Chapter 119: He Yi'an, who never returned

Several degrees of cold and summer, several autumns, infatuation is not for snow and frost.

The light cold is not as warm as the morning light, and the spring water of a river flows eastward.

He Yi'an, who was sitting quietly in the classroom waiting for class, looked a little trance-like, and his mind was still reminiscent of the scene of going to Longyou to visit Cheng Jiangshui that day, and returning to his home in Lanzhou a few days later.

On that day, it happened that her mother Du Wanling was waiting for her eagerly, so a more in-depth heart-to-heart exchange between mother and son began.

"Yi'an, where did you go on summer vacation? I didn't go home, I went to school and asked, no one knows where you went? ”

"Oh, I'm out for a while." He Yi'an glanced at his mother worriedly.

Du Wanling frowned and asked wistfully, "Are you going back to the group?" ”

"Hmm!"

"Hey!" Du Wanling sighed faintly, nodded gloomily, and said, "I knew it was like this." Yi'an, when it comes to this, I know that no matter how much I persuade you, I can't persuade you. But if you think about it, you have to get your godmother's consent to do this. ”

He Yi'an's face was bitter: "I know, when I go back this time, I have met my godfather!" ”

"Oh, Jia'an is back in the group?"

Du Wanling raised her head in surprise, and after thinking for a while, she nodded silently and said: "Yes, it's time to go back and see the river, people's hearts and flesh have grown, not to mention that her daughter is alone." ”

Looking at his mother's lonely and gloomy face, He Yi'an said hesitantly: "Mom, I begged my godfather, and he promised to try to help me persuade my godmother." ”

Du Wanling slowly raised her head and said calmly: "Yes!" Did he say what to do with your dad? ”

He Yi'an drooped his head and said bitterly: "What my godfather means, I still don't want me and my dad to be too stiff." ”

"Hey, Jia'an is Jia'an, obviously I feel uncomfortable, and the first thing to consider is our side."

Du Wanling showed a look of emotion on her face, and continued to say sadly: "Your father is just a blind eye to Mount Tai, and he abandons the friendship he should cherish the most, and one day he will regret it after all!" ”

He Yi'an leaned forward and said with determination: "Mom, through what my godfather said, I also figured it out." I thought about not looking for a job after graduation, and then wait and see, I want to continue to go to graduate school! ”

He Yi'an's meaning of "wait and see", of course Du Wanling knew it, she was waiting for Li Xiulan to relax. The other party will not let go for a day, even if He Yi'an graduates and returns to Longyou, there will be no good results, and it is the first time I have heard him talk about graduate school.

"Oh? Graduate school, that's a good thing. ”

He Yi'an nodded and said calmly: "Actually, I also want to go to school while waiting to see if there are any signs of loosening on my godmother's side, and Jiang Shui may not be able to take root in Longyou." ”

Looking at her son's thoughtful appearance, Du Wanling sighed with emotion: "Yes, communication takes process, ice release takes time, and feelings need to be precipitated." Yi'an, Mom hopes that you will think carefully and don't make mistakes in the future. ”

He Yi'an looked at his mother hopefully and asked, "Mom, you won't object to us, will you?" ”

Du Wanling showed a sad smile: "If you oppose it, will you accept this opposition?" ”

"I ......"

"It's still ......" Du Wanling sighed secretly in her heart, but the surface was serene: "Yi'an, the road is your own after all, and your parents can't be companions, just a hopeful." ”

"Mom, thank you!"

……… It has been a long time since the scene of the mother-son heart-to-heart exchange, first got Cheng Jia'an's approval, and then won the mother's understanding, He Yi'an's confidence couldn't help but increase a few points. Graduation is just around the corner, and planned matters should be on the agenda.

After class, He Yi'an habitually walked out of the classroom alone with his books, and Zheng Ke's melancholy figure faintly appeared behind him. Looking at the distant back, Xiao Yamei next to her wrinkled her nose and said complainingly: "Zheng Ke, do you and He Yi'an have any results?" Doesn't you look like you're in love? It's too much to leave without saying hello after class! ”

Zheng Ke did not respond to his best friend's complaints, and his delicate and vulgar cheeks carried endless loneliness and sadness. Seeing this expression, Xiao Yamei was very surprised, and asked with bright eyes, "What?" You've been so diligently chasing, and he's still having this attitude? Is he disdainful of you? ”

"He already has someone in love!" Zheng Ke had no choice but to tell the truth that had been hidden for a long time.

"No, what kind of girl can compare to you Zheng Ke?" Xiao Yamei opened her mouth with an expression of disbelief, and then said angrily: "This He Yi'an can't be blind, don't let you be a big beauty who has nothing to say in all aspects, what kind of moth is it?" ”

"Maybe we're really inseparable!" Zheng Ke lowered his head and was sad.

The astringent youth can't escape a love like a snowy moon.

Here, there is love, affection, joy, and happiness, but there is no wishful thinking. Even if it is said freely, what is the use, when it really comes to the moment when the love is deeply rooted, how many people can see through it......

Xiao Yamei stomped her feet fiercely, her face was full of indignation, she blew her beard and glared and said, "Look at your stupid man and resentful woman, who are you fooling?" When you say that on your mouth, you must not have put it down in your heart, right? If I ask him, I won't believe it! What kind of person, can be better than you! ”

Zheng Ke pulled her in a panic and said sadly: "Yamei, forget it, how can this kind of thing be forced, let's go." ”

Accompanying Zheng Ke to walk away sadly, looking at her depressed cheeks, Xiao Yamei's watery eyes showed a little annoyance: "Hey, why are you bothering, it's really asking for yourself!" ”

On the other side, He Yi'an walked alone, and hurriedly caught up with Zhang Lei from behind, and ran all the way to make him sweat: "Yi'an, wait." Yi'an, oops, you're still running so fast! ”

He Yi'an stopped suspiciously and asked, "What's the matter, is there something wrong?" ”

"Professor Zheng is looking for you, let you go to the office!"

"Professor Zheng?" He Yi'an blinked and said suspiciously: "Well, did you say anything?" ”

"Well, that's not true."

Zhang Lei shook his head stunned, then stepped forward and raised his eyebrows, and whispered mysteriously: "But Professor Zheng must be a good thing to find you, who made you his most important student plus that." Hehe, hurry up, what's the good thing to bring with me! ”

"Oh oh oh, got it!" He Yi'an nodded, didn't explain too much, and walked along the lush forest path to Zheng Tianmin's office.

At the carved beams and paintings, an office building with a slightly classical style came into view, and He Yi'an pulled his clothes downstairs and tidied up his clothes a little, which was also a kind of respect for the teacher.

In fact, He Yi'an has always admired Zheng Tianmin's profound talent and Haoran's character, which has nothing to do with Zheng Ke.

"Professor Zheng!"

He Yi'an knocked on the half-open door and walked in lightly. Zheng Tianmin, who was behind the desk opposite, was burying his head in a stack of books, raised his head and helped the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose, stood up and smiled: "It's He Yi'an, come, sit here." ”

He Yi'an sat on the opposite side of the desk a little uneasy, his face stiffened slightly, and asked suspiciously: "Professor Zheng, do you have something to do with me?" ”

Seeing that He Yi'an was a little restrained, Zheng Tianmin smiled kindly: "Hehe, don't be nervous, the matter between you and Zheng Ke is your young man's own business." Now they all pay attention to the freedom of love, and I, as a teacher, is really not suitable to be mixed in. ”

He Yi'an felt a little relieved, and stumbled to explain: "Oh! I ...... Zheng Ke and I."

Zheng Tianmin waved his hand, interrupting his words, looking at He Yi'an calmly, his words sincere and straightforward: "I haven't finished my words yet, but as a father, I still hope that my child can be happy and find the other half of her love." Yi'an, you are a very good student, and I am very optimistic about you. But in the end, whether you can come together or not depends on your own choices, and you can't help it. ”

He Yi'an didn't dare to have a trace of carelessness, and sat quietly listening, his heart was already full of apologies: "Thank you for your understanding, Professor Zheng!" ”

Zheng Tianmin nodded indifferently: "I came to you because I heard that you are going to continue the postgraduate examination?" ”

He Yi'an bowed his head frankly and said, "Well, there is such a plan." ”

Zheng Tianmin's eyes showed a hint of approval, turned around and took out a bag of materials and handed it to He Yi'an: "I appreciate your spirit of research in the discipline, and I hope you can sail further in the ocean of knowledge." These are some of my experiences in the field of sociology, you can take a look at them, and if you don't understand anything, you can always ask me. ”

"Professor Zheng, this!"

Looking at the thick information bag in front of him, He Yi'an stood up in panic. Don't look at Zheng Tianmin's understatement, but as a scholar who has been engaged in theoretical research all year round, these may be his years of hard work.

For an ordinary student, he didn't have the slightest broom to cherish himself, so he handed it over to himself in such a grand manner, you can imagine how heavy the weight is.

Zheng Tianmin waved his hand indifferently, stood up slowly, handed the information bag into He Yi'an's hand, and said with a smile: "This is a teacher's expectation for students, and it is also an elder's care for juniors, that's all, don't have any pressure." ”

After receiving the information, He Yi'an's hands trembled slightly, bowed deeply, and said gratefully: "I understand, thank you Professor Zheng, I will definitely live up to your expectations." ”

Zheng Tianmin's kind face showed a bit of expectation, patted He Yi'an's shoulder, and sighed: "Master, give it to the blue, and the blue of the future is in the blue." Maybe you're not the best of my students, but you're the one with the most potential. He Yi'an, the traveler often comes, the doer often succeeds, the mountain is a few feet high, just waiting for one step. Hehe, I hope that one day, someone will introduce me like this - this is Professor Zheng Tianmin, Ho's teacher...... Do you understand? ”

"Yes!"

He Yi'an bent down respectfully again, humbly accepting the teacher's teachings. In Zheng Tianmin's relieved eyes, He Yi'an left gracefully. At this time, the small door on the other side of the office opened, revealing Zheng Keqingya's lonely figure.

"Dad!"

Seeing that his daughter looked trapped and depressed, Zheng Tianmin sighed involuntarily: "He Yi'an is a person who does not take away the stone and grinds but does not phosphorus, and it is difficult to change the things he decides. He's really good, and of course I want you to be a dad and you can get together. But Zheng Ke, nothing in the world is unpredictable, only feelings cannot be forced, and timely stop loss is the highest level of self-discipline for adults, otherwise only you will be hurt, understand? ”

"yes, I see!"

Ear Ti accepted his father's earnest teachings, but Zheng Ke felt an indescribable sourness in his heart.

Yes, if you don't stop the loss in time, the prosperity will fall to three thousand, and the pain will only be staged.

She really wants to tell herself that love is not everything, and she has to try to smile and be relieved. However, the pain of first love is like an iron nail nailed into the bone marrow, unpulled, and painful; Pulling it out is even more heartbreaking.

The deepest pain is that you can't let go of the unforgettable memories of the past.

Looking at her daughter's sad face, Zheng Tianmin couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart, patted Zheng Ke's shoulder lovingly, and said with affection: "Love has two sides, you can not only taste its sweetness, but also bear its suffering." You have to learn to accept disappointment, sadness and parting, and if you learn, your life will no longer be pure! ”