[2—084] Pain

Chapter Eighty-Four: Pain

Wang Yu looked at Cao Xuejia in a daze, she was still so unfathomable. No one knows what her next sentence will be! She is still the same she used to be, the only person who can conquer Wang Yu.

"Hehe......" Wang Yu smiled, this laughter was very relaxed from the heart: "Xue Jia, you still make me cry and laugh like before." Isn't it? ”

Cao Xuejia also smiled, raised her head, and opened her mind with the kind of loud laughter. How unscrupulous, it seems that she has found the innocent self she was a few years ago, and what she likes to do every day is just pestering Wang Yu, who always quarrels with her.

"We've all changed, haven't we?" Cao Xuejia looked at this face that was more mature and resolute than before: "You are mature, I am old." Haha, that's the difference between men and women. ”

"Old?" Wang Yu was also a lot more relaxed, he knew that Cao Xuejia was joking just now: "Don't, don't talk about yourself like that." A woman is only old after twenty-five~ You still have two years. ”

"Hate you!" Cao Xuejia slapped Wang Yu as in the past: "Your mouth will always be sweet and poor, and you can praise others, and you want to beat you if you can demean others." ”

Cao Xuejia is really right, Wang Yu is such a person. was once called by his buddies that he had a lawyer's mouth, and he could make Tang Bohu vomit blood.

Wang Yu put away the appearance of hanging Erlang, looked at Cao Xuejia seriously, and suddenly grabbed Cao Xuejia's shoulders with his two palms, and grasped it very tightly, very tightly.

"You." Wang Yu's glasses stared at Cao Xuejia a little hairy: "Don't waste your youth anymore." ”

"What do you mean by waste? What does it mean to be fulfilling? Cao Xuejia asked, "I know, you have to say what I'm going to do again." However, you're not my husband now, and you can't control me, right? ”

Cao Xuejia really doesn't have any goals in life now, she just lives as a gangster every day, and she doesn't know what size is. I don't know what I'm going to do. After graduating from junior college, I have been like this for a year.

"Ugh." Wang Yu still didn't let go of his hand: "Even if I am possessed by Guanyin Bodhisattva, I will help a good man marry you in the future." I'm going to do good. ”

Hearing that Wang Yu was poor, Cao Xuejia pursed her lips and smiled again, but she obviously didn't have the ease she had just now. There was also a vague layer of suppression in her heart, and she couldn't tell what it was. It's just that that feeling makes her breathless sometimes, and she can't see that little bit of light in a daze.

"I've changed." Wang Yu said solemnly: "I have changed a lot, I am no longer an impulsive teenager who messes around." I'm no longer a cynical angry youth. I have changed so that I like myself, I have ideals, I have goals, I have life. ”

"How do you know I don't!" Cao Xuejia is still so stubborn, she doesn't like Wang Yu's absolute tone: "How do you know that I have no ideals, no goals, and no life!" ”

"I can't see it!" Wang Yu roared.

The hand holding the shoulder increased its strength, so much so that Cao Xuejia felt pain. The pain made Cao Xuejia frown, yes, she felt that the sometimes irritable Wang Yu came back again.

"You haven't changed." Cao Xuejia endured the pain in her shoulder and said, "You are still you." You will always be Wang Yu. ”

Wang Yu also seemed to realize something, and let go of the hand that was holding Cao Xuejia's shoulder. I felt that I was really hard. The clothes that had been pinched and deformed slowly recovered, and slowly bulged.

"I'm sorry," Wang Yu knew his gaffe: "I'm a little ......"

I really can't say it, even if the two broke up. Wang Yu still cares, and he will. After all, two people once had that innocent love. Although now, Wang Yu really put 100% of his heart on Xu Wenwen, who is far away in Ireland. But now that he sees Cao Xuejia falling, Wang Yu will still have that kind of pain in his heart, a very special one.

"I know you care about me, thank you." Cao Xuejia raised her head, still smiling and looking at Wang Yu: "Thank you, you will be impulsive for me again." That's enough. ”

Wang Yu didn't know why he suddenly became angry, maybe he couldn't let go of seeing Cao Xuejia with a group of little bastards that day.

"Mixing is not a way of life." Wang Yu sent Cao Xuejia away and sat on the swing next to him: "Life is not a movie, and society is not what it is in a novel." ”

The two of them swayed gently on the swing. The winter wind was cold, but they couldn't feel it. I remember that on a snowy night a few years ago, the two of them also got along like this. At that time, where will there be any pressure on life?

"Hehe, it's good that someone said, 'Mixing is also a kind of life'." Cao Xuejia didn't mean it, but Wang Yu could hear it. It's just an excuse.

The two men were silent, and the wind suddenly became cold. There were no leaves left on the dead trees to be blown off by the wind, and the dry branches trembled and trembled. It's like I've been stimulated by something.

On the next street is a lively lantern area, where the cheers of adults, the joyful laughter of children, and the almost uninterrupted sound of firecrackers show a strong contrast with this abandoned playground.

"Let's get a job to do." Wang Yu stood up: "Your own affairs, whether it was before or now, I understand that it is impossible for me to influence you." ”

"Then I'll go with you." Cao Xuejia's request, Wang Yu really didn't understand what it meant.

"Where are you going?" Wang Yu asked, "With me?" Where are I going? ”

Cao Xuejia stopped sitting on the swing anymore, and jumped down: "Didn't you ask me to find a job?" I'll leave with you. You take me to work. ”

Wang Yu really felt that he had lost to her, if Wang Yu hadn't met and fallen in love with Xu Wenwen in college. Maybe, now he will really pick up the once scarred simple love with Cao Xuejia again. However, now there is really nothing he can do, and he will not fall in love with the second girl besides Xu Wenwen again.

Wang Yu didn't speak, just stood like that, looking at Cao Xuejia. He didn't have the courage and capital to promise her anything, all he could do was not to hurt anyone who shouldn't be hurt.

"Haha, I'm kidding you." Cao Xuejia's smile was very reluctant: "You see what scares you, I won't rely on you." Don't take it to heart. ”

Seeing that Wang Yu didn't speak, there was a trace of disappointment in her heart, but she wouldn't ask too much of this man who had been good enough for him. After all, I didn't know how to cherish it at the time. Who can blame you?

"Hmph." Wang Yu snorted helplessly: "You did it on purpose." Don't let me go to my heart and then let me blame myself, right? You, you. ”

"No, don't think that about others." Cao Xuejia glanced at Wang Yu: "Do you think everyone is so bad as you?" Let's go, let's go, don't let your friends wait. ”

"What about you?" Wang Yu really didn't understand what Cao Xuejia was going to say when he asked him. After all, no theme has been expressed so far. Wang Yu was also confused.

Cao Xuejia ignored Wang Yu and got up and carried the bag behind her shoulder. I left without looking back. Wang Yu looked at Cao Xuejia's back as she walked out, and wanted to say something but couldn't say anything.

"Bye-bye. I will have my future. It's not your turn to call the shots in my youth~" Cao Xuejia's voice came.

Wang Yu's heart was stinged and a little sad. Cao Xuejia's words are not malicious, maybe she knows that after the two of them meet again, they will have their own inner fluctuations.

Cao Xuejia knows that Wang Yu is really good now, and he is no longer on the same road as himself. And she just didn't want her chance encounter with him to affect him. She just wants the boy who used to take care of her so much to live a more ideal life. And she could only choose to leave silently.

Wang Yu saw Cao Xuejia's deliberateness, and he felt the pain with emotion.

Cao Xuejia's back left far away, and soon disappeared into the dark corner...... Wang Yu sighed, this person had already left his life, why should he care about anything? Thinking of this, it seems that he has let go, so let's go to the street lamp and find those brothers.

At the end of the street, five people squatted with their legs grinning. In a unified posture, the rock sugar gourd in the left hand and a cigarette in the right hand. Obviously, Chen Wei and a few of them seemed to be shopping very quickly, and they also waited for a while.

"I'm coming~" shouted, and Wang Yu ran over to his brothers.

"Yo yo yo, why didn't you go to Xiaotianfu to open a room to warm up?" A few people followed suit, lest the world be chaotic: "Go, don't have any money, buddy will give you out~'balloon' buddy will also help you buy it~"

Xiao Tianfu is one of the more famous hotels. It seems that the first time of these people was lost there. Although they are willing to lose ...... 'balloons'? Adults understand what it is.

Wang Yu kicked in with his feet...... A few people walked out of the light street in a hurry.

There is only one impression for them: time is fast, really!

Tomorrow Chen Wei will go to Beijing to make a plane back to Ireland, and Wang Yu will have to go to Qingdao to catch up. Several brothers were sensational and embraced. Although it is not a life and death, once separated, they all know that they will only meet for at least a year.

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When I got home, my parents had already prepared a bunch of things. Wang Yu was stunned! I wonder if my parents think I'm going to an African refugee area.

"Mom. What are you doing here? Wang Yu hurriedly grabbed his mother, who was still cleaning up: "Stop, I don't lack anything, don't be busy." ”

Yu's mother ignored her son and continued to clean up for her son.

"You go take a shower and get some rest." Yu's mother is really a little reluctant to her son: "You children usually don't pay attention, this is PPA, this is stomach medicine, this is vitamin E ......"

Yu's mother got some messy medicine for her son again: "Even if you have money, you won't think about buying these, and you will run out when you need it urgently." I'll get you some. ”

Seeing his mother's busy appearance, Wang Yu didn't say anything, his eyes were a little hot. In front of her, this is the person who loves herself the most in the world, but she rarely accompanies her when she becomes an adult.