Chapter 245: Collapse

Fang Xiaoyun returned home with a heavy heart.

Chen Anan looked at the back of this little girl, and couldn't help but feel a little sympathetic, she even understood this little girl a little.

Although this little girl didn't say anything, she seemed to say a lot.

Maybe this little girl is really a key point to start.

But I hate myself a little in my heart, such a big person is clearly here to deceive the little girl's trust.

One day all the truth will be revealed, how disappointed this little girl must be in human nature.

Maybe the whole life will be gloomy, and you will never trust anyone else again in this life.

Chen An'an's frustration continued until Fu Huai'an returned.

"What's wrong?"

Fu Huai'an is actually a very sharp person, and when he came back, he found that Chen An'an was more silent than usual.

And when doing things, I always fall into deep thought.

Taking care of children is also a bit careless, and not as enthusiastic as usual.

Immediately realized what was going on.

"Fang Xiaoyun has been here today."

"What does this kid want to do?"

Fu Huai'an didn't understand what bad news Fang Xiaoyun had brought to Chen An'an.

"I can feel that this child is very conflicted, full of dissatisfaction with the patriarchy in the village, and even resentful in his heart.

This resentment should stem from a lot of distrust that her birth parents sent her to her adoptive parents for adoption.

It is believed that the biological parents may have given her to the adoptive parents because of the preference for sons. ”

Fu Huai'an heard this and groaned.

"If it's a key point, maybe you can open a breakthrough from here."

Chen Anan raised his head suddenly, looking at Fu Huaian with some astonishment, his expression was so unfamiliar.

"Fu Huai'an, how can you say such indifferent words?

Do you know what this kid desires?

The key to this breakthrough is to deceive her trust, and she will accept all the warmth I give her, and will open her heart to accept me.

And then what?

Then I, the person she trusted the most, hurt her the most in the end, and this child may never trust people again in his life. ”

Fu Huai'an looked at the emotional Chen An'an and covered her mouth.

I looked through the crack in the window, but there was no one outside.

dragged Chen Anan to the most wall-to-wall position in the house, where there was a mountain behind.

"Chen An'an, your emotions are too excited, I understand you, and I also understand your inner anxiety and contradictions.

But we are doing tasks, and we can't be emotional in them.

Any little bit of emotion, and the end result will be something you would never imagine. ”

Looking at Fu Huai'an, who was so indifferent, Chen An'an felt a little broken.

She is a professional doctor and understands that doctors should not be too emotional about their patients in their work.

The more emotions you put into it, the more painful it may be for the doctor to end up.

But at this moment, she couldn't believe that a person so sane and professional would do such a crazy thing.

"You're not me, you haven't experienced this kind of thing, how do you know my sadness, my pain? I don't want to hurt this child. ”

"Chen An'an, I have encountered this situation with you."

Fu Huai'an's whole person became cold.

Chen Anan asked in surprise,

"Have you encountered it?"

Fu Huai'an is so professional and rational when he does tasks, and he can directly separate his emotions from the task.

But he said he had encountered it.

"During one mission, I felt pity for the mission personnel.

It was a five-year-old girl.

For the first time, I was disgusted with myself, disgusted with myself for doing such a thing. To deceive a little girl for someone with such a big task.

Then the wrong decision was made, and two of my comrades died because of this one thing.

Four people from my entire team were injured.

I killed my teammates.

Do you know because of that five-year-old girl?

My team members gave their young lives.

One of them had just turned 18 years old, and the other had just two months of age.

They are the children of parents, the husbands of others, and the fathers of others.

But lost her life forever because of a five-year-old girl.

So from that moment I understood.

When doing tasks, I have to exercise restraint.

You've never done a mission, and I understand your pain, your sadness, but that's no excuse for this kid to help his brother with his smuggling. ”

"Think about how serious the task of smuggling is.

How many people will be ruined because of this, and how many of our country's precious goods will be lost to those foreigners. ”

"How many more people have died because of these things?"

"Do you know if that little girl has someone else's blood on her hands?

Do you know who that little girl will resolutely choose when facing her brother and you? ”

Chen An'an sat there in silence, like a fossil leaning against the wall.

Fu Huai'an let go of her and turned to leave, and couldn't help but look back at her again.

saw Chen Anan still sitting there blankly.

He can only leave, these things have to be digested by Chen An'an himself, and it is difficult for him to digest even for a while, not to mention that Chen An'an is an ordinary person.

Chen Anan has never experienced this kind of task, let alone this kind of choice.

But there are always firsts in life.

He didn't want his lover to go through this difficult choice, this painful collapse and regrouping.

But there are a few things you don't have to choose.

Chen An'an firmly embarked on a different path from others from the beginning.

Perhaps Chen Anan is destined to have to bear more responsibilities and painful choices than others.

There was a lot of silence in the two rooms, where Fu Huaihuai took care of the children and did things at home.

Chen An'an leaned against the wall and didn't move.

At night, the two of them lay on the kang as usual, but this time there was an extra child in the middle.

Fu Huai'an wanted to say something to comfort Chen An'an several times, but when he saw Chen An'an's refusal to communicate, he swallowed his words back.

No matter how much she says, it's useless, what she needs is to digest it herself.

Starting the next day, Fang Xiaoyun came to Chen An'an almost every day.

Sometimes I will help Chen Anan bring some firewood, and sometimes I will help Chen Anan take care of Niuniu.

Very intimate and welcoming.

Chen An'an looked at this child who was so attached to him, and his heart was full of contradictions, and sometimes he even wanted to drive the child away with a straight face.

But when I saw the child and saw my face with a straight face, I was honestly afraid, and my heart instantly softened again.

In the midst of these day-to-day contradictions, the relationship between this child and Chen Anan became deeper and deeper.

At this moment, everything seems to have reached a tipping point.

The Women's Director finally showed up a week later.

It turned out that under the condition that the cadres in their village were doing work, the Fang family agreed to take Niuniu back.