Longyou, Tuanchang.

Just as he was relieved of pain and sorrow, Cheng Jiangshui at this moment was like a withered wax plum, falling into the mud, and the withered petals were stained with gray and remnants.

Worried about being kicked out of the house by his mother's anger, Cheng Jiangshui came to the health center with a food box early in the morning to bring breakfast, and the father and daughter looked at each other silently.

"Dad, I'll bring you some food."

"Well, let it go...... Your mom is still like that? Cheng Jia'an looked at his daughter wistfully.

Cheng Jiangshui didn't say anything, he lowered his head lonely, his red and swollen eyes were bloodshot, and he didn't know how long he cried, and how many times he cried, just like the broken heart, which was unbearable.

Cheng Jiaxin also felt a pain in his heart, and said bitterly: "Don't blame your mother, I understand her." A woman who has been hard for half her life, a woman who has struggled to survive from the dirt and the earth, has fought with the sky and the earth, and her own fate, how can she stand this kind of wolf-hearted insult! ”

Cheng Jiangshui stood beside her father miserably, the tears in her eyes were like dew on the petals of a flower in the morning, and her fingers would fall down with a slight touch, and she stared at Cheng Jia'an with a straw of hope.

"But he's Brother Yi'an's father, do you really want to be like my mother said, do you really not recognize Brother Yi'an? Are we really going to cut ties with Aunt Wanling? ”

Cheng Jia'an frowned, the vicissitudes of life mixed the bitterness and helplessness between his eyebrows, and the eyes that looked at his daughter were even more boundless loneliness: "Child, in fact, you and Yi'an already felt inappropriate when I knew about this, but considering that you are still young, I am afraid that it is also a momentary impulse, so I persuaded your mother to let it go for the time being, but I didn't expect the result to be even worse than I imagined." ”

Cheng Jiangshui knelt in front of Cheng Jia'an sadly, raised his head, his red and swollen eyes were facing his father, and said gloomily: "Dad, do you also think that Brother Yi'an and I are not suitable?" ”

Cheng Jia'an shook his head sadly, don't he know his daughter's thoughts, but what can he do. Can this gap caused by man-made disasters be filled by him as an honest ordinary person?

Cheng Jia'an's trembling hand caressed his daughter's cold face, and sighed: "Marriage is not a simple matter for individuals. Ay...... We are two very different families, sometimes there is a certain truth in the right family, not people of the same world, reluctantly together, and when the emotions are worn out, the only thing left is uncomfortable. Regardless of whether Yi'an has a rare family relationship with us, but after all, people are a family, and it is difficult to return together! ”

Cheng Jiangshui looked at her father expectantly, the only person she could seek consolation. But her father's answer was so pale and weak, which couldn't help but make her suddenly flash a trance, her eyes lost focus, and she muttered to herself: "Then there is no possibility?" What will Brother Yi'an do in the future, how sad he should be. ”

Cheng Jia'an looked at his daughter, who was already in tears, with pity, and he didn't want his child's future to be immersed in this endless disaster.

Sometimes it's time to change your indecisive temperament, and it's better to cut through the mess quickly than to drag the mud and water, and when you break it, you will continue to suffer from it.

This kind of relationship is maintained, and in the end, it is the poor child in front of him who suffers.

"A moment of sadness is better than a lifetime of discomfort. Jiang Shui, you are a sensible child, and your mother's attitude is actually an ironclad and irrefutable decision. I also don't think you'll necessarily be happy together in the future. You have also seen He Weiguo's attitude, do you want to marry in the future and face that cold face every day? That's sin! ”

Father's answer shattered the last hope in Cheng Jiangshui's heart, she lay on her father's knees and cried heartbreakingly: "Dad, I feel so uncomfortable, woo woo woo ......"

The corners of Cheng Jia'an's eyes also fell with strings of tears, he turned his head to wipe them off gently, stroked Cheng Jiangshui's hair, and comforted him heartily: "Jiang Shui, Dad knows that you are sad." It's a hurdle! Your mother also feels sorry for you, who wants her daughter to be looked down upon and bullied in the future? Since it's not suitable, don't force it, and don't let Yi'an force herself. If the trouble continues, the two homes are no longer homes, and how can we continue to live. ”

But isn't it, if this trouble continues, I'm afraid the two homes won't be home.

The humiliation and quarrel brought by He Weiguo that day are still vivid, and Cheng Jiangshui also regretted and blamed himself, it was he who brought such a serious disaster to his family, and his mother was almost so angry that she was not angry.

He Weiguo's disdainful eyes on himself when he left were also deeply imprinted in his mind.

As Cheng Jia'an said, even if the two can come together, they will be endlessly stared at and spurned. At that time, it was not only herself who suffered, but also the mourning parents who loved her and loved her and regarded themselves as the pearls of their palms.

I'm the eldest daughter of a family, so I should have an eldest daughter!

Cheng Jiangshui wiped away his tears silently very sensibly, choked for a long time, and then stopped crying, nodded sadly and said, "Dad, I understand what you said, I know what to do." You also go and persuade Mom, she hasn't spoken for two days, and she eats very little, I ...... I'll listen to you! ”

Reasonable people don't need to explain much, and selfish people don't need to explain too much.

A child of Cheng Jiangshui's age can be so empathetic, instead of crying wantonly and pestering endlessly. As a father, Cheng Jia'an was both relieved and bitter, and his daughter's words made his eyes welled up with tears of sour self-blame: "Child, you have suffered, Dad is sorry for you!" ”

Looking at his father's gray hair, those wrinkles that were born by the embarrassing life seemed to have an extra one more invisibly, Cheng Jiangshui couldn't suppress the sadness in his heart, threw himself into his father's arms again, and cried loudly: "Dad! It's that I'm so selfish, I shouldn't just care about my feelings, woo woo woo ......"

The liver and intestines are broken, and the bones are broken.

After accompanying his daughter to vent happily, Cheng Jia'an returned home alone in melancholy.

More than a day has passed, and Li Xiulan neither goes to work nor does anything, and she has never even come down to the kang. A person was unkempt, lying on his side on the kang like a zombie, and the pillow towel under the corner of his eye was wet and dry, dry and wet, and it seemed that he had cried alone.

Cheng Jia's head ached, what kind of crime did he suffer!

He slowly sat on the edge of the kang, looked out the window with deep eyes, and said to himself regardless of whether Li Xiulan could hear it or not.

"No matter how angry you are, don't spoil your body. is angry, and it is not himself who suffers. Things have come to this point, and Jiang Shui and Yi'an have no possibility. The child has not felt good in the past two days, crying every day as if he was a tearful person. Our family has always been a good child who is filial and grateful, and the words of this parent are God, why can't you listen to it? My child has told me this time, she listens to you, you can do whatever you want...... Look what you've made your kids! ”

Li Xiulan suddenly turned over, her haggard face was full of worry, and she exclaimed sadly: "Jiang Shui! Jiang Shui, she's fine! ”

The wife was finally willing to talk to herself head-on, thinking of the well-behaved daughter who cherished her filial parents, Cheng Jia'an sighed: "How can it be okay, my heart is broken, it's not a disease but a disease!" ”

Li Xiulan's tears instantly flowed down her nose, her fists kept beating on the kang noodles, and her sad voice came: "My river, why is this life so bitter!" ”

Cheng Jia'an gently patted his wife's shoulder and comforted him gently: "Don't worry, the children know that you also feel sorry for her and don't want her to suffer in the future, she knows ......everything."

Li Xiulan's face was full of tears, she looked at Cheng Jia'an sadly, and choked up painfully: "Dad, I just can't bear this breath, you said that for so many years, what have we tried to do with him, no matter how difficult and bitter the days are, we all raise Yi'an as our own children, more than our own children, but what can we get back?" It's iniquity, it's sin, it's shame! ”

Cheng Jia'an nodded gloomily: "I understand, I also have a breath in my heart." After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't expect He Weiguo to be such a person, and we are blind. But...... But Yi'an and Wanling are innocent, what should they do? ”

Li Xiulan sobbed twice, wiped away her tears fiercely, stared at her husband with burning eyes, and said categorically: "What else can I do, do you want He Weiguo to come to the door again?" He has no shame, and I want dignity. I think about it, and let's just think that the past ten years is a dream. It's not your fate that you can't go together after all, so you should break it off early. Here they are, let me tell you! ”

Cheng Jia'an had a sad face and nodded tangledly: "You can say it well, don't make more people sad." ”

Li Xiulan's tears slipped down again: "I want to too, but is it possible?" Ay...... It's also bitter for our river! I didn't protect my own children well! ”

Cheng Jia'an gently combed the hair on his wife's forehead, and said bitterly: "During this time, be kind to the river, this child is not easy, he gave up a lot for this family at a young age." ”

Li Xiulan nodded worriedly: "My child, I hurt, his father!" We've had a good baby! ”

A girl like Cheng Jiangshui, how can a "good" word be simply evaluated!

She can be regarded as the greatest blessing that God has given to this poor couple.

At a young age, she obediently took on the responsibility of being the eldest daughter, silently doing her best, helping her parents with her fragile body to do her best to help her parents with housework, and taking care of her younger brothers carefully, not fighting, not grabbing, not complaining or greedy. Even for the sake of his younger brothers' future, he was willing to give up his brilliant future, and then silently hid in the dark hut to lick his wounds......

Such a child is a great blessing for a family, and it is also her own great compassion.

Now, she needs to hide again, hide out of sight of her family, open the bloody wound, stir the tears with her bitter lips and tongue, and lick it again until it stops bleeding and scarring.

Under the dim night light, Cheng Jiangshui was in a daze, slowly spreading out the thin letter paper and picking up the pen that weighed as much as a mountain. When tears slowly overflowed from the corners of her eyes again, she seemed to have figured out something, gritted her silver teeth and resolutely wrote a letter to He Yi'an......

As for what she figured out, it is unknown, could it be that she figured out fate?

But what kind of letter is this, with pain, blood and tears, and determination, it flew into He Yi'an's hands like this.

Lanzhou, Landa.

Next to Yuxiu Lake, the scorching sun hangs in the air, and the earth is like fire. From time to time, a hot and warm breeze blows in the face, with strings of heat. But the scorching heat of Rusi couldn't warm up the cold in He Yixin's head.

It was a lonely cold at the bottom of the sea;

It was a bone of 10,000-year-old ice.

"Brother Yi'an, I think when you read this letter, you may already know what happened? Yes, the future I once hoped for was like a bright glass, but it was shattered by the hammer of reality. I can now understand what my father said, what are two worlds, and what are two parallel paths in life. When my mother was in pain, I could feel that the seeds of beauty that we imagined in the past were actually built on the basis of selfishness. I can't tolerate this selfishness hurting my nearest and dearest family. ”

Alone by the small pond, the pen and ink in front of me are word by word, word by word, word by blood. He Yi'an's trembling hands could barely grasp the letter, and tears flowed down his eyes.

A gust of wind blew, and the letter swayed with the wind, falling into the lake, and drifting away with the waves.

"Brother Yi'an, you are still my respected and respected brother, the future is yours, and your future should not have me!"

This letter, which carried the blood and tears in Cheng Jiangshui's heart, instantly crushed all He Yi'an's hopes. It's like in the middle of a cold night, when a heart falls into a myriad of deep whirlpools, spinning and spinning, but without direction.

His heart cried out, trying to grasp something, but there was not even a straw beside him. The grief and indignation in despair made him can't help but raise his head and roar, venting his depression.

"Ah.........h

The farewell of youth is not that you have crossed the years of adulthood, but that you have endured the pain of being an adult......