On the side, Xu Dongmei didn't sit or sit, she was very uncomfortable shy, and kept rubbing the corners of her clothes under her hands, and even her knuckles became white. Cheng Jianghe suddenly felt that his throat and eyes were a little dry, and he couldn't drink water at this time, looking left and right, he really didn't know what to say, and finally stumbled and said nonsense: "Eh, why don't you drink some water!" ”

Cheng Jianghe left to talk about his restraint, but reminded Xu Dongmei, he was like this back then, you take two steps back and don't force him to a dead end, it is more difficult to hear his true words than to ascend to the sky.

Since God has once again taken pity on himself and given him a second fate, whether he can catch it or not, it all depends on the current initiative. Shyness is shyness, excitement is excitement, Hu Lili has created such good conditions, she doesn't know how to borrow the east wind, maybe the people in her heart will no longer have fate.

After hesitating for a long time, and also for a long time, although Xu Dongmei finally mustered up the courage, her eyes did not dare to look at the other party, and she could only ask weakly: "Cheng Jianghe, I have written you a lot of letters, why don't you reply?" ”

As soon as he asked this, Cheng Jianghe was suddenly forced into a corner.

During the four years of college, he did receive a lot of letters from Xu Dongmei, and he didn't know how she knew his address.

But what was Cheng Jianghe facing at that time?

It is completely a situation of fighting against the water, he rejects all external interference, and has only one goal: to graduate as soon as possible, to work as soon as possible, and to support the precarious family as soon as possible.

Those so-called love, those so-called ups and downs, are just different temptations that are free from the cruel reality. In this situation, the emotional thing is not that you don't want to, but that you can't think about it!

The law of the jungle exists in all strata of society, no one can get away with it, the final result can only be that the strong are stronger and the weak are weaker.

In the face of such a situation, forcing yourself to become stronger may be the only way out.

So he can only hide all these disturbing emotions, or put them on the shelf, forcing himself not to think about it and not to accept it, including Xu Dongmei's perseverance in Hongyan Biography.

But at this moment, facing Xu Dongmei's questioning directly, no matter how he explained, it might sound like a kind of prevarication to the other party. However, in his true heart, is it to instinctively refuse?

Of course not!

Who has not had the budding of youth, who has not had the fantasy of passion.

Even trying to control Cheng Jianghe is not the essence of a saint, and the surging hormones are a desire that the body cannot control. Those tragic high school days, suppressing the innate instinct alive, and even strangling it to death, could be regarded as an extreme rationality and extreme restraint at that time.

But if you look back, if there is no emotion and no regret, then it is no different from destroying human nature.

Faced with Xu Dongmei's weak and fiery questioning, he really couldn't find any suitable explanation, so he could only lower his head and replied apologetically: "I...... I don't know what to do! ”

Xu Dongmei, who was pure in feelings, didn't understand Cheng Jianghe's complex state of mind, and layers of questions accumulated in her heart, eager to untie the locks one by one, she frowned, bit her lip and said, "Do you think I'm disturbing you?" ”

This was a question with prior self-denial, which made Cheng Jianghe very hesitant, he waved his hands in panic, and his words became impatient: "Ah, don't get me wrong, it's not what you imagined." In fact, as I told you, the university entrance examination was my only way out, and it was my only goal to successfully complete my studies and return to Ganquan. I have too much pressure and responsibility on me, I can't take care of other things, I'm afraid I'll be distracted, I'm afraid I'm sorry for the responsibility I have to bear, so, I ......"

Cheng Jianghe's nervousness, Cheng Jianghe was at a loss, and Xu Dongmei was all contained in his eyes. Although she didn't quite understand what Cheng Jianghe was afraid of, she had a panicked look and an anxiety that was eager to explain, which made her stabilize her mind.

A woman's innate sixth sense tells her that Cheng Jianghe cares about her, and even ...... Even like her!

Xu Dongmei secretly turned her anger into joy, raised her head tremblingly, looked at the face that was deep in her mind, and said softly: "Can you tell me about it?" Why did you treat me like that in the first place, and why did your life purpose make you treat me like that? ”

Cheng Jianghe was stunned: "Uh, you really want to hear it?" ”

In this independent space, only the two of them are adults, and everything in the past no longer needs to be hidden. You can only take the initiative to ask this man on the other side step by step, maybe you can confide in some real thoughts, who makes it yourself who has always taken the initiative!

So Xu Dongmei nodded affirmatively: "Well, I want to know about you, your past, your present, and all your own." ”

"Ah, so, that...... All right! ”

Cheng Jianghe twisted his face, feeling extremely restrained. was forced to do this by a woman, and there have only been two times in his life.

It's the same woman both times.

He hesitated for a long time, like an old monk chanting scriptures, but he was full of sincere emotions, and his handsome cheeks showed a breath of time, slowly provoking the memories in his heart: "Where to start...... Let's start with Longyou's group, in that very embarrassing and difficult day, there is such a family, no matter how hard it is, they can boil honey from the bitter water jar......"

With Cheng Jianghai's narration, it is like a boy next door telling the simple past of those firewood, rice, oil, salt and sauce, without waves.

There is no exaggeration, and there is no need for any embellishment, but the story of the experience is formed into a simple ink painting of ordinary life, which is slowly opened and shown to the current people. Then tell the helplessness and the hardship to the other party who has nothing to feel, so that they can go from knowing to understanding, and then to understanding.

People and people's worlds are different, experiences are different, perceptions are different, and the worldviews formed are even more different, which requires a communication and a kind of identity.

The cognition and feelings that she did not know slowly blended from this moment from the clear space, feeling his difficulty, understanding his persistence, and understanding his escape.

The story of Cheng Jianghe is not complicated, let alone ups and downs, but it is indeed full of the brilliance of goodness.

Don't look at women as animals dominated by simple emotions, after Xu Dongmei read all this, she knew that what she was pursuing was a person who was truly bloody and daring to take responsibility, even in this pure era, such men were not everywhere.

She was suddenly deeply moved by the other party's perseverance and responsibility. At this moment, she is not only proud of her original choice, but also glad that fate favored her again.

After the rain, the sky is clear, and the sun is back.

While walking and chatting, Cheng Jianghe sent Xu Dongmei to the door of the meteorological monitoring station. The narration along the way made all the reasons clear and clear, which can be regarded as eliminating all misunderstandings.

At this moment, Xu Dongmei's heart was clear, looking at Cheng Jianghe who was standing next to her in panic, with a hint of shyness, she said softly: "Cheng Jianghe, I know now that my understanding of you is too superficial. Fortunately, God has let us meet again, and I hope to know more and more about you in the future. ”

"Ahh

Cheng Jianghe looked at the flush on the other party's cheeks, didn't know what to say, and watched Xu Dongmei turn her head happily and enter the Meteorological Bureau in a curling manner, the soles of her feet seemed to be stepping on the elegant white clouds. Cheng Jianghe stood melancholy, but his heart was turbulent......

Xu Dongmei is clear about her emotions, and Cheng Jianghe is clear in her heart.

This lost and regained emotion is also precious to Cheng Jianghe, but it is full of all kinds of worries.

Superficial simplicity does not mean intrinsic complexity.

Love is simple, the result is complicated.

Isn't the relationship between Cheng Jiangshui and He Yi'an difficult because of the disparity in the status of the two families? With the experience of the past, with his understanding of his own temperament, he really doesn't have enough confidence in how to deal with the complex social background behind Xu Dongmei.

Looking at Xu Dongmei's cheerful back, Cheng Jianghe shook his head gently, sighed and left with a lot of concern......