The morning breeze is miserable, and the leaves are howling.

It's like singing a sad song of parting in a low voice. Teresa Teng's song "The Moon Represents My Heart" came leisurely from the loudspeaker in the group field: You ask me how much I love you, how much I love you, my love is true, my love is true, and the moon represents my heart......

The singing voice is long, and the heart is quiet, but he asks the heartbreaker what he wants......

From the group field all the way to the train station, Cheng Jianghai never stopped crying. Everyone had been immersed in grief before, and they didn't think anything was wrong. But in the end, the continuous howling became a noisy and annoying thing, and Li Xiulan had to turn her face black and give a blow to her buttocks, and Cheng Jianghai turned from howling to a low twitch.

When I arrived at the station, the driver helped unload the luggage and had to rush back. Small items can be carried with you, which also saves money, and large items need to be consigned.

Moreover, Li Xiulan packed too many things, piled them up all over the ground, and she didn't know where so many bits and pieces came from in her poor house. It is estimated that he is reluctant to throw this one, and he is reluctant to throw it away. In addition to the large pieces of furniture and necessary daily necessities to be given to the daughter, everything else that can be brought must be brought, and they must not continue to be used in the new home?

It's called being able to live!

Li Xiulan and Cheng Jia'an were busy carrying luggage to the consignment station, and Cheng Jianghai was completely a burden at this time, so he could only sit on the pile of carry-on luggage at the entrance of the station and be watched by Cheng Jianghe. One of the two brothers sobbed from time to time, and the other was silent with sadness. Looking at his busy parents in the distance, Cheng Jianghe turned his head and explained to Cheng Jianghai.

"Jiang Hai, sit here obediently and don't move, I'll help my parents get their luggage!"

Cheng Jianghai snorted and agreed: "Oh! ”

Watching his brother walk away, Cheng Jianghai's big eyes were filled with tears, he pursed his lips, stood up leisurely, and walked out in a ghostly manner.

Cheng Jianghe just ran to the luggage pile to help, and Li Xiulan, who was sweating profusely, hooked the wet hair on her cheeks, frowned and asked:

"Why did you get here?"

"There's so much luggage, I'm here to help you and Dad."

Cheng Jia'an frowned: "What about Jiang Hai?" ”

Cheng Jianghe laboriously picked up a huge duffel bag and said in a whisper: "He is sitting there alone, waiting, I told him not to let him run around." ”

Hearing Cheng Jianghe leave the old man alone in the station, the tired Li Xiulan suddenly became a little angry: "Your brain is pumping, how old he is, you dare to put it there alone!" Hurry back, if something happens to Jiang Hai, I will peel your skin carefully! ”

Cheng Jianghe put down his luggage depressedly, answered in a curt, and then turned back. didn't expect to return to the same place, but found that Cheng Jianghai was really gone.

At this time, Cheng Jianghe was completely panicked, and his face became pale. I heard that the station is the most mixed, maybe there are legendary traffickers, in case Cheng Jianghai is abducted by someone, even if he is a cat, nine lives are not enough for his mother.

The body couldn't help but sway, I really didn't dare to tell my parents, I stumbled and ran around looking for it, and I wanted to slap myself while looking for it.

Just when he was about to cry out in despair, he finally saw Cheng Jianghai standing alone at the intersection not far away. Cheng Jianghe suddenly felt a light flutter on his body, and then his anger surged, and he rushed forward, grabbed the placket of his brother's neck, and scolded angrily.

"What are you doing here, you coward?"

Cheng Jianghai shrunk his neck in fear, and wiped his tears with his little hands aggrievedly: "Woo woo...... I'm going to find my sister, I want my sister to come with us! Woowoo woo ......"

"Bastards, they're all so big, they don't understand anything!" Cheng Jianghe's face was blue and white for a while, and he was already very irritable because of the sadness of parting, and this goods were embarrassingly sent to the muzzle.

For a while, Cheng Jianghe's elegant and handsome face was suffocated into a black Li Kui, and while his parents were not around, all his anger was vented on his younger brother.

"I'm going to fucking kill you!"

After speaking, Cheng Jianghe rolled up his sleeves, stood on the side of the road and faced Cheng Jianghai's ass, punching and kicking, not caring about the doubtful eyes cast by the pedestrians around him.

This can be regarded as completely stunned Cheng Jianghai, and after being beaten by his brother with a raindrop of punches and feet, he reacted, his mouth pouted, and he was about to howl loudly, but he was scolded back by Cheng Jianghe's vicious words.

"Don't pout for me, hold me back!"

Cheng Jianghe glared at his bloodshot eyes, gritted his teeth and said: "I told you Cheng Jianghai, now that my sister is not in front of me, no one is protecting you, if you dare to be naughty to me again, be careful that I can't kill you!" Did you hear that? Speak! ”

Lost the protection of his sister, and his parents were not around, his current brother is the biggest, and his fists are also the most unscrupulous.

For the "situation" in front of him, Cheng Jianghai is very good at "judging the situation", looking at his brother's fierce eyes, he couldn't help shrinking his head, hurriedly wiped away his tears with his little hands, endured the pain in his buttocks and the back of his head, and choked aggrievedly.

"Woooooooooo......oo I, I hear you! ”

Cheng Jianghe glared fiercely, and scolded sharply: "Don't wipe my tears and snot away for me when you hear it!" Then he shook his sandbag-sized fist in front of Cheng Jianghai, and added a stern threat: "I warn you, if you dare to sue your parents, be careful of your brother's fist!" ”

"Oh!" Cheng Jianghai's body trembled again.

"What are you doing? Go, come back with me! ”

Cheng Jianghai covered his little buttocks and followed behind Cheng Jianghe tremblingly, not daring to cry at all in fright, both aggrieved and afraid.

This is the first time Cheng Jianghai has been beaten by his brother in the real sense!

And this beating also made him understand that his brother is not only meant to be his protector, he can also be a sanctioner and a punisher anytime and anywhere.

From this moment on, his brother's majesty, strength and fear were deeply rooted in his young heart, so that Cheng Jianghe's fist was the thing Cheng Jianghai was most afraid of in the future......

The two brothers returned to the station one after the other, and Cheng Jia'an and Li Xiulan, who had finished carrying their luggage, were looking around anxiously. Seeing the two children appear, the two immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

"Where did you go?" Li Xiulan raised her eyebrows and said.

Cheng Jianghe's eyes rolled, and he said smartly: "Uh, Jiang Hai wants to pee, I'll take him to find the toilet." ”

Cheng Jia'an wiped the sweat on his head and chattered dissatisfiedly: "How old is he, just find a place to solve it." ”

"Well......" Cheng Jianghe said with a sigh: "He still wants to poop later!" ”

Li Xiulan looked at Cheng Jianghai, who was twisting his little face on the side, and his worried eyes were rolling on his brother's body, and said angrily: "This kid, there are so many things!" ”

Listening to his mother's blame, Cheng Jianghai looked at his brother even more aggrievedly, Cheng Jianghe glared, Cheng Jianghai took a step back unconsciously, and his mouth trembling when he wanted to sue couldn't speak anymore.

One afternoon, the family sat on the edge of the train and waited as if they were collectively begging. finally waited for the train, followed by a rush of large bags and small bags, which could be stuffed under the luggage rack and seats, and then exhaled a long breath.

After all, he was still young, and Cheng Jianghai was immediately attracted by the novelty in front of him, this was the first time he had ever taken a train!

The grievances caused by my brother's violent beating, and the reluctance to leave my sister behind, all of them were left behind, and the excited little hands were red.

"Oh, by train, by train!"

Cheng Jianghe glared irritably: "Be quiet!" ”

"Oh!" Cheng Jianghai lowered his eyebrows and responded, but it didn't take long for him to hold back his curiosity, so he leaned over his little head and asked his mother in a low voice: "Mom, when will the train leave...... Mom, is the train going fast......"

The tired Li Xiulan touched Jiang Hai's little face, and said lovingly: "It's open, it's open, look at what excites you!" Ay! ”

Listening to his wife's sigh, Cheng Jia'an, who was sitting opposite, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Li Xiulan's eyes were a little red, and she looked at Cheng Jia'an and muttered, "Dad, I miss the river......

Cheng Jia'an was silent for a while......

The wheels rolled, and the chirping whimpered.

It's like playing a sad parting song for the parting people.

Cheng Jiangshui, who was depressed, returned to his empty home alone, looking at the furniture that was too familiar to be more familiar, and tears flowed.

At that moment, the father's woodenness, the mother's fierceness, the unyielding of the river, and the stubbornness of the river and the sea were like a symphony, disturbing and playing in the ears like lightning. Suddenly, all the noise came to an abrupt end, and a feeling of loneliness came to my heart......

Cheng Jiangshui walked slowly to the Shanghai brand radio on the table, because his parents were worried about his loneliness, so they deliberately left the most valuable things in the house. She pursed her dry red lips, her pure and elegant face with boundless loneliness, and gently turned the knob, hoping to make some noise to dilute the loneliness and unbearable coldness.

After a while, a low noise of vicissitudes came from the radio, echoing in the empty and lonely room, and the sound infected Cheng Jiangshui's bleak heart. Under the eyes, the tears gushing out of the drips are like crystal ice drops, each of which wraps the story of their youth. Following that familiar melody, Cheng Jiangshui sang in a low voice, and unconsciously, tears wet the tablecloth......

Spring flowers, autumn wind, and winter sunset,

As a melancholy youth, I used to think this ignorantly.

The windmill flows every day in the song of the four seasons,

In the poems of the wind and snow, I am growing up year after year.

The story of flowing water and taking away time changes a person's ............

The sorrow brought by the story of time is not only troubled by Cheng Jiangshui, but also He Yi'an who is far away in Lanzhou.

On Yuxiu Lake, the slightly rippling water waves carry pieces of dead leaves, floating leisurely into the distance, like a song of separation, like a sad sound.

At this moment, He Yi'an was holding the letter sent by Cheng Jiangshui, standing alone on the side of the icy lake, staring at the fallen leaves in the distance and being silent for a long time, and Du Wanling behind him slowly stepped forward and asked.

"It was sent by Jiang Shui?"

"Hmm!" He Yi'an answered softly, and a hurried voice came: "Mom...... Godfather and godmother, they have all moved back to Ganquan. ”

"Hmm!" Du Wanling made a nasal voice gloomily.

He Yi'an turned his head slowly, the once handsome and sunny face was now thin and skeletal, the slightly collapsed eye sockets under the high eyebrows looked a little decadent, and the beard at the jaw that had not been groomed for a long time was even more decadent and vicissitudes. Regarding his mother's reaction, He Yi'an was a little stunned.

"Aren't you surprised at all? Or did you already know? ”

Du Wanling pursed her lips, with a vague sadness between her eyebrows: "Your godfather and godmother are originally from Ganquan, and after wandering outside for so many years, it's time to go back." People, when you get old, you will inevitably feel homesick, and it is difficult to leave your homeland. ”

"But...... But Jiang Shui stayed in Longyou? ”

"Oh?" Du Wanling frowned, this news was probably something she didn't expect: "Jiang Shui stayed?" ”

He Yi'an stared at his mother, but he really couldn't see anything, so he lowered his head gloomily and said: "Jiang Shui said in the letter that when she graduates, she will take over her godfather's work and stay in the Tuanchang Health Center." ”

"That's a way to do it, right?" Du Wanling frowned and thought for a while, looked at He Yi'an, who was silent, and asked worriedly, "Yi'an, what are you thinking?" You wouldn't still be thinking about graduating and returning to Longyou, would you? Are you still sticking to your original intentions? ”

He Yi'an raised his head slowly, and his sad eyes seemed to still uphold the persistence of the year, and he did not lose a point: "Mom, some people have some things that are engraved in their bones, how can they forget if they want to forget." ”

"Hey!" Du Wanling sighed helplessly, her tired face was full of helplessness: "I knew that you wouldn't change easily." Yi'an, even so, my mother still wants to persuade you to let go when it's time to let go, don't work hard but find that you are trying to hurt yourself. ”

He Yi'an looked at his mother desolately, pulled the muscles at the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, and said, "Mom, do you know what makes people mature quickly? ”

"What is it?" Du Wanling glared at He Yi'an.

He Yi'an squinted at the fallen leaves on the lake and muttered.

"It hurts! A piercing pain! ”

Yes, it just hurts!

is like a butterfly metamorphosing, breaking out of the cocoon, and going through some pain to spread its colorful wings; It is like a phoenix nirvana, after repeated calcination and baptism of fire, immortality is rebirth.

The same is true of life, maturity is not the accumulation of years, but the formation of wearable calluses on the healing soul.