We hugged each other and it was clear that I could feel the difference in her. Not excited, not nervous, just a slight tremor of the body, a fleeting stiffness, fingers firmly clasped around me.

Time is always silent, destined for me and Yuan'er to come and go in a hurry. Like, I don't know, how flowers fall. Perhaps, when I woke up, I was already red and lonely. What can I guess? I don't know, I don't know, how life disappears, when I regret it, I may have sat on the Sansheng Stone, waiting for the next reincarnation, waiting for the next her to appear. Now, I can only cherish the time, cherish the present, what I once lost, and what I once didn't care about, it was all floating clouds.

She still had tears in her eyes, and asked me in a trembling voice: "Mingrui, what should I do after my sister leaves, how should I live?" Without you shaking in front of me, I don't know how much I will miss you when the time comes. Now, I can see you every day, and my heart is much more steady...... If you're not with me, who will take care of me? ”

"Don't you go...... Sister...... Don't go, okay? I can't bear you to go, if you go...... How am I supposed to live? I'm a little coquettish, "Sister, I like you, I love you, I love you...... Mingrui is my sister's sweetheart......"

"Mingrui, my sister is actually reluctant to leave you, my sister needs you, my sister likes you, and I don't want to leave you for a day. …… Sister restrains herself every day and doesn't think about you, Sister misses you very much...... Never felt this way. "Obviously she's as deeply trapped as I am and can't get out, we're like teenage boys and girls in love, the difference is that she knows how to take a good measure.

"Sister, I like it too...... I want to be good with you for the rest of my life, and I won't be separated for ...... rest of my life. ”

Don't be too short of a moment, let's snuggle up to each other......

I love moments like this, when it's a pleasure and no distractions. I can't imagine how many such happy moments there will be in the days ahead. Somehow, suddenly there was a sense of disappointment that we would never see each other again.

On the contrary, this situation is because they are about to part with each other, and they know how difficult it is to enjoy together. Physiological needs, when met with noble psychological needs, are also bleak and tasteless. I blush when I think about what happened last time. However, I'm not a master, and I haven't studied things between men and women, so it's best to do it. If she wants to, I'll try to be a good man.

At that time, I believe she was holding my arm with both hands in excitement, and her eyes were full of tears. Love is spreading, permeating our bodies. We are desperate and just want to give all the love in our hearts to each other.

I like Yuan'er, I like her warmth, I like her happiness. This happiness came in my twenties, too late, so why not come earlier? Now I regret that I didn't talk about a vigorous love in college, even if it was just to enjoy that special treatment. It's a pity that my good youth was wasted. Who would have thought that the beauty of the world is only at hand, and often we don't have time to grasp it, and happiness will slip away. The tail of happiness is slippery, and it will be smooth, and it will be grasped in the blink of an eye, and it will be savored for a lifetime.

Is this the case, people who have you in their hearts will think of you without your reminder; People who don't have you in their hearts, no amount of prompts can be exchanged for sincere responses. Will Yuan'er really have a place for me in her heart? Perhaps, I take myself too seriously and am not so important in the eyes of others.

Or maybe I'm putting myself too low and trying to beg for attention. Do I take myself too seriously for fear of being forgotten, or do I put myself too low and just pray? A serious thing should not be easily put on the lips, since it is spoken, how can it be turned off like a faucet?

Since I love Yuan'er deeply, I should spoil her according to her. Now, she has her life, and there's enough space for her to breathe freely. I can't interfere with her, and I won't play a strong role.