Chapter 301: Forgiveness
The moon is crooked, and the lights are faint.
The area of the Cheng family is not large, according to Cheng Jianghai's arrangement, Bao Xiaoqi slept in the hut, and Cheng Jianghai, who had nowhere to go, could only sleep in the same bed with the Cheng family.
After serving Cheng Jia'an and lying down, Cheng Jianghai came to Bao Xiaoqi's room in a daze, but found that she was still sitting on the edge of the bed, and the bedding she brought was still stacked at the head of the bed and not unfolded.
Perhaps the harmony of the day did not completely dilute the worries in my heart, until in the dead of night, the hesitation and helplessness in my heart climbed up my beautiful cheeks again.
Cheng Jianghai's heart trembled, he sat aside gently, and looked at her with pity: "What, are you still worried?" ”
Bao Xiaoqi lowered her head and rubbed the corner of her clothes, paused for a moment, and asked faintly, "Jiang Hai, will I cause you trouble?" ”
Cheng Jianghai frowned: "Why do you say that?" ”
Bao Xiaoqi's eyes were full of melancholy, and she said sadly: "I have never been steady, I don't know what the future will be like, I'm a little afraid!" ”
Cheng Jianghai pursed his lips and said stupidly: "You still don't have confidence in me?" ”
Bao Xiaoqi shook his head again and again: "No, I don't have confidence in myself!" ”
"Xiaoqi, everything will be fine, you see, didn't Dad accept you smoothly today? That's a good start! ”
Cheng Jianghai gritted his teeth, and his eyes showed a bit of perseverance: "I've thought about it, wait for me to discuss it with my sister and brother, and then we'll go to get the certificate, do you think it's okay?" ”
"Ahh
Bao Xiaoqi exclaimed, a little panic flashed between her eyebrows: "Jiang Hai, why don't we wait and see!" ”
Cheng Jianghai's eyes widened in astonishment: "Wait, do you think we are in such a hurry?" ”
Bao Xiaoqi looked at Cheng Jianghai sadly, and whispered: "Well, I want to leave some time for you to see clearly, and think clearly, and don't do things that you regret." ”
Love can be impulsive, but marriage can not be impatient, the word regret is definitely the beginning line and traction rope of marriage to the grave.
Bao Xiaoqi's worries come from uncertainty, uncertainty about whether a person with a bad reputation like herself is still worthy of accepting marriage and enjoying the happiness of a family.
She is even more unsure that one day in the future, when the magic of love fades, she will remember her unbearable past, so she regrets today's choice.
But for Cheng Jianghai, although he is only in his early twenties, he has experienced the ups and downs of life and all kinds of destruction, and has struggled and felt in the face of various gray emotions. In response to his own words, he has done too many things he regrets in this life, and he is no longer qualified to regret it.
Especially when he asks his heart, he knows what he needs.
Understanding Bao Xiaoqi's worries, Cheng Jianghai said indifferently with a bit of persistence, and said softly: "I believe in myself, Xiaoqi, I won't mistake you, let it pass, you have to give me confidence, okay?" ”
Cheng Jianghai's sincerity, sincerity, and sincerity were condensed in simple words, and for a while, layers of mist surged in Bao Xiaoqi's eyes, and he gently leaned his head on his broad chest, no longer hesitating or hesitating: "Jiang Hai, thank you, you gave me another chance to do it again." ”
Gently hugging the warm waist, Cheng Jianghai said affectionately: "I also want to thank you, thank you for making me fall in love with you again!" ”
The moonlight was hazy, and the holy light sprinkled on the heartbeat body through the window lattice, like a pair of soul-hooking ropes slowly binding the two together. The four lips were together, the youth kissed, and the sweetness and passion surged into the heart at that moment, which was fascinating and intoxicating, but soon Cheng Jianghai pushed Bao Xiaoqi away in a panic.
"Jiang Hai, you!"
Bao Xiaoqi was shocked for a while, and her face turned pale.
Cheng Jianghai blushed and explained: "Don't get me wrong, Xiaoqi, I think I should respect you more at this time, that ...... Let's wait until we get married......"
The refusal at this moment made Bao Xiaoqi really put aside all her worries completely, just because of the word respect.
Respect implies the emotion of valuing oneself, and respect means not caring about those messy pasts.
It is not easy to understand a person, and responsibility is always more important than desire. What Cheng Jianghai values is not the bright skin and flesh on his surface, but the holy and flawless heart in his body.
Bao Xiaoqi stared at Cheng Jianghai affectionately and murmured: "Jianghai, thank you, I can really trust you unreservedly at this moment, I believe that you are rare and I am this person, not a momentary impulse, thank you, Jiang Hai!" ”
Cheng Jianghai smiled indifferently and asked, "So, you won't doubt it anymore in the future?" ”
"Hmm!"
Choking back tears, Bao Xiaoqi nodded softly and earnestly.
Cheng Jianghai grabbed the delicate body again, and said happily: "Then I'll rest assured, Xiaoqi, can you give me some more time?" ”
Snuggled in the harbor of peace of mind, Bao Xiaoqi's eyes were misty, and she leisurely confided in her loyal promise: "I will, Jiang Hai, no matter what happens in the future, I will use all my strength to cherish you and cherish all this!" ”
Cheng Jianghai left Bao Xiaoqi's hut, with a strong sense of excitement and happiness, and tried to suppress the restlessness caused by hormones in his body. When he came to his father's bed, he crept into bed, and just lay down in excitement, a call suddenly came from the side.
"Jiang Hai!"
"Ahh
Cheng Jianghai was startled, a little panicked as a thief, and said curtly: "Dad, you haven't fallen asleep yet." ”
Cheng Jia'an turned his head sideways and said in pieces: "Dad can't sleep...... Dad doesn't know why you brought the girl home, but Dad knows that this girl is good, don't let people down. ”
Cheng Jianghai asked with a bitter face, "Dad, are you confused again?" ”
This time, Cheng Jia'an did not reprimand, but sighed wistfully: "Hey, Dad's mental head is also good and bad now, but he can always see people clearly." If you recognize it, you should hurry up and get things done, and you can't let people follow you without knowing it, and you have to give people an explanation. ”
Now I understand it, the current Cheng Jia'an is definitely the most sober!
He didn't ask questions like checking the household registration, nor was he furious because he abruptly brought a strange woman home, but believed in himself and simply confessed - do it when you think about it!
What is this, this is trust!
Since childhood, how could my father trust him so much?
At this moment, Cheng Jianghai suddenly felt that all the efforts he had made after waking up were worth it, and he had been forgiven and affirmed by his family. The sufferings and sins that I had endured were now insignificant, and they didn't matter at all.
Tears swirled in his eyes, Cheng Jianghai choked and nodded: "Dad, I know, when I tell my brother and sister, I will go to get the certificate." ”
"Hmm!"
Cheng Jia'an responded softly and said happily: "If you become a family, your father and your mother can really rest assured." Looking back, let's talk to your mother about this, among these three children, your mother misses you the most, knowing that you are also going to get married, she doesn't know what to be happy about! ”
Tears were dripping, Cheng Jianghai turned his face to hide it a little, then put the quilt on his father, and said softly: "I know, Dad, don't think about it, go to sleep first." ”
Seeing his father sleep peacefully, Cheng Jianghai lay down again, supporting his head with his hands and looking straight at the ceiling with his eyes. Under the reflection of the moonlight, the handsome cheeks were full of mixed tastes and a little tear stain.