Chapter 260: Scabbing
The expanse of turquoise lawn and the sky are an endless azure blue, dotted with several snow-white clouds.
This kind of scene makes people feel comfortable just looking at it, and the white clouds are floating very low, as if they are about to stick to the ground.
Xie Chen lay on the lawn in a trance, looking at this particularly familiar scene, which reminded me of the dream of meeting Xiaohong in my heart.
I know that this is just a dream.
But he didn't make any extra movements, not even opening his eyes.
Just to be able to stay longer in this comfortable dream.
A cool breeze blew, slowly brushing the grass on this grassland, and then, stroking around his whole body.
Xie Chen felt that this was like the touch of his mother's palm, and he only felt a burst of satisfaction.
In a trance, Xiaohong's voice seemed to appear in his ears again, but in fact, there was no sound, but he could feel the movement of people walking around him with his eyes closed.
I still didn't rush to open my eyes to check, this is just a dream of my own, anything can appear on this endless grassland, I have seen it once when I open my eyes, even if there is movement now, I don't want this movement to take me out of the dream so quickly.
Xie Chen closed his eyes and closed his hands, beside him were those bright flowers, in fact, there were some flowers not far away with many wild fruits.
In the distance, there were tents one after another, and it was evident that people were camping with them.
It wasn't until I heard a crackling sound that I had been lying on the ground with my eyes closed that I was forced to open my eyes helplessly.
Xie Chen sat up from the grass and looked carefully.
I did want to take a closer look, but everyone who shuttled between the tents felt a little familiar and unfamiliar.
I don't know if it's because it's too far away, or because of the light on the grassland.
Maybe it's both, I've been closed for so long, and I'm a little hazy and can't see clearly when I just open them.
I didn't see the faces of these people clearly, although they felt familiar, but they didn't know who they were, and I could only see that these people were all talking freely and communicating with each other enthusiastically.
The expressions on their faces represented the most sincere emotions between them, as if they were very real, and it was not like they were in a dream.
In the harmonious atmosphere of talking with each other, I seem to be able to see joy, appreciation, trust, kindness, peace, and relief.
Xie Chen sat in place, as if he was a little uncomfortable all over, as if there were ants crawling on him, densely packed.
I struggled to stand up, and my vision became broader, looking at the group of people communicating in front of me and the harmonious atmosphere, I also thought about joining them.
Some numb feet, little by little, towards the grassland, slowly, but with each step you can feel a real touch.
It doesn't look like I'm dreaming, it's more like I'm actually walking on this grassland.
But no matter how long he walked, no matter whether he picked up his pace or turned into running, he couldn't really get close to the camp in front of him.
Desperately used all his strength, but in exchange for only getting a little closer.
But at least there is a little bit of shortening the distance, and my heart is still stubborn, wanting to exchange for a little bit again and again.
If you can get closer every time, it's possible to get closer to that camp.
Although the sweat on his forehead had begun to slide down his cheeks, he had not yet approached the camp.
But get a little closer, don't let yourself underestimate the faces of the group of people in the camp.
Someone who is very familiar indeed.
They were Mom and Dad, Xiaohong and Xiaowen, and even laughing next to the camp, as well as the other two people, Dagang and Adu.
In addition to these people, there was a large group of people in the class who were classmates with them, and even at the back of the camp, there were many more people they didn't know.
Some of them seemed to have seen their faces themselves, but they didn't remember much clearly, but now they had appeared in the camp as well.
At the same time that they saw them, they also saw themselves, and all their eyes were projected towards this side.
Xie Chen felt these gazes, and this time he didn't feel that they were staring at them with disgust and disgust, as if under their gaze, he felt a little confident for the first time.
These people all had smiles on their faces, and they didn't immediately grin at themselves at the sight of them, and they didn't want to hurt themselves with vile violence.
They were all smiling, their mouths not open, as if they were not torturing themselves with the twisted language, and they seemed to have become mutual friends and family in their eyes.
As they ran and sweated, they began to wave to their side.
"Come on, I've been waiting for you for a long time, there are still a lot of fun things here, come and see all this, we all feel that we are missing you."
Xie Chen listened to this sentence clearly, and the whole person seemed to have been electrocuted, and his heels stood still, as if he couldn't believe his ears.
His lips trembled, and something seemed to be swirling in his eyes, but the wind around him blew gently, but his eyes were only a little sour, and no tears slipped out.
His trembling arms slowly stretched out, and he seemed to hear the people in the camp in the distance talking to him again.
But I seemed to think of something, and I didn't respond immediately.
"What are they?"
Xie Chen stood in place, talking to himself blankly, as if he was asking himself a rhetorical question.
"What is it?"
Xie Chen stood in place at a loss, looking at a person who seemed to be greeting him in the distance, and he was even more panicked.
Among these people, Xie Chen did not see the figure he wanted to see, but these people became familiar and strange dangers in his eyes.
Whether it is physical or psychological, he is particularly uncomfortable with the shouting of the group of people in front of him.
"Where's my sister?!"
"Sister!"
Seeing his mother standing at the front of the crowd, Xie Chen asked anxiously.
"Where's my sister? Mom, where's my sister? ”
While asking, he felt that someone next to him was pointing at him, so he immediately tilted his head in surprise and found that his sister was by his side at this time.
I don't know when I took my sister's hand.
My sister gave herself a particularly strange feeling, which should be said to be strange.
The back of her hands and thighs were covered with wounds, and although the wounds had scabbed, they could be seen to be deeply wounded, and the sundress she wore on her body was tattered and dirty.
There are some forks in the hair, and there are many bruises on the face, and the scars are not only on the back of the hands and thighs, but the scars are particularly obvious in these two places, and there are many small injuries in other places.
Xie Chen's lips trembled a little, and the sister in front of him seemed to have suffered a great torture, and her body seemed to feel a little similar pain.
I took a step forward in disbelief, but my sister stepped back by herself, as if she didn't want to see her so embarrassed.
As soon as my sister withdrew from this step, a huge crack appeared on her face, this crack was so deep that even through the position of the two people, she could clearly see the surging flesh and blood inside.
"Who!!
Xie Chen clenched his hands into fists, his eyes were full of angry emotions, and he wanted to go over and hug his sister who was covered in bruises, but his sister took a step back.
Xie Chen's hands fell into the air, hanging weakly on the ground, and an inexplicable sense of weakness pressed deeply on himself.
Xie Chen clenched his teeth and scolded in a low voice.
"Who the hell is it...... Who is taking you???! ”
My sister saw that she was uncomfortable, and immediately came in and squatted down to look at herself.
"It's them, brother......"
The younger sister struggled to reach out, and the scarred hand pointed her finger at the crowd in the distance.
With a fierce look, Xie Chen looked at the crowd in the camp in the distance.
My sister's voice trembled a little and continued to point to the crowd.
"It's them, they're the ones who torture me like this day after day, and all these wounds on my body are all the ...... they left on me"
Hearing this, he couldn't help but look angrily at the crowd in the distance, and the fierceness on his face became even stronger.
"I'm sorry ......"
Before he could release the hatred in his heart, he suddenly heard these three words next to his ears.
But it's such a fluttering three words, but it seems to want to cover everything up.
"We'll do our best to make amends for the mistakes that hurt you, if we can."
"We'll give you love, yes, you think it's not real, it's going to make you feel a little twisted love, even though you don't think so, but please forgive us."
"Do you accept it?"
As far as the eye could see, the crowd no longer maintained joyful expressions, and even stopped all the movements in their hands, and all of them were facing themselves.
In their own eyes, their faces actually began to have some crystal droplets, like crystals, falling to the ground.
"That's ...... What? ”
"Yes...... Tears? ”
The brain seems to be a little cognitively impaired at this moment, and seeing these people, the things that slip out of the eyes, I feel strange from the bottom of my heart.
I don't know since when I forgot what tears were, and I forgot even crying.
It seems that I only howled and cried at the time of birth, and then slowly grew up, and as I grew older, I could only learn to endure in pain again and again, and learn to grit my teeth and persevere.
In the impression of this body, crying only makes me feel more pain.
In the diary, in the diary I wrote, it seems that there is never a sad mood.
Is that right?
Xie Chen's body trembled a little, as if he was born because of pain and died because he protected hope.
Even though these feelings are all illusory, this should be the end of themselves......
"No, no!"
"Why...... Why! I don't accept it! ”
Xie Chen fell to his knees with weak feet, instinctively supporting the ground with one hand and covering his swollen brain with the other, a calm voice kept ringing in his head, interfering with his judgment a little bit.
"What, why? You should know it yourself! ……”
Xie Chen's eyes widened, and he roared loudly at the top of his throat: "I don't accept it!!!! ”
"I will never, ever accept this belated redemption!!!!!"
Xie Chen vented his inner anger and expressed the hatred that had been stored in his heart for a long time.
A strange voice sounded from the depths of Xie Chen's consciousness, and this voice was particularly familiar.
"Hahahahaha, I won! Redemption ......"