Chapter 362: You Always Restrain Yourself and Don't Love Her 3
(Girls' Literature) This sword used to be full of spiritual energy, but now it seems that there is still half a trace of spiritual power, which is almost like broken copper and iron?
There is no reason for another exorcist to drop his beloved thing and go and kill someone? And this sword, the spirit sword is different from ordinary swords, it is interconnected with the owner, and this sword has no spiritual power, so Wu Xiaonuan at that time also lost the spiritual power of the exorcist-
Killing a person and leaving yourself with nothing? In the end, it is still the appearance of another person, and he does not know himself?
On the night of the full moon, remembering the night of the extreme yin, a thousand years ago, Yan Xiao blocked his fight with Ji Beihuang with a sword, and Ji Beihuang, with great effort, left her behind.
He thought, maybe he understood the truth of the matter.
Mei lowered her eyes lightly, her expression was very complicated, if all this was wrong, little turtle, everything this king had done in the past four years had no meaning.
still remembers that the woman once held him in her arms, and in Lingcheng, she said to him with a light smile: "Mei Qingli, I will protect you, since you can't protect me, then replace me to protect you." “
I still remember that she woke up from a dream with a confused and painful expression, she hugged him tightly and asked nervously: "Mei Qingli, if one day, I do something wrong, will you forgive me?"
He told her with his actions that he did not forgive her, and his indifference made her miserable.
For some reason, the painful past gradually faded away, but what I remembered were happy days with her.
Why are you so stupid that you just want to forget her? Why did she suffer for four years and never think to believe her?
She remembered the woman's face that had broken down at the end, but by then, he had long since stopped believing her.
He remembered that she had said: "I was wrong, but don't ignore me, whether it's imprisonment or abuse, it's acceptable, just don't give up on me." ”
So humble.
Mei lightly pressed her forehead.
But, what did you do?
Don't believe her, wantonly humiliate her? Untie the contract and kick her away?
Suddenly, I realized.
Is that what you mean by love? Charm is lightly detached.
His fingers couldn't help but clench gradually, the more he wanted to deliberately forget, Wu Xiaonuan's smile was getting closer and closer to his eyes, blinded by his aunt's death, four years, he couldn't bear to look back at him who was afraid that he couldn't control his emotions, and suddenly realized that he was so wrong?
For four years, you have always restrained yourself from thinking about her and not loving her, but you don't know that you are crazy and scared.
If you don't love, why do you have to restrain yourself like this?
Admit it, charm is light, you love crazy.
Looking at Mei Qingli's gradually depressed expression, Xiaolan asked worriedly, "Xiaoli, are you okay?" ”
After a long time, Mei Qingli finally slowly raised her head.
"I'm fine."
Hiding the emotions in his eyes, Xiaolan could see that although his eyes were complicated, they suddenly burst into life, as if a person drowning in the sea suddenly caught driftwood and found hope.
A smile overflowed from the corner of his lips, but it was no longer cold, Yaoren lost his mind, and this smile was a new life, a smile of relief.
Xiaolan thought, maybe he hates his master, in fact, Xiaoli is also painful, but he still has to force himself not to think about it, not to love, such a day is also like a puppet.