Chapter 722: Hidden Crisis
The reason why there are so-called love experts, and they themselves often have a bad emotional life, talk about other people's affairs and can't wait to be written into college textbooks, and talk about and deal with their own affairs, but often unsatisfactory, the reason is very simple - being in it.
For Wei Jing, who had returned home at this time, the same was true.
At this moment, she changed into home clothes, loose silk suspenders, sat at the desk in the bedroom, flipping through the books, but in a daze.
Naturally, for her who has only had one love experience, she is not a love expert, but thanks to her relatively deep love experience and political experience, she sees problems more deeply and thoroughly.
Her heart is very confused, not because of Li Zewen's appearance, but because of Li Zewen's last words - for example, you are injured, because there is no man in the family, so that your boss personally takes care of you?
He's a man with a wife!
Amazing.
Wei Jing, who was calm on the surface, had already set off a storm in her heart at that time. It seems that before that, there was such a fragile embankment in front of the surging tide, and Li Zewen pushed it down so gently, so she never realized or subconsciously knew but did not go to her heart at all, or the turbulent tide that went to her heart but subconsciously did not dare to face it, all rushed over.
The scenes with Li Mai on Sharo Island, as well as Li Mai sending him home to give her medicine, etc., scene by scene, scene by scene, flashed in front of her eyes, flashing her mind uncertain and irritable.
What the hell is going on?
Wei Jing now believes what a colleague from the Tourism Bureau told her before she left her job - Wei Jing, you have resigned, we are friends, and I want to say a few words to you from the perspective of friends. I know you're very indifferent to marriage, and it's true that even if I believe that you can still live well without a man, I find it difficult to live without a girlfriend.
Wei Jing now understands what it's like to not have a close friend - at this time, she has thousands of words, all kinds of irritability, depression and incomprehension, and her thoughts are chaotic, but she can't find a suitable person to confide in.
Suddenly, she felt very sad, maybe she was successful in her career, but in communication, she was very unsuccessful. However, she blamed herself excessively. She used to be the deputy director, a leading cadre of the deputy bureau, what opportunities does she have and how many suitable partners does she have, and she can become best friends who have nothing to say?
Wei Jing is actually slowly realizing that there is always a price behind success, and her brilliance in the eyes of others is based on the sour price that others can't see.
Suddenly, the urge to go home rushed uncontrollably, and she was trembling slightly, wanting to return to her parents' house in Xixi County, 30 kilometers away. However, in the end, she still looked at the night that had gradually and completely quieted down, and strongly suppressed the thought of going home.
Thinking of her parents, Wei Jing felt a burst of guilt in her heart.
Her parents are the only child like her, and her parents have been engaged in education all their lives, and they are famous and excellent teachers in the county. Just as Wei Jing encountered, others envied and admired her parents, who educated a good daughter and became a big leader.
When Wei Jing was the deputy director, every time she went home, the leaders of the county government would come to visit, and there were usually more parents who cared about her.
It's a pity that honoring the ancestors is not something that a daughter should do.
has never been married, and it has always been a knot in the hearts of Wei Jing's parents. A woman's family can't find a good home, even if she becomes a governor, she can't reassure her parents.
is thirty-two years old, and the children of Wei Jing's former middle school classmates are in the third grade of primary school!
No one can understand the mood of Wei Jing's parents every time they see others taking their grandchildren for a walk after dinner, so they rarely go out for a walk.
Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and who can understand the difficulties in Wei Jing's heart? On the one hand, it is her indifference to marriage, and on the other hand, it is the invisible pressure at home. Although her parents never urged her, she could feel the hope of her parents' lamentation.
Wen Jie said that Wei Jing has reached the top of the Maros pyramid, in fact, Wei Jing thinks that she can't even catch up with the most basic needs to be needed. The difference between personal feelings and other people's feelings is also an aspect that makes Wei Jing very aggrieved.
Wei Jing retracted her legs, stepped on the chair, held her calves with both hands, rested her chin on her knees, and touched her injured ankle with her hand down. It's basically okay there, and now it's easy to move. She couldn't help but think of the scene when Li Mai gave him the medicine at that time, and she already felt at that time.
She was horrified to find that she was a little infatuated in her heart, and she was looking forward to being taken care of and cared for by Li Mai!
"Crazy!"
Wei Jing shook her head violently, scolded herself, withdrew her hand like an electric shock, got up and walked towards the bathroom, trying to calm herself down with cold water and eliminate the unbearable thoughts in her heart.
This thirty-two-year-old woman thought that in the face of a married man, although she would be tempted, she would never let it develop, let alone let her feelings extend deeply. She thought that she had been through so much that there was nothing that she couldn't see through and couldn't understand, however, the people who were often hurt the most thought so at first.
At this moment, Li Mai, who was sleeping peacefully with Zhang Xiaoyu in his arms, could not predict the future, including Zhang Xiaoyu. After so many twists and turns, they came together and had Meng Meng, as Zhang Xiaoyu said, an old husband and wife.
If there is no external force, maybe this family will continue in harmony and become the envy of others. But whether it is Li Mai or Zhang Xiaoyu, they even ignore how easy it is to be infected with the virus in the process of converting love to family affection.
Paralyzed by the energy and thoughts involved in work, Li Mai despised the temptations he would encounter in the future, just like looking at an embankment with termite burrows, thinking that it was not a big deal, and that it was not a threat, until the embankment collapsed, he woke up from a dream.
And what his family is really maintaining still needs to rely on Zhang Xiaoyu, all aspects of things, especially when she and Li Mai are affected by external factors, Zhang Xiaoyu has a more acute sense and a more rational way of dealing with it.
This young couple, no matter how good they are, can't avoid the crises and problems they encounter after marriage, or because they are too good, the crisis is more ferocious and the problems are more complicated.
Compared with Li Mai, Zhang Xiaoyu's natural and strong identity is there, and no one will dare to think about her, because no one will think that she is better than Li Mai.
And as a man, being excellent is sometimes never a good thing for Li Mai.