There is nowhere to talk about desolation

When Zhu Qing came out of the detention center that day, he was in a daze, fortunately wearing a mask and others couldn't see it. There is an incomparably clever Xiangyi next to him, who is clever and observant, covering to bring people home.

It's just that at the moment of entering the house, Zhu Qing suddenly broke out into an irrepressible cry, Xiangyi had no choice but to drive her son out and stop her sisters-in-law from inquiring, she sat quietly by the door, watched her cry without saying a word, and cried until all the grievances flowed with tears.

Xiangyi has never experienced such an embarrassing love that can transcend life and death in her life, and naturally she can't fully understand her grief, but in this troubled world, too many people, how sad and how many tears, don't understand, at least respect.

It wasn't until the sun gradually turned red and the sky was full of golden crows that she sighed, poured a glass of water for Zhu Qing, whose throat was already hoarse, and said slowly: "I won't say that he is a Kuomintang war/criminal who pokes your heart like this." Just say that people have been gone for more than ten years, and you still have a place for him in your heart, which is worthy of him. But life always has to look forward, and if you blindly suffer from yourself like this, he doesn't know. Take 10,000 steps back, even if I go against the policy and say that there are ghosts and gods in the world, and he has spirits in the sky, I shouldn't want to see you like this. ”

I don't know which sentence touched Zhu Qing in her words, and she muttered like an empty shell: "Zhu Qing, my teammates have all died in the line of duty, I can't escape death, I mistook your youth, regretted not being at the beginning, and I don't want to commit to Xiaogu, please leave me behind, be happy for the rest of your life, don't sacrifice." When I see you lonely under the Nine Springs, I will be in pain to my bone marrow, and my soul will be scattered. ”

Xiangyi was surprised, then woke up and said, "This is ...... His suicide note? ”

Zhu Qing showed a smile that was difficult to see, and said: "Leave me alone, and the child is not around, so that I will be happy for the rest of my life?" "Suddenly crying turned into laughter, and the sound was all desolate!

No matter how rough Xiangyi was, he couldn't stand it anymore, so he hugged her, "These damn men, these damn men!" Look at my poor sisters-in-law, and look at you! My heart was like frying. It's not as good as Meng Ying, she died, and taught her that the man missed her for the rest of his life. After speaking, he was suddenly startled, and realized that he had slipped his mouth.

Fortunately, Zhu Qing was immersed in her own world in a trance, and she didn't notice what secrets she said.

There is a girl who desperately pounces on the fire of love, and after a short period of sweetness, she is separated and lost all her life, and she is miserable, maybe this is the sadness of that era.

Zhu Qing felt that she did not regret meeting Guo Zhen and falling in love. It's just that if you have the opportunity to do it all over again in life, you really won't choose to live like this again, because it's too hard, and you can hardly live if you are bitter.

Zhu Qing took a day off sick leave, which made the whole detention center very nervous, afraid that the spies who were going to be detained would really have infectious diseases. He no longer paid attention to the repeated denials of the little doctor in Xiangyi, and hurriedly reported to the authorities.

Then, along with the experts from the provincial capital, it was people that Xiangyi could no longer imagine.

As Ren, who had been in contact with a felon, she was "questioned", and when she saw someone coming, she almost screamed, but she finally stabilized and said, "Comrade, what do you call it?" ”

The man smiled, even though his hair was full of flowers, he was also free and resolute, just like when he first saw him. It's just that when he saw Xiangyi, he couldn't help but show a trace of sadness in his eyes, which was endless, but he quickly recovered.

After all, he was a communist/proletarian made of special materials.

He smiled and said, "I'm Zhou Zhiqian, as for the inconvenience of revealing my position to you, if you want, you can call Director Zhou." ”

Xiangyi calls culture according to her words, she is also a forty-year-old person in the end, and she always understands many people's feelings and national policies, and asks carefully: "May I ask you and the organization to come to me, what do you want to know?" I must know it all. ”

Zhou Zhiqian was still smiling, "Of course there is, then start from the time you enter the door and see the Kuomintang/Kuomintang, no, Mei Jiang/spy, until you go out after the inspection, let's talk about everything in detail." ”

Xiangyi had a cold sweat on his forehead, how could that Xiao Gu have any serious illness, but it was a fracture caused by too much impact when he fell into the sea, and after being cured, some advanced elements hated each other, and fell a little skin trauma and heart disease. Her excuse was purely to give Zhu Qing a chance to ask, but you see, opportunistic, trouble is coming?

Others don't know Xiangyi, don't they know? That's Zheng Yaoxian, the sixth brother of the military commander back then, the sharp knife that our party has hidden in the heart of the enemy camp for 12 years, what are you doing with him with this little cleverness, and playing with a big knife in front of Guan Gong?

Xiangyi is very self-aware, and feels that if he is.... Dare to deceive people, and big things happen every minute.

After thinking for a few seconds, she confessed: "Actually, I really don't know that person, and some of the tests are all external injuries and are not fatal, so I didn't say anything more to him, and he just said something to my assistant." As she spoke, she recited Guo Zhen's will word for word, which is strange to say, she didn't remember it at the time, how could she remember it so clearly?

Perhaps, this is women's empathy.

Zhou Zhiqian played with the pen in his hand and said, "Then since this is the case, let's escort Zhu Qing over, she is the most suspicious." ”

Xiangyi was anxious when he heard this, and said: "Zhu Qing has lived in New China for more than ten years, and she is a poor woman with no parents, no husband and no children. In case she is saddled with the identity of 'spy/suspicion/suspicion', she will be finished in the future. Even if she misses her dead husband, it's just because of human nature, Zheng Yao first I let it out, you tell me, today, do you want Meng Ying! ”

"When you have no news, Meng Ying, who guards all the pressure for you, finally died of exhaustion in North China in order to prove your identity!" Xiangyi almost roared.

There was silence for a while, the autumn leaves fell to the ground and there was no sound, Zheng Yaoxian suddenly picked up the water cup, as if he wanted to drink some water, but the next moment the water cup fell to the ground, and the sound was shattered.

And then...... This man who has experienced the greatest malice in the world, the man who has survived everything, actually buried his head on the table. Make a whimpering sound.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place.

Xiangyi also regretted it after speaking, and even complained a little that Zhu Qing couldn't hold his breath and cause trouble. But seeing him like this, he suddenly remembered an old saying for no reason, "All feelings are bitter, and no one is wronged." ”

In the silence, she heard Zheng Yao ask first, "What did she say in the end, do you know?" "Who does she know from each other?

Xiangyi said: "I wasn't by her side at the time, but because of my ex-husband's relationship, I know that she wants to have a tombstone so that you can ...... in the future, in fact, including our friends can go to see her." ”

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