Under such a movement, Zheng Yaoxian finally came back to his senses, slowly stood up, and helped Meng Ying to the sofa, but tears rolled down like beads, sadness from the bottom of his heart, and his mind kept flashing back to the two of them getting along, and he was just repeating a sentence for a while, "Lao Lu is gone, Lao Lu is gone, he is in front of me, and he inserts a bamboo stick into his head...... They're all gone".

They are too many comrades, who died fiercely, and they don't know life and death.

Meng Ying couldn't bear it anymore, hugged him, let her tears run down her cheeks, and said, "Yaoxian, cry, cry hard." You, you and me, you are not a kite with a broken string. ”

My countless resentments against God have made me come to this century-old China, which has been poor and weak for a hundred years, and I feel that I can't help myself after the melee, but at this moment, I know that my meaning in this life is to be your proof, your companion, and accompany you through the most helpless days in the secret front.

Just like you back then, when I was about to be sent to the barracks to become a comfort woman, you saved me sooner rather than later.

This is the task left to me by Lao Lu, and it is the greatest contribution I can make as a low-level underground party.

Since then, you and I have walked together.

...... Time is merciless, and it can force young children to cover up their heart-rending pain and grow up overnight. And the years are powerful, it seems to have a kind of water drop stone piercing the power, moisturizing things silently replacing the old with the new, diluting everyone's scars.

It's not that they forget those who once lived and sacrificed helplessly, but those who survive must live well and move forward with heavy burdens.

Because of a delicate contest, the military commanders regarded the marriage of Zheng Yaoxian, a middle-level cadre, as a major event at this stage, and the people above had their own thoughts, while the brothers below such as Gong Shu and Zhao Jianzhi were really happy, and they had to do it well - they didn't want to pay the money, but they had to wait for the followers.

But when it comes to money, Meng Ying is very talkative, and directly lists the basic expenses for the wedding and starting a family - they are all calculated to the highest, and let Zheng Yao take it first to ask Mao Renfeng.

Zheng Yao smiled first and said: "My little aunt and grandmother, you are dealing with these bureaucrats of the party and the state for the first day, and you can give you half a day of Tai Chi for other things, and you can forget about asking for money." "Anyway, he has earned a lot of gray income over the years, and Meng Ying also knows it - the property of the Japanese puppet traitor is also spent with peace of mind. Although the money is all taken care of by Meng Ying, Zheng Yaoxian also roughly knows the amount, and the military commander will definitely provide housing, so he is rich and rich, and he really doesn't want to talk to people like Mao Renfeng.

Meng Ying said: "Then you say, did the three military commanders let us hold this wedding?" ”

Zheng Yao was puzzled first, but still nodded, not only did they dominate the three forces, but also gave him a month's marriage leave plus recuperation leave with a stroke of the pen. These three donkey heads are facing the horse's mouth, and it has become a big anecdote inside and outside the military command.

Meng Ying continued: "That's right, they are like this, one is to win people's hearts, and the other is to take the opportunity to unload your military power." The whole mountain city knows that I am a medicine jar, you Zheng Lao Liu pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, and the money has treated me. Military commander, hey, I'm about to call the Secret Bureau, if you only talk about your marriage and don't practice, it will chill the hearts of the middle and lower level of the military commander, and you can completely say that you have no money to do it, and you are ashamed to be ashamed of your wife, the wedding is postponed, let's save money. ”

Zheng Yaoxian's eyes rolled, and he clapped his hands and praised, "Sure enough, I grew up, good idea, just do it!" ”

Meng Ying secretly breathed a sigh of relief, she was really not angry, Zheng Yaoxian's glance just now was obviously not shocked, but it was like a bottomless abyss, making people feel as if all their thoughts could be reflected in his heart.

Yes, she wants to stir up internal relations among the military commanders, wants to simply ask for money, and even wants Zheng Yao to be passive and slack off her work and stop doing those things that are bloody or bloody of her own comrades, but what she wants most is to delay the marriage.

Since that day, she has been deeply embraced, she knows that a lot of feelings have changed, and she can no longer just regard Zheng Yaoxian as a partner and a big brother with a bit of straight male cancer, but an attachment between men and women, hazy and undeniable.

And Zheng Yaoxian, when he did not hesitate to shoot and kill the captain of the Central Operation who kidnapped her, and showed her inner pain, could he still simply regard her as a ruthless girl who didn't have any hair in the Japanese war zone?

However, emotions come first and come first, and they can't really be contacted, but can Meng Ying be non-existent?

The answer is clearly no.

Therefore, she would rather shrink and think to herself, anyway, she doesn't know when she will be, as long as she lives to prove Zheng Yaoxian's identity, she doesn't mind taking this relationship as a funeral and bringing it into another world.

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Meng Ying rarely got an axe in front of Zheng Yaoxian, and he actually broke off the iron mouth god once. Zheng Yaoxian's marriage report was typed, and there were a lot of financial requirements attached to it, which made Mao Renfeng, who was in charge, very angry. There is no way, not only was he forced to marry Xiang Yingxin, a military commander spy who was famous for seduction, during the Anti-Japanese War, but the expenses were also all-inclusive - of course, all of this was specially approved by Dai Li. Well, the price, there are still people laughing at him behind his back today. Zheng Yaoxian, a partial person, smiled and didn't mention this stubble, he had to fool and say that it was difficult for the boss to go to the Secret Bureau, and the party-state was about to "suppress bandits", which translates to that there is no money to give your wife and children hot kang heads, if you want money, okay, find Zheng Yaoquan.

Zheng Jiemin and Tang Zong are not hairless monkeys, so if they ask for a circle, they naturally have no money. It gives full play to the spirit of both running and not grazing. Zheng Yaoxian didn't say anything, only sighed and said that he was used to being extravagant before, and now he is really ashamed to say that he is stumped by a penny - as for those who want to take the initiative to borrow money, don't be so blind, do you save some face for the sixth brother?

Anyway, things are so stuck, Zheng Yaoxian doesn't care, just take the opportunity to take a good rest. Every day, I accompanied Meng Ying to visit the campus and the hospital, and I also took the time to go to the Wanglongmen Detention Center to visit the big brother. Xu Baichuan was bored, so he insisted on leaving the two of them for one night, and said to the guards lightly: "There are distinguished guests today, those dead ducks will be amnesty, if there is nothing important, there is no need to be tortured at night." so as not to be disturbed. ”

I only heard Meng Ying gritting her teeth secretly, and almost turned her face with this person who was also kind to her, and took it out to grab it.

These "dead ducks" in his mouth are the prototypes of the martyrs in "Red Rock".

Zheng Yaoxian has a lot more city than her, and he smiled and pushed the cup with him, saying: "Actually, I wronged Xiao Meng, otherwise it's good, let them fight back and forth, I will be idle." ”

Xu Baichuan smiled, as if he really saw it, and said, "You think you are me, you can't be idle." Mao Renfeng took the lower-level route, but the actions and intelligence talents of this old military commander were basically brought out by your sixth brother. The so-called rabbit is dead and the fox is sad, now you are embarrassed for money, and the marriage secrecy bureau does not give funds, so what do the brothers who are working hard think below? Xiao'an came over a few days ago on official business, and it was very uneven to talk about it, and he really wanted the horses to run, and he wanted the horses not to eat grass, but he was gentle. Look at it, this prevarication is perfunctory, just have nothing to do, and you have to bow your head to the sixth child if you have something, but at that time, Mao Renfeng's old boy will have to hate you. ”