In terms of attitude towards feelings, who is more sensible, man or woman? If Li Yanping sensed my indifference, she would have chosen to leave with her whole body rather than wait until she was injured and then leave miserably. Would she have chosen it that way?

I like to be alone, I like Yuan'er, and I will be desperate because of my feelings. Sometimes I secretly blame Li Yanping for not coming near me, so will anyone also secretly blame me for getting too close to Sister Wang. Could this person be Yuan'er? No, it won't. Yuan'er doesn't want me to be infatuated with her, she actually wants me to be close to her, give her a reassuring shoulder, and give her a warm embrace.

I would rather other women don't like me, as long as Yuan'er likes me, I can't even hope to make this woman feel distressed. Really, men also have a gentle side, just like me, no matter how resolute my heart is, it will tremble and tremble nervously when it touches the woman I like. I want to get Yuan'er's love, just after I met her. Will she love me and pity me?

"Sister, do you know, since I met you, I can't extricate myself...... I'm willing not to let other people like me, as long as my sister likes it, even if my sister likes it occasionally, it's okay....... "I have some pleading, as soon as the words come out, I feel that I am practicing myself, who makes me like her so much?

"Fool, how is that possible? You don't have to be like that, you can like others, and others can like you. You are free...... Not like me...... I'm gone, and my sister doesn't want you to live in vain...... You are still young, and there are many things that need to be carefully considered, and you must be even more cautious when it comes to dealing with feelings. I'm scared and tired, but ...... You will become more and more mature and will slowly change your current thinking. ”

"No, sister, please believe me, I only like sister, other women will not enter my heart. If my sister doesn't like me, then I will still like my sister as always, no matter when, no matter what attitude my sister has. Even if one day, my sister will have a little love, I am content. ”

She suddenly gave me a hug, and we snuggled up to each other, full of happiness. This is the feeling I've been longing for, the feeling of contentment, the feeling of being able to let go of the little happiness I have in the world.

Is this unruly love?

Just as I was bewitched by the woman's faint body fragrance, another sudden, her mobile phone rang. Sister Wang glanced at the caller ID, as if she was about to stand up, I let go and helped her up. She has her own space, and she doesn't just belong to me. When I saw her stand up in pain and go to the bathroom to make a phone call, my heart was cold, after all, I was not all of her.

I'm still a lonely eagle, and I'm going to wander and wander again with a dark heart.

This call came at a very bad time, sweet happiness came and went quickly, I coveted that moment. It's a pity......

I wonder if it was her lover or ex-husband calling, or if Fu Jianchen called to find her for a tryst. I'm sure it must not have been Mr. Li's call.

The hardest thing to endure was this fleeting separation, I had to go, leave this house, leave the woman I loved. Sister Wang said that she had a friend who wanted to visit her and asked me to go back to the dormitory to rest first. I can't give up, I can't rest assured that the woman in my heart wants me to leave but wants to tryst with other men, which is too funny and incredible. What am I, not even a substitute, who made me obsessed?

"Sister Wang, who is it to come to see you so late?" When I said this, I regretted that I had forgotten my identity and status, how could I ask her such a question suddenly.

"I'm sorry, Sister Wang, it's me who is too talkative, you should rest early." When I turned to leave, she smiled at me and gave me another hug, an affectionate hug, still that faint body fragrance. I didn't dare to indulge, after all, she wasn't my woman yet.

The footsteps were particularly heavy, and there were heavy echoes in the silent corridor, which was like a mockery of me, and like a war drum, and the sound was shocking.

Some people will do some stupid things if they are unwilling, is this spying on her? I slowed down and stood on the lawn outside the neighborhood not far from her house to see who was coming to see her.

A black Porsche entered the community, could it be that the people who watched her came? Earlier, I heard someone muttering that Sister Wang and her husband each had a Porsche, and the man drove the black one and the woman drove the red one. Forget it, it's only natural for my ex-husband to go home to see his ex-wife, and I'm an outsider watching what is strange, so let's go.

No, the license plate number is out of town, and the parking location is not right, it must not be her ex-husband, it must not be. I want someone else's car, I want him to go to another woman; Even if the owner of the car is a woman, don't let me stare at the bull's eye stupidly, like the excitement of going to the bullring.

Ah, yes, it's not good, Fu Jianchen's car also entered the community. It's shameful to do this kind of thing in the middle of the night. I really wanted to catch up and beat him, but I thought about what kind of person I am, and I can't protect myself if I can't do it. I'm not a good product, I run to someone's house every day, and I have to go home secretly in the middle of the night, is this cheating?

Actually, we didn't do anything, but in my heart I longed to do something, and this was cheating. Forget it, go home, I can't afford to raise a beautiful woman, someone has to raise it for me. Men should lose no time in giving a Q a hand, and when I thought like this, I quickened my pace, hoping to leave this place of right and wrong immediately.

Late at night, taxis were scarce, and the neon signs were tiredly drooping, with a faint light. Occasionally, a large truck will whizz by, and the truck driver knows that there is no traffic police at this time, and they charge wantonly, regardless of it. Men and women who like nightlife hook up with each other, but there is no figure of me, I hope that there will be a woman who can hook up with me or drink sleeplessly, even if it is Li Yanping. Not a single woman appeared in front of me, not even someone to greet me. The noisy music of KTV came with the wind, and the bewitching sound of the entertainment club came into the ears from time to time, what's the matter, all the sounds tonight were not firmly locked in the private room?

What is she doing now, is she making out with Fu Jianchen, or is it like she said, they are innocent friends? But I was invited out, and Fu Jianchen took my place, how do I feel? There is no choice between leaving generously and waiting for negative energy. Apathy, indifference......

On nights like this, I walked alone between trucks and taxis, also aimlessly. Am I going home or do something else? I don't know, let's take one step at a time. Perhaps, God knows, earth knows, but I don't know.

The street shop is still open, and the owner is watching TV while pouring himself a drink. When can I be so carefree? No, maybe he's more lost than I am.