I forced myself to interpret the pain on her face as happiness.

I didn't know another kind of happiness, and I forced my consciousness to be stubborn, forcing others to cater to my recklessness. Isn't this blatant self-deception? However, how can I drop the chain at a critical time. I've loved her for so long, I have to show something, right?

Such a thing is a dirty idea.

At swords' points......

When I was swallowed up by a stream of heat, and I tried the wonder of what I had, I heard my own miserable howl, a wolf's howl.

Pity me for sharpening my knives for decades, let alone wanting to make her happy so bent on it, what is this?

The first time I ended up hastily in a burst of tension, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty. I knew what I had done, and I knew in my heart the embarrassment of a man at this time.

There are 10,000 sorry for her in my heart, "Sister, I'm sorry, I ......"

"Mingrui, it's ...... me who says I'm sorry."

I didn't know how to argue, how to explain, and watched her silently. When I feel guilty, even my hands are weak. When I tried to gently brush the messy hair on her forehead with my hand, my hand trembled a little.

"What's wrong with you?" She grabbed my fingers and clenched them tightly in her palm.

"Sister, I will be responsible for you! Marry me! "I thought that such a commitment and a seeming sense of responsibility would be able to show the demeanor of a man, as hasty as I had just been, and there was no room for her to think.

"What? What did you say? "Obviously, she was a little stunned." You...... You're too ...... too" What she wants to say, I don't know. Is it that I am too sloppy, too ignorant, too reckless, too naïve?

"Are you stupid? Do you think it's possible? ”

"Why is it not possible?"

"You...... Let's not talk about this anymore, shall we? There are many things you still don't understand, live well, work hard, and make a career, so that you can be like a man. ”

"But, I ...... just now"

"Okay, don't talk about it......"

She patted the back of my hand as if to comfort me.

I could only smile bitterly, and a wry smile showed my embarrassment.

She smiled and got up to go to the bathroom.

Of course, I am very grateful to Wang Yuan, a woman who changed me from a boy to a big man, and she gave me a taste of the wonderful feeling that women bring to men. The first time of youth, full of curiosity and joy, and at the same time with anticipation, this is much better than giving Liu Haiyan. The kung fu on the bed must be very high.

It's prejudice, right?

I was bent on getting Wang Yuan to marry me, and at the same time I had doubts. Will she marry me, she is so capable, so rich, and my boss, and I have nothing, what can I give her?

Contradictions entangle my soul, self-blame devours my body, what should I do?

When Yuan'er came out of the bathroom, I was still squatting on the bed in a daze.

She tried to say anything to me several times, but was rejected by my indifference. In the end, Yuan'er said that I should go back to rest early, because if it was too late, I was afraid that I would be seen by others.

"Yuan'er, actually, I really want to stay with you......"

"Mingrui, sister knows your thoughts, your care and concern for sister, sister knows. Otherwise, my sister won't let you stay here, and my sister is really touched by everything you do. Call my sister when I get back. "It was clear that she had made the decision to let me go.

"Sister, I know, if you don't say I'll do that. Don't you know if I can't worry about you? ”

"Poor mouth, go quickly."

"Sister, thank you!"

"Huh? Thank me for what? ”

"Thank you for making me a man, thank you so much!"

"Fool, sister also thank you."

I gave her a kiss and got up to leave her house.