Chapter 153
Watching Lin Nuan walk away, Fu Huaian rolled down the window. The air is fresh and humid after the rain, and it feels slightly cold.
Fu Huai'an lit a cigarette and put his elbow on the window. Smoking a cigarette while staring into the distance...
Lin Nuan was walking towards her past. Today is the day when Lin Nuan bids farewell to the past and breaks off all contact. Fu Huai'an will wait patiently.
...
When Lin Nuan stood in front of Wen Moshen, he found that he had stubble on his chin. This is in stark contrast to his usual clean-shaven and amiable appearance. Now he looked depressed, in a state of regret, and his eyes betrayed the emotions he had endured in silence.
Wen Moshen didn't sleep all night, because he waited at the door of Lin Nuan's house all night. It wasn't until Lin Nuan's neighbor told him this morning that Lin Nuan was not at home, and Wen Moshen remembered that Lin Nuan was already married, and now he probably lives with Fu Huai'an. So he came here and waited for her at the door of the broadcasting building.
Lin Nuan was wearing a hat, but her delicate and beautiful silhouette still stood out in the shadow of the hat. She stared at Wen Moshen with her crystal clear black eyes. "Moshen, I know you sent it on impulse yesterday because you saw those pictures."
Winmoshin's gaze swept over Maybach, tears welling up in his eyes.
Before seeing those photos, Wen Moshen felt very moved and guilty when he found out that Lin Nuan was the one who went to Iraq to find him. His heart hurts.
But after seeing the photo last night, Wen Moshen was stunned and shocked.
This is Iraq — a matter of life and death. For a girl like Lin Nuan, even if she is injured, she is still looking for him......
Especially after he read the report, every word written by the reporter was like a dagger, repeatedly stabbed on his bleeding wounds.
Wen Mo regretted it deeply... He regretted that he had thought too much in the past and let the gap and distance between them get in the way.
"Nuan Nuan, is it possible for me to regret it?" Wen Moshen choked up as he spoke. "What can I do... What price do I have to pay to get my Lin Nuan back?
It was cold all night, and Wen Moshen's head didn't wake up. Instead, his heart was burning, he was swallowed up by regret, and pain was eating him alive.
He couldn't take his eyes off the photos of Lin Nuan in Iraq on his phone...... She took his picture and asked the medical staff about his whereabouts, even though blood gushed from her head. Wen Moshen was overwhelmed by his emotions and almost suffocated to death.
Wen Moshen finished smoking a full pack of cigarettes while staring at the photo. Even if he coughed, he couldn't stop. Tears rolled down his eyes and his vision blurred. He sat in the car, choked up and burst into tears, because he had no right to stare his eyes out.
Compared with Lin Nuan, his love is nothing! His love is interrupted by hesitation, deliberation, and consideration.
From today on, Wen Moshen no longer dares to confess his immortal love to Lin Nuan.
From the photos to the recording of the conversation between Gu Hanyan and Lin Nuan......
When he first married Gu Hanyan, Bai Xiaonian mentioned this matter in a seemingly casual way, so Wen Moshen felt unbearable pain when he heard the recording of their conversation.
The recordings and these photos make things much clearer. Wen Moshen asked himself repeatedly - does his love for Lin Nuan mean anything?
How could he be cheeky enough to hint to Lin Nuan on the show that he was already deeply in love with her?
If Wen Moshen was telling the truth, he was actually malicious in saying this.
He was very angry, Lin Nuan didn't wait for him.
But now, given the circumstances at the time, this little act of revenge of his seems particularly ridiculous.
For the first time, Wen Moshen didn't bother to hold back tears in front of Lin Nuan.
Wen Moshen walked towards her, his hands on her slender shoulders. He lowered his head, his body trembling.
Lin Nuan could feel everything.
"Nuan Nuan, I lost the love you gave me, can I get it back? What price do I have to pay... I can give up anything in exchange, even my life!
Lin Nuan wanted to laugh it off and understate it, but she couldn't let herself do it.
She remained silent, her eyes foggy.
Wen Moshen didn't forget that the lady standing in front of him was already married!
He can't turn back time with regrets; His heart had been torn apart. If he eliminated the pain, only despair remained.
"I want to hear you say... I love you!
Lin Nuan pursed her lips.
Wen Moshen raised his head and stared at her with red eyes. "Just once!"
"Mo Shen, I'm married."
Lin Nuan spoke, but it was not the three words "I love you" that Wen Mo was looking forward to. Instead, she rejected him with a brutal truth he already knew.
Wen Moshen grabbed Lin Nuan's shoulders tightly.
Yes, Lin Nuan is already married. It is said that she is now in love with another man, not him!
He always thought his life was a mess because he boarded a plane that cost him four years of his life and the people he loved.
He now understands that it is precisely because he has reservations about his love for Lin Nuan that he has not yet gotten on the plane that he has lost the person who loves him the most forever.
"I was wrong..."
Wen Moshen lowered his head. He felt remorse for his past and for Lin Nuan, even though he knew that this remorse would not bring Lin Nuan back, nor would it allow them to go back to the past.
"Mo God, I don't regret the past... When I fell in love with you," Lin Nuan said frankly, in a relaxed tone.
Lin Nuan did not regret one thing he had experienced.
Falling in love with the gentle and kind Winmoshen, in her best years, it filled her whole being. He gave her her the first experience of what it was like to fall in love, and he also gave her the ups and downs of life.
She has grown from a girl to a woman, and Lin Nuan is now in a relationship with Fu Huaian as a woman. She no longer has unrealistic fantasies about epic love. Now, all she wants is to live a stable, peaceful and comfortable life with Fu Huai'an.
If she hadn't loved Wen Moshen in the past, she wouldn't be where she is today.
Moreover, she will not meet Fu Huai'an and Lu Xiangsi in Iraq, nor will she meet Tuan Tuan.
Some things in life are predestined.
Just like when Lu Xiangsi entrusted Lin Nuan to Tuan Tuan...... And now, Lin Nuan has really become Tuan Tuan's mother.
Wen Moshen heard Lin Nuan's words, and couldn't stop tears from falling. He lowered his head so that Lin Nuan could not see his tearful face.
He wanted to pull her into a tight embrace, but her husband was nearby and he was watching them. Wen Moshen didn't want to cause Lin Nuan any trouble.
Wen Moshen couldn't say any more.
Lin Nuan's photos in Iraq always remind Wen Moshen that he will never get the girl he loves, this is a point of no return.
Lin Nuan and Wen Moshen began to attract the attention of people entering and leaving the radio building.
Lin Nuan lowered her head, took out a pack of tissues and handed it to Wen Moshen. She didn't say a word.
Wen Moshen reached out and picked up the tissue and held it tightly in his hand. He didn't say anything more. He got in the car and left, not daring to look at Lin Nuan again.
After Lin Nuan watched Wen Moshen leave, he did not enter the broadcasting building. She walked briskly to the Maybach, stood on the sidewalk, bent down, and peered through the open window of the passenger seat.
"I'll do it," Lin Nuan said.
"Get in the car first!" Fu Huai'an snuffed out the cigarette.
Without hesitation, Lin Nuan pulled the car door and sat in.
Fu Huai'an closed the car window and leaned towards Lin Nuan. He grabbed the back of her head and left a long kiss on her lips.
Under the shade of the hat, Lin Nuan could see his handsome silhouette up close. She couldn't help but kiss back, her hands gripping the sides of the seat.