The next day, she came to the library again and waited for Xiao Xi to appear, and he really came, tall and handsome, with a gentle and kind smile, Xiao Ai deliberately pretended to fall, and the books were scattered all over the ground.

Xiao Xi helped her pick up the book, and Xiao Ai took the opportunity to spray the two of them with love potion.

Xiao Xi looked at Xiao Ai, and there seemed to be light shining in his eyes: "Xiao Ai, right?" I've seen your year-end show, it's amazing, you play the piano so well. ”

Xiao Ai's cheeks are crimson, the love potion really works!

So, like all ordinary love stories, they graduated, stayed in the city, paid a down payment to buy a house, found their dream job in the city, they seemed to love each other more than everyone else, and they were tired of being together on weekends and holidays.

However, no one knows Xiao Ai's inner torment.

She likes to travel very much, and she knows that Xiaoxi likes it too, but she doesn't dare to travel with Xiaoxi, because she says she won't go, so Xiaoxi won't go either. She even hopes that Xiaoxi will not go to work, and the fewer people she meets, the better, because the more people she meets, the more likely she is to meet his true love.

She will be terrified when she sees any opposite sex and Xiaoxi talking, and with the popularization of gay culture, Xiaoxi and boys are beginning to mind.

She checks Xiaoxi's online social networking, peeks at his phone, and picks him up to and from work on time...... All kinds of unreasonable stalking, stalking, checking the phone.

Whether it's jealousy and noisy, or she breaks down and smashes things, Xiaoxi always replies to her with hot kisses and fanatical passion.

"He still loves me", after being relieved, Xiao Ai can still feel the coolness in his heart: "But he doesn't love me, he is just driven by magic." ”

It's like the person who lives upstairs comes home every night in the early hours of the morning and kicks off two boots loudly to wake up the people downstairs, but one day, he kicks one boot and suddenly remembers not to disturb others, so he gently puts the other one down. As a result, the people downstairs couldn't sleep until dawn because they didn't know when the other boot would fall.

Countless times, Xiao Ai picked up the jar of regret medicine and wanted to drink it, but when she thought of Xiao Xi's warm embrace and infatuated eyes, she was reluctant. "Wait, maybe he won't meet true love this year."

When he returned home one night, Xiao Xi's expression was a little hesitant: "Honey, I want to talk to you." ”

A huge fear struck, and Xiao Ai thought in horror: "He finally met true love?" ”

I don't know how long I was dizzy, until the world was spinning, Xiao Ai heard Xiao Xi say, "We want a child!" ”

Xiao Ai: "Huh? ”

Xiaoxi: "Do you think it's too early?" But it doesn't matter, it's okay if you don't want it, I just think we would be happier if we had a child! ”

Xiao Ai thought to himself: "Maybe, it won't ......"

In the middle of the night, Xiao Xi finally fell asleep, Xiao Ai stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room, looking at the lights of thousands of homes outside the window: "I can't go on like this, I can't live my life with the fear of when the other boot will land." She silently spread out her hands and looked at the jar of "regret medicine" she was holding.

Yes, I regret it, I can't spend the rest of my life or even my children on magic, I need you to truly love me, and I need you to love the real me.

Even if the confession is rejected, it is better than spending a life in suspicion and fear like this.

…………

Xiao Ai woke up, and the bed around her made her feel strange for a while, and it took a long time to reminisce, this was her college dormitory, this was the day of her senior year, the day she sprayed Xiao Xi with love potions. She touched the underside of the pillow, there was no love potion, no regret medicine, only an empty can of coffee under the bed.

At the door of the library, Xiao Ai stood there waiting for Xiao Xi, the big boy in the sun slowly approached, she looked up, but she couldn't see anything, because the sunlight was too dazzling.

Xiao Xi stretched out his hand to help her cover the sun, he smiled like the sun, and there seemed to be light shining in his eyes: "Xiao Ai, right?" I've seen your year-end show, it's amazing, you play the piano so well. ”

In the Magic House Cafe, the aroma of steaming coffee wafts through the room. Another young girl was talking to the shopkeeper.

"I know a lot of people who have bought love potions, so," the young girl asked, "how many people have used regret potions?" ”

The shopkeeper laughed: "There is only one thing I know. ”

Young girl: "Then did she get happiness after she repented?" ”

Shopkeeper: "I think, yes." ”