"I'll clean up the house for you another day, it's a mess. Are you used to living here alone? She said as she helped me sort things out, I poured her a glass of water, she didn't answer, and I didn't answer her.

Suddenly, she cried. This is something I didn't expect.

"Mingrui, are you avoiding me for her?" Li Yanping asked.

"No, you're mistaken. It's really not what you think, we were classmates very early. I met it not long ago, and you know I'm not going to say no, so I ...... "I can't figure out why I want to explain."

"You still won't say no? Ever since I came to work, you've always found all sorts of reasons to reject me, and you think I don't know. What the hell is wrong with me that makes you hate me so much? "She cried even more and I didn't even know what to do.

"No, Yanping, I didn't think about it that much. Please forgive me if I make you sad. Or you punish me! ”

"No, don't say that. Actually, you know that I like you. But why do you keep avoiding me, is there something wrong with me? ”

What else can I say when a young girl like a flower confesses to my face. I want to tell her that I don't like her, tell her that I love someone else, tell her that I've really been avoiding her, how can I say it, but how can I answer her, beg God not to give me such a problem, not to put me in a difficult situation. I love Yuan'er and love her without hesitation, but how do I face my boss's daughter, and how do I bear the unspeakable words in my heart. I can't tell her that I'm in love with a married young woman, and I can't ignore her presence.

"No, it's not what you think it is, I ......"

"Why the hell, is it because you don't like me?"

She was in hot pursuit, and I hated myself.

"No, you're good, beautiful, but I'm not worthy of you."

"What do you say, what do you mean by not being worthy of me? Did someone say something about you, didn't my dad ......"

"No, no, don't get me wrong, it's my own reason."

"Your own reasons, what reasons, do you say? You can't say it, even if you haven't said it. ”

Li Yanping grabbed my hand and clutched it tightly, as if she was afraid that I would lose it.

I tried to pull out my hand, but it didn't come out after a few strokes. I felt uncomfortable on my face, and at this moment, Li Yanping may have noticed that she couldn't find a reason to hold my hand, so she had to slowly let go of her hand.

"Let's not talk about that, okay? I'll send you back, it's not too early......"

"Mingrui, can you ...... Don't you go back? She said timidly, sneaking a look at me.

"Huh? How can that work, so late? "I was overwhelmed by her straightforwardness and ease, and she probably liked me too much to say that, just as I did with Ehime. If there is no Yuan'er, if I don't fall in love with Yuan'er, then I will cherish Li Yanping, fall in love with her, get married, have children, and live our little life.......

What the fuck am I thinking?

Li Yanping lowered her head and didn't speak, I didn't know how to persuade her to leave, or comfort her.

"How can I go back so late?" She grabbed my hand again, and I experienced the loneliness and helplessness in her heart.

"Otherwise, I'll send you home, I'll be idle anyway."

At this time, taxis are rare. It's better to walk while standing, and maybe you can meet a taxi halfway through. When I was about to go out, Li Yanping suddenly hugged me and buried her head deep in my arms.

"I want to hear your heartbeat." I didn't expect her to say such a thing.