Chapter 19 Memories become a river
When you are young, everyone has a lot of secrets. Some secrets felt unforgivable and powerless at the time, but now they are as light as a feather and can be broken; There are secrets that are always hidden in your heart, but telling them can change the course of your life.
Who said that the things that you feel can't get over at the moment will become ridiculous and vulnerable when you encounter bigger things. At that time, I felt that I could never forget and let go, but I didn't know that time, a great magician, had the power to erase and change everything.
It was when I first entered the university, and I started my university life with hope for the future and expectations for the future.
Every law student's initial dream is to stand in the courtroom and debate passionately, with a unique perspective on the topic and a special view of both sides of the story.
"An Zixun!" I staggered along with the books I had just borrowed from the campus library, and the four books were stacked up almost blocking my vision, when I suddenly heard someone call my name.
Hearing this, he turned around and was the head of the school's practice department.
"What's the matter, Minister?" I stopped and waited for him to catch up.
"With so many books, do you need me to help you?" He scratched his head, ready to reach out.
"No, no, I'm going to the dorm right away," I looked at him, "what's the matter?" ”
"Oh, the debate schedule for Saturday is out, I'll give it to you first."
"Okay, thank you!"
"It's okay, come on."
Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and the pink notice in my hand was too light, so I hurriedly grabbed it and vaguely saw three words - Gu Mingyuan.
The name is so familiar, I walked into the elevator of the dormitory building with the book in my arms, and I forgot to press the floor.
"An An, you're back!" A clear female voice sounded in the elevator.
I looked up and saw that it was Xiaojia.
"Yes! I just borrowed a few books to use during the evening discussions," I handed her the schedule in my hand by the way, "by the way, you see, this is the schedule for Saturday's game." ”
Xiaojia took it, looked at it and said, "Huo! This competition is not to be underestimated. You see, the judges are all bigwigs. ”
I looked at it again, "Laughing to death, we little rookies, do we need the person in charge of the Shanghai division to come hahaha?" ”
"I don't know how the organizing committee invited the judges this time, but they also look up to us too much!" Xiaojia quipped.
"By the way, I think this Gu Mingyuan is quite familiar, who is it, have we discussed it?" I asked, pointing to the notice.
Xiaojia: "Gu Mingyuan? I don't know, I'll see it when the time comes, I haven't heard of it. ”
The elevator door opened, and my dorm arrived.
Xiaojia waved her hand: "See you in the conference room in the evening." ”
"Good. See you in the evening! ”
When I returned to the dormitory and put down the book, I opened Zhihu and typed in the words "Gu Mingyuan", thinking in my heart who this was.
It turned out to be the captain of the school team of a 985 University of Science and Technology in the magic capital, and then take a closer look - "the third most handsome male debater in the Shanghai Division", "Huo Jianhua in the Shanghai Debate Circle", I laughed out loud, they were all vague candid pictures, and the fan sister on Zhihu also started a fan circle for him.
A slap doesn't make a sound, and the good debate circle is so smoky, I shook my head, with a hint of disdain in my heart, I want to see what kind of fairy it is.
"I am the chairman of this debate competition, please allow me to introduce the three judges of this competition, they are President Zhang from the Shanghai Debate Association, the coach of the debate team from Beijing Normal University, and Gu Mingyuan, the captain of the debate team of Shanghai Jiao Tong University. Welcome to them! ”
There are many things in the world that can't escape Mr. Wang Jingze's "law of true fragrance", including me.
"I want to see who the god is?"
"I was wrong, what a fairy."
Gu Mingyuan's thin and tall figure makes people unable to take their eyes off it at a glance. Dressed in a black trench coat, he walked briskly all the way, with a blush on his face from the wind of the magic capital, walked to his seat, shook hands with the other two judges, and waited for them to sit down on the far right. Although it is a coffee seat, it is very humble obediently, and after sitting down, he untied his Burberry scarf.
"Debaters on both sides and judges are invited to shake hands." Chair the process in a timely manner.
Xiaojia touched my arm: "No, go see this Captain Gu." ”
I pulled back my senses and hurried to keep up with Xiaojia's pace.
Gu Mingyuan stood up and smiled, in stark contrast to the serious faces of the remaining two bigwigs.
"Hello Captain Gu." I softened my voice, this shyness was frighteningly fake.
"Hello, come on!" Gu Mingyuan's voice was so good, and the broadcast cavity made me even sink a little, and my heartbeat missed a beat.
I heard that he is not from Shanghai, but he has a beautiful southern voice.
"After the first defense of the positive side speaks, accept the second defense of the opposing side to question; After that, the opposing side will speak in the first defense and accept the questions of the first defense of the positive side. Immediately afterwards, the two sides argued against each other; Then, the free debate with the three arguments as the core begins; Finally, the four arguments will be concluded. The debate in this contest is 'Is late justice justice?' 'The game is on, please start arguing. The chairman of the debate tournament announced.
"Thank you, Chair. We believe that justice that is delayed is justice. What is justice? Plato believed that "to do his duty is justice", Urbian believed that "justice is the eternal meaning of stability that gives everyone the right to do so", and Kelsen believed that "justice is a subjective value judgment" ......"
The argument stood up and read the argument, and the three teammates and I, who were on the opposing side, immediately followed the record.
Soon it will be my turn to debate. "May I ask the opposing side, will the meaning of justice change with time and history?"
"If so, is there an eternal element in this concept?"
"If justice doesn't come when it's needed most, what's the point?"
When I was younger, I always thought that the speed of speech like a machine gun and the aggressive expression were the only magic weapon in the debate arena.
After several rounds, the two sides were very stalemate, we grabbed the other party's loophole in the definition of the concept, and the other party also bit our logic line and hit it hard. When the last link came, Xiaojia and the others in front breathed a sigh of relief.
"Okay, thank you very much, both sides, please make a summary of the four arguments of the pros and cons." The Chair said.
I put down the manuscript, straightened out my thoughts a little, looked at the judges and said:
"In fact, what we want to say today is very simple, justice is time-sensitive, and once it is late, it is not real justice. Just as there are three deaths of man, the first is physical death, covered with a white cloth and pushed into the crematorium; The second is a memorial service, where all those who know you gather together to remember your achievements and losses in this life; And the third time, the last person in the world who remembers you also leaves, this time it is real death. Not all unjust cases can meet the return of the deceased, and not all unjust cases can rush to the hot search to get attention. For families without power, money or power, justice will come decades later, what will it be like then? Let me tell you, at that time, the family was ruined, the wife was separated, even if he was lucky enough to get out of prison with a huge amount of compensation from the state, what could he do but sigh about the past? There are many unfortunate people, and if justice comes after true death, who will remember, and who will tell the dead? Therefore, today we want to tell the public security and judicial system, these people who hold public power, you must be cautious and cautious, careful and careful, maybe for you, it is just a task for thousands of days, but for others, it is the happiness and happiness of several families for a lifetime. ”
When the words fell, the audience fell silent, and a few seconds later erupted in warm applause.
Not only pay attention to him, but also attach great importance to his evaluation.
At a glance, I thought of a sentence that "a humble gentleman is as gentle as jade." The indifference between the eyebrows, the humility when speaking. At a glance, I knew he was a man with a story,
The books he has read, the places he has walked, and the people he has met are all contained in his temperament. Attractive. But there is a sense of steadiness.
At that time, I was very young, and I was very sharp in the debate arena, and it was difficult for me to think calmly. In addition to winning, you still want to win, you have to win.
The impetuous-minded little girl was naturally attracted to him, and was attracted to this somewhat handsome and interesting judge.
He talked slowly, commenting and analyzing for us little by little.
At the moment, I don't remember that I was still on the field, next to my teammates, but I felt that there was a light shining on him. He looks serious and looks good. His brows were frowning, and his eyes were shining, like a well-sailed ship.
What is in his eyes, is the calm and gentle of the gurgling stream, the turbulent waves when the waves are surging, and the peach paradise of people overseas. There is no lingering, no uneasiness. What a clear and clear man.
As for the problems existing on both sides, although the tone is gentle, they are all pointed out.
At the end, he said: "The four arguments of the positive side are good, continue to work hard." ”