggs and add a little black pepper and salt to remove from the pan.

Later, she took out the luncheon meat and put it in the pan to fry it, and it felt that it was almost browned on both sides.

Finally, take out the bread slices, spread them all evenly, put the lettuce, and then cut a knife diagonally on the left and right sides, and today's brunch is complete.

For dinner, she would go to the convenience store after 9 o'clock and buy the leftover bento, which were very cheap, ranging from 300 yen to 500 yen, and she would buy them directly and eat them, which were cheaper than even her cooking.

"I'm moving." After Sakuraba Chiyuki put the other two sandwiches in the bento box, she sat down on the tatami mat and began to eat them in small bites.

While eating, while watching the scene of the gradual dyeing and change of the sky, the girl's heart tended to be calm.

……

After breakfast, it's time for Sakuraba to practice her guitar.

Because playing the guitar at home for a long time would disturb the people and be scolded by the neighbors, she had to carry the guitar to the nearby park and find a relatively wide place to start practicing.

At first, she would feel uncomfortable, ashamed, and scared because of the onlookers of many passers-by, but slowly, she got used to it.

It can only be said that when people have no choice, their adaptability is always unexpectedly strong.

After practicing for almost an hour, she felt that the time was almost up, so she took the tram and moved on to her next destination.

She came to the shopping mall in Shinjuku Ward, and after going around several times, she finally found a small shop that could help customize the peripherals.

Lift the curtain printed with two-dimensional anime, and as soon as you enter the door, a two-dimensional girl figure robot with glowing eyes is welcoming her.

"That's... Boss..."Sakuraba Chiyuki feels a little uncomfortable every time she comes here, but for the sake of the surroundings she wants, she still endures.

The boss who was sleeping at the front desk was an uncle with black circles in his eyes, and after he heard the voice, he slowly looked up at Sakuraba Qianxue, revealing a helpless look.

"It's you again, you're so early..."

Sakuraba Chiyuki smiled embarrassedly: "I just want to come and see, I don't know if you've done a good job, boss..."

"I swear, I'm definitely going to be soft for the last time because of a little girl like you!" After the boss said this in a dull voice, he slowly got up, then walked into his workshop and took out a Q version of the figure - Saionji Akino holding a bamboo sword, as well as a humanoid keychain with a photo of Saionji Akino, mobile phone decorations, necklaces, etc.

Sakuraba Qianxue's eyes immediately lit up: "Thank you, thank you boss... Really do a good job!! How much does it cost? ”

"Just according to the original price... I can't imagine that I would one day do so many peripherals for a man... It's really convincing. ”

Sakuraba Chiyuki didn't hear it, but continued to smile.

After receiving the money, about 200,000 yen, the boss couldn't help but ask, "Little girl, who is this man you asked me to make?" If you're having a crush on someone, isn't that a little too crazy? ”

"Dark, crush... It's not a crush..."Sakuraba Chiyuki blushed for a moment, and then quickly became gloomy again.

"And what are you? … I've checked it on the Internet, and it's not a little star, it's just an ordinary high school student who has lost a little bit of fame on the Internet recently..."

"So, I guess you actually know him?"

Sakuraba Chiyuki was silent and did not choose to answer these questions, and after bowing to the boss, she quickly ran out of the store.

The boss expressed a faint sadness: "I really don't understand, the young JC's youthful love." ”

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Sakuraba Chiyuki walked down the street, thinking back to what the boss said just now, and her heart was very complicated.

For Saionji Akino, of course she likes it at the moment, but she also knows very well that the other party is like a visible and untouchable light, no matter how much effort and effort you put in, you can't get close to him.

Unless he himself wants to...

For Sakuraba Chiyuki, because she feels that her life is really too hard now, she has to go to work every day and do things that are beyond the scope of normal students.

Taking care of yourself is not as easy as you think, and there will always be such and such small problems in life, such as the washing machine suddenly breaking, something left at home, or lost, as well as the clumsiness of cooking at the beginning, cutting into your hands, being bounced into the skin by hot oil, and using medicine to eliminate scars, etc...

These little things are piled up together, and they can also cause pressure in people's lives, and only because they have no choice can they get through it strongly.

In fact, she also cried, the last time she cried seemed to be when she was washing clothes, watching the clothes roll in the washing machine, she didn't know why she suddenly felt so tired and wronged, but she squatted in other people's public laundry room and cried very much, and several adults around her thought she was being abused by the family, and hurriedly came up to comfort her, and also cared about her.

These kindnesses did make Sakuraba Qianxue a little better, but she also knew that these kindnesses would not last, after all, there is a distance between people after all, everyone has their own lives to live, and it is impossible for someone to work hard for you all the time.

No... There used to be, but I didn't know how to cherish it at the time, so I missed the most beautiful things.

According to the situation in Japan, in fact, Sakuraba Chiyuki is not allowed to live alone without a guardian, and if she is reported or something, someone from the child and juvenile correctional center will come up and arrange for her to introduce a new guardian, or let her live in the eyes of adults.

But Sakuraba Qianxue definitely didn't want to send people under the fence, and she didn't want to be stared at by those people, so she just carried it hard.

But she also understands that it is not possible to carry it hard, the body will be tired, and the soul will also, but the soul has a stronger bearing capacity, but occasionally, she also needs to excrete pressure.

So she started looking for a way, in addition to doing some special decompression things that she would do regularly every week to comfort herself, she also tried meditation on the Internet, hypnosis, a bunch of mess. As a result, not only did the pressure not lessen, but it made her feel more tired.

Just when she wanted to give up, she found those star-chasing people on the Internet, and saw the thank-you texts of those star-chasing people for their idols, thanking them for their existence and making their lives find meaning.

Sakuraba Chiyuki was inspired, so she also began to use Saionji Akino as her spiritual sustenance, and the result was... It has greatly improved her current life and significantly improved her emotional self-regulation.

Walking on the street, she took out a mobile phone pendant just now, picked it up and looked at it, Sakuraba Chiyuki looked at the side face of the young man in the photo, and she could immediately enter a fantasy state.

At this moment, he walked beside me, still the kind of gentle treatment at home at the beginning, when I was in trouble, he would help me solve it as soon as possible, and then comfort me, touch my head, and tell me that I don't have to worry about this kind of thing in the future, just leave it all to him...

A false sense of security that she had never felt before felt extraordinarily fulfilled and nourished her mind that was about to dry up.

In short, she doesn't know about others, but this kind of spiritual sustenance method of the star-chasing family, she feels that it is very effective for herself.

Thinking like this, Sakuraba Chiyuki passed by a convenience store, she was a little thirsty, and she was about to go in and buy a bottle of water, and then sit inside to blow the air conditioner and take a break.

At about eleven o'clock later, she also made an appointment with Yili, Dong, and Lixiang to go to practice together.

Now she mainly practices alone, she is much better than before, the guitar level is stable and improving, and because she attaches great importance to the opportunity to practice together on weekends, her performance has always been stable and good.

After Sakuraba Chiyuki put down her guitar bag, she sat in the corner and drank water for a while, drinking and drinking, and she suddenly noticed a photo on the cover of the magazine area... It seems to be Saionji Akino...

So she got up at once, walked quickly to the magazine area, and was about to reach over to pick up the magazine, and then go to pay for it, when another white and delicate hand touched her.

It was Natsuryo Kawano who was wearing a plain long dress...

After the two glanced at each other, Sakuraba Qianxue was instantly alert, and after she snatched the magazine, she stepped back with the magazine like a small animal protecting food.

For Kawano Natsuryo this person, she is very impressed.

I don't know why, and I don't know who she is, she just hates the appearance of Saionji Akino so much, and even tramples the photo under her feet.

Until now, Sakuraba Chiyuki felt that the photo was dirty, and her heart hurt!

However, at this time, Kawano Natsuryo showed a surprised expression after seeing that it was Sakuraba Qianxue.

"What a coincidence..."

"Unfortunately! Who the hell are you and what do you want to do! ”

(End of chapter)