Chapter 30: Don't dare to go back
Li Yanping's body fell on top of me, her mouth full of wine, and her whole body stiffened. It can be seen that Li Yanping is not willing to go home tonight, she told me several times in the car, asking me to take her to the hotel, and she will be scolded when she comes home drunk. Then you can only go to the hotel.
The eldest lady's body is expensive, she can't let her suffer, it seems that she has to go to a better hotel, I can't afford to pay for the presidential suite, at least live in a four-star hotel. In order to curry favor with my boss, I registered a house with my ID card, paid the deposit and the money for accommodation, and I only had five yuan left in my wallet, not even enough money to take a taxi.
I said that when people are in a bad mood, they are easy to get drunk, and Li Yanping must be drunk because she is unhappy. I've experienced this kind of experience, and even fallen into the pain of it. For her, love has not yet come, and she has not enjoyed the taste of being pampered. Some people say that women are born to enjoy pampering, and a man who prefers other women over you can give you pampering, the answer is obvious.
Whether she's drunk intentionally or not, I'm there for her, at least because of me. What I'm doing now isn't the role of a lover, maybe it's just a soothing for her inner turmoil, a channel for making amends. Is she happy in this situation? Whenever I see her innocent eyes, all I can do is accompany her and not hurt her, but often I am deceiving myself and deceiving her and hurting her.
Li Yanping didn't have a lot of youth for me to squander, the cardamom years passed in a blink of an eye, and could she realize it? Thinking about this, I would be afraid to go out on the street with her, how much joy can I give her? This is just like my situation, Wang Yuan told me to stop, can I do it?
I helped her into the room, and the waiter looked at me curiously, seeing that I was a little weak-hearted, and I didn't know that I was doing something bad, but in fact I was doing something good.
I have some experience with how to deal with drunkenness. If one day I get drunk, who will feel sorry for me and feed me honey water? She must be thirsty, and drinking boiled water is the best way to quench her thirst. There is no honey water, the hangover can only rely on yogurt, thanks to the commissary is still open, presumably she is used to drinking yogurt.
After tossing and turning for a few hours, she finally slept peacefully.
I leaned against the head of my bed and took a nap, hoping that it would light up soon.
I don't know what time it was, but she woke up and was looking at me and giggling.
"Woke up?"
"Well, wake up."
"How do you feel, are you alright?"
"What can it be? Do you want me to have something wrong with me? ”
I gave her a blank look, and she was smiling and playful.
"Can you drink less in the future? The body matters. ”
"If it weren't for you, wouldn't I?" She said faintly.
"It's nothing, I'm leaving, you can sleep again."
I took a breath, straightened my clothes, and lifted my feet to leave.
"Mingrui, where are you going?"
"Go back, of course."
"No, what should I do if you leave?" She's pathetic.
"What to do? Get a good night's sleep! ”
"But I'm scared alone." She was pitiful, "I feel cold. ”
In desperation, I took off my suit jacket.
"As soon as you go out, people will find out, in the middle of the night, what's going on? Besides, I'm the only one left in the room, in case anyone doesn't open the door of the room...... I've never spent the night out alone, and you want to scare me to death. "She was aggrieved.
"What are you afraid of, we haven't done anything."
……
"Mingrui,...... The window is windy, can you close the window? After a long time, she said quietly.
Did she have a fever, I suddenly had this thought in my head.
"You're not sick, are you?"
"It feels cold."