Chapter 99: Confession of the Cold

All the way through the willow forest, all the way side by side speechless.

Zheng Ke and He Yi'an came to a quiet pond and sat on a stone chair. Looking at He Yi'an, who was silent, Zheng Ke stroked his forehead, which was as smooth as jade, and lightly opened his lips.

"He Yi'an, do you have any plans for graduation in the future?"

He Yi'an, who was full of worries along the way, turned his head at this moment and asked hesitantly: "What, you are looking for me to ask this?" ”

Zheng Ke showed a sweet smile and said slightly: "It's curious, I want to know what your future ideals are?" ”

He Yi'an stared at the willow branches fluttering in the wind in the distance, his heart was gloomy, and he pursed his lips as if laughing at himself and said, "Ideal...... I used to be pretty sure what my dream was, but now ...... I don't know if this ideal is a dream or a delusion. ”

There was a thick melancholy in He Yi'an's tone, which made Zheng Ke's heart tremble, his eyes burned to look at his side face, and he asked tremblingly: "Oh, what is the ideal?" Can you tell us about it? ”

"Hey!"

He Yi'an let out a thick sigh of helplessness, perhaps the depression in his heart has been accumulated for too long, and now there is an object to talk to, even if it is useless, it can be regarded as a rare catharsis.

He frowned and said gloomily: "My dream used to be to graduate quickly, and after graduation, I could return to my hometown to work, return to my relatives to take care of them, and use all my strength to help them and repay them, but now I ......"

"Loved ones?"

Zheng Ke frowned and asked puzzledly, "Aren't your parents both in Lanzhou?" How to ......"

He Yi'an looked into the distance with amazement, and one after another unforgettable figures appeared like a mirage in front of him, and said faintly: "That is a very important relative in my life...... Oh, my godfather and godmother? He Yi'an turned around and explained.

"Oh? Is that so? ”

Zheng Keming nodded and asked, "What about now?" ”

He Yixin was bitter and hung his head lonely: "Now? Now I don't know where to go, how to face them. It's me! Messed up everything that was supposed to be good......"

Zheng Ke's heart tightened, and he asked, "Is something wrong?" ”

He Yi'an shook his head in a trance, as if he didn't want to continue this dull topic: "Forget it, I don't want to talk about this." What about you? What do you want to do after graduation? ”

"Me?"

A hint of beautiful longing appeared on Zheng Ke's picturesque face: "I want to be an editor and a writer, my ideal is to use my pen to walk the world and let the world know my name, hehe!" ”

He Yi'an nodded lightly: "That's good, better than me." ”

Zheng Ke's face suddenly flushed, and his wrinkled eyebrows were mixed with a little shyness, and he muttered: "He Yi'an, you said, you said that in the future, if we can fight side by side together...... How nice that would be! ”

He Yi'an frowned slightly, his body trembled slightly, and he didn't even dare to look directly at the girl beside him: "You! What are you talking about? I don't understand! ”

Zheng Ke's cheeks were flushed, his fingers nervously rubbed the corners of his clothes, and a voice came from under his lowered forehead: "Actually, what you heard, you understand......"

He Yi'an said uneasily: "I ......"

After a long period of silence, Zheng Ke raised his head slightly, looked at He Yi'an, who was silent beside him, seemed to have mustered all the courage, clenched his sweaty palms, and even his ten jade fingers were glowing, biting his lips and boldly revealing his heart.

"He Yi'an, I don't like beating around the bush. For more than a year, I have been observing you, and I feel that you are the one I have been waiting for in my life. He Yi'an, you ...... Can you accept my feelings? ”

Silence, another unbearable silence.

In the silent air, Zheng Ke's heartbeat could be heard at the moment, and He Yi'an's helpless sigh could be heard.

He Yi'an was not surprised by Zheng Ke's sincere and bold expression, he was not an ignorant and immature child. For Zheng Ke's intentional approach, deliberate care, and those twists and turns, he has actually been aware of them. In the face of such an excellent girl who is rich and charming, I am afraid it is also self-deception to say that she is not moved.

But He Yi'an is not a character who sees things and thinks differently, not to mention that the love between him and Cheng Jiangshui is very deep-rooted. The figure who has stood beside him since he was a child has already filled his heart.

Her presence has long become a habit.

Habit is a terrible thing, because habit you take it for granted, and because of habit, you don't dare to imagine what you will become when you lose it. In these days of separation, thoughts all the time are like a pot of porridge, the more you boil, the more viscous it becomes. Coupled with those troublesome disasters, he was so miserable and unskilled that he was tormented.

Therefore, for the slightest affection passed on by Zheng Ke, He Yi'an hid when he could at first, and ignored it if he could.

But until today, Zheng Ke has changed seats without scruples, chased after him magnificently, and was bold and straightforward, so that he had no way to hide. So, He Yi'an also wanted to take this opportunity to make his words clear, so as not to be fettered by these senseless emotions again, so that his tired heart could be oppressed by another emotion again.

He Yi'an raised his head, calmly looked directly at the expectant eyes, and showed a wry smile: "Zheng Ke, thank you, thank you for your straightforwardness and favor, but I'm sorry, I can't!"

Suddenly, like a basin of ice water poured on his head, Zheng Ke's pretty face suddenly turned pale: "Why can't it?" ”

He Yi'an turned his head and stared into the distance gloomily, and the sorrow of longing climbed up his eyebrows: "Because among the very important relatives in my life, not only my godfather and godmother, but also the girl I have long been in love with in my heart." ”

A wordless sour feeling in Zheng Ke's heart surged up: "You! Do you already have a lover? ”

Cheng Jiangshui's figure seemed to be standing in front of him, looking at each other, poignant and deep, He Yi'an bowed slightly: "Yes, that girl is like a towering tree in my heart, deeply rooted in my heart, deep-rooted and intertwined, which I will never be able to erase in my life." ”

There is lingering longing in that sad story, and a few simple words are enough to show how important the girl who occupies He Yi'an's heart is. Zheng Ke twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling a heart-wrenching feeling.

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry at this moment.

The first love in life should be the most romantic, beautiful, and unforgettable. didn't expect that his first love would end before it began.

People who are clearly close at hand, but they have no chance in their lives. In life, there will always be some beautiful emotions around you that fall to pieces, and then leave the fragments in the moment when the years look back.

The heart after the pain has become an unbearable unwillingness in life!

The poignant smile represented endless grief, and Zheng Ke muttered, "I...... I see, so it was. He Yi'an, can ...... Can you tell me what kind of girl she is? ”

Yes, what kind of girl is Cheng Jiangshui......