Chapter 73: The Suffering

"You know?" Manager Mu noticed Liu Yan and me and walked over with wine glasses.

"I didn't know it, but now I ...... Acquaintance, that's it......" Liu Yan shrugged her shoulders and spread her hands, some Westerners had a taste in it.

"Oh, I thought you knew each other? That's good, once raw and twice cooked, maybe next time we meet, we will be more familiar. He looked at me and said.

"You know?" Liu Yan asked Manager Mu.

"I didn't know each other, but now I do. I'm a part-time worker, and this handsome guy does big things. He is a friend of Mr. Feng, so he is naturally my friend. "Manager Mu obviously knows me, why do you say you don't know it, this person is really evil, I'm afraid of affecting his reputation or what?

I know, it must be so.

"Have you seen Liu Yu?" Manager Mu turned around and left, and Liu Yan asked me.

"Liu Yu? Which Liu Yu? ”

"It's Li Yanping's mother, my sister, what's the matter, haven't you seen it?"

"Oh...... I've seen it, I've seen it! "I remembered that Li Yanping told me last time. When her mother was hospitalized, I helped with the procedures.

"She's ...... now. What do you think? Liu Yan pondered for a moment and asked me.

"Last time, because of your business, I was hospitalized and had surgery. I guess I'm still resting at home. ”

"Because I'm sick? Wouldn't she, she has enjoyed most of her life, will she think of me? It's going to be because I'm sick, funny! She took another sip of wine and turned her head away, but she could imagine that he must be uncomfortable. Will there be any feelings of resistance and disgust for Li Yanping's mother?

"What are you doing now? Why don't you go to them? ”

"Work? I am very fulfilling, I have work to do every day, and I can't starve to death. Even if I starve to death, I won't go to them......"

"Why, you hate them?"

"Hate? No, I only hate myself. No one can afford to hate it! There were tears in her eyes.

"I heard Manager Li say, you ...... Running away from home at a very young age? ”

"That's right, why should I stay at home, Liu Yu can go into the world alone, and I can too. I worked as a salesman in a bar, a handyman in a barbershop, a dish wash in a restaurant, and an apprentice in a pedicure shop. But there is no place for me in these places, they think I am too small, they think I eat too much, they think I am not clever enough, they think I am clumsy and don't please the guests......" she lit a cigarette, "it doesn't matter, I'm still alive." Although at that time, I was often penniless, and there were people who had no meals, and I couldn't find a place to live and slept at the station. Haha, come to think of it...... How pathetic! "She puffs out smoke rings and moves skillfully." I was also kidnapped by a group of people and asked me to call home to cheat money, but fortunately, I was clever and made myself almost like a flower child, and I escaped when I saw the opportunity. ”

I looked at her sympathetically, not knowing what to say, should I comfort her? I'm not going to comfort anyone.

"And what happened to you?" I poured her a drink.

"How's it going? I lived alone, and then I followed everyone, that's all! "She drank the wine I poured in one gulp, and she was a master who could drink." Why do you want me to suffer loneliness, misfortune, born to the same mother, how can she have such a good life? "She seems to be talking about Liu Yu." It's okay, just open it and pass, I won't be the poor begging little girl in the eyes of others anymore, I don't want to be indifferent, there is no warmth of home, there are still people who need me. Haha......" she sneered, "Men are in need, why don't I learn to be courteous, there is nothing to lose." That's how I survive! She sighed anyway, "When you see their family, tell them that I want them to know what I'm suffering!" ”

What an indifferent woman, what a sad woman!