Jade Emperor Pavilion, under the green Berlin.

The breeze is cool and the sound of books is loud.

On a quiet step, Cheng Jianghe was walking around with a book, snorting his lips and reciting silently. Xu Dongmei quietly wiped the fine sweat on her forehead, carefully adjusted her clothes, and waited until her whole body was filled with the innocence of a girl and the charm of youth, then she stepped forward and smiled sweetly at Cheng Jianghe.

"Cheng Jianghe, you are here, let me find it easily?"

"Ah, it's you!" Cheng Jianghe broke away from the book, raised his head in surprise, and then asked suspiciously, "What?" You came to school so early, huh? Well, you're looking for me? ”

Xu Dongmei's face was suddenly embarrassed, her neck flushed with pink, she took out a warm lunch box from her schoolbag, and handed it over shyly: "Here, this is for you!" ”

Looking at the lunch box in front of him, Cheng Jianghe did not reach out to take it, but frowned and asked, "This is?" ”

Xu Dongmei's sparkling starry eyes rolled out a lovely white eye, and said angrily: "People are iron rice and steel, how can you rely on a cold steamed bun to support your body in your third year of high school." I brought it to you from home, so eat it! ”

Cheng Jianghe frowned, and said in astonishment: "For me?" ”

"yes!"

"Yes...... But why give it to me? Cheng Jianghe's words were obviously a bit confusing, which made it difficult to answer for a while.

Xu Dongmei bit her lip gently, stretched her arm forward again, and complained: "What is given to you is for you, is it interesting to ask this?" ”

"I'm sorry, Xu Dongmei, I've already eaten it!" Cheng Jianghe seemed to be a little unkind, his handsome cheeks slowly turned cold, and he refused indifferently: "I can't ask for this, thank you for your kindness!" ”

"You! How can you do that! The tip of Xu Dongmei's nose suddenly became sore, her eyes were misty, and she explained sadly: "I didn't delay sending it to you for a moment......

Looking at the girl opposite holding a well-groomed lunch box, Cheng Jianghe couldn't help but tremble in his heart, and then secretly took a deep breath, tried to control his restless emotions, shook his head and said: "Don't get me wrong, I really have no reason to accept your gift, it's useless." ”

The other party's refusal is heartbreaking!

Xu Dongmei's eyes were red in an instant, her eyes revealed a thick sadness, and she stared at Cheng Jianghe's eyes tightly and said, "Cheng Jianghe, what are you talking about?" Do you know that rejecting a girl like this will be embarrassing! ”

Cheng Jianghe's angular face showed a bit of indifference, and his language was plain but unmistakable: "Well, I'm really sorry, I have my principles, I really can't accept it!" ”

Xu Dongmei's teeth clenched her thin red lips, her heart seemed to be squeezed by a heavy piece of iron, and her voice was faintly trembling and aggrieved: "This ...... It's not just a meal! Don't you understand? ”

There was silence, and there was silence.

Cheng Jianghe's lips were also pursed, looking reserved and solemn, with a faint look of persistence and perseverance on his face. The waves on the surface are not shocked, but in fact, there is a trace of calm after extreme control after the river and the sea are turned over in the heart.

He pretended to be cold and said: "Classmate Xu Dongmei, just because its meaning is not simple, I can't accept it even more. It's not that I don't understand, but I ...... It's because you can't! ”

Xu Dongmei's pink face had already turned pale, her long eyelashes were filled with crystal mist, and she trembled with bloodless lips and asked, "Why, why can't you?" ”

Cheng Jianghe's face was bitter, and he turned his head silently, as if in the face of such a poignant and direct Xu Dongmei, he couldn't continue to be indifferent.

His eyes leisurely looked at the eaves and green tiles of the Jade Emperor Pavilion arching towards the sky, which was a cold and indifferent color, just like the heart at this moment.

Cheng Jianghe said gloomily: "Because we are different, I have no other choice." Different people have different fate nodes, and if I can't restrain myself at this critical juncture, maybe just one year will be a sea of life for me, and I can't regret it. So...... I can't take it, I'm sorry! ”

After that, Cheng Jianghe did not turn back again, but dragged his heavy steps and prepared to leave, and Xu Dongmei, who was sad into his liver and spleen, took a step forward unconsciously, and asked in a sad voice with a trace of last hope: "What about the future......

Cheng Jianghe paused, did not answer this question that he couldn't answer, and walked forward gloomily, disappearing into the distance after a while.

That's the cruelest answer behind that question mark!

Xu Dongmei's urgent need had to come with a negative "no".

This ruthless word instantly extinguished the fire of youth that Xu Dongmei had just mustered up the courage to ignite, leaving the scars of youth alone in the cold wind......

"Cheng Jianghe, why, why hasn't it started yet, you have to let me face the end ......"

Xu Dongmei squatted on the ground miserably, she cried, crying very sad and disappointed. The tears that kept falling, every drop was full of sadness and desolation, the slightest emotion, and the smell broke my heart.

The beginning of the beginning, I am attached to you because I love you.

Finally, at the end, I cry for you because I lost you......

In the evening self-study, Xu Dongmei held the box of cold lunch boxes in her arms, as if she wanted to use her body temperature to warm up the desolation that had nowhere to put after falling out of love.

How can ice warm up ice!

Xu Dongmei looked back stupidly, looking at Cheng Jianghe, who was still immersed in hard work and unmoved not far away, she couldn't help but let out a sad wail in her heart, and a tear slipped down on the cold food box. That mournful melody echoed in my heart at the moment, full of gloomy melancholy.

"Gently hold your face, wipe away your tears for you, this heart will always belong to you, tell me that I am no longer lonely, gazing deeply into your eyes, no more words are needed......"

And on this night, Cheng Jianghe was also tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.

In the time of his youth that passed in a hurry, he really gave up a lot. Innocent childlike fun, unrestrained games, and touching love......

's overly rational self-repression makes the world of his youth less colorful and even a little dull and monotonous.

But he firmly believes that it is the right thing to do and it is necessary.

Today's gloom may be the foreshadowing of the bright future, and the monotony of the present may be the blossoming flowers on the road ahead.

In life, we must know how to make trade-offs, and we must know how to be self-disciplined. However, why is my heart so painful at this moment, so painful that people can't sleep, so crazy that it hurts, and how heartbreaking it hurts......