Chapter 10、She's much worse than me.
Mother Lin is still unwilling, although the general sounds very powerful, isn't there still an emperor? No matter how powerful he is, he is also a courtier, won't the emperor uphold justice?
Although the concubine Niangniang sounds very powerful, isn't there still a queen mother? No matter how powerful she is, she is also a concubine, a concubine, a concubine, a concubine, the queen is the mother of the world, can she tolerate a concubine so arrogant and shameless?
She spoke her mind eagerly.
Ye Wanyun laughed sarcastically: "It's really a joke, the emperor himself has done the most unfair thing, how can he investigate the fault of the courtiers?"
The queen can't even preside over her own justice, how can she administer justice for a people's woman? She's so much worse than me!
The emperor seized the throne under the banner of "destroying the evil and returning the lineage", but where is his son-in-law? How innocent is his wife?
It's not the concubines who are favored now? In the future, it is not the common blood that will inherit the country? This is indeed a joke and a lie!
I don't believe it, how could a good child, so many people protect him, how can he disappear in a good way?
I, a woman in the inner house of the Yuanjing court, can see this, is the emperor really so confused?
The queen mother has ended up like this, let alone me? Who can preside over this justice for me! ”
Mother Lin was stunned: "How can the emperor be so ruthless? Not to mention the queen's mother, the prince is his own son, how can he give it up?
Tiger venom doesn't eat children, he actually did such a thing for a woman! The queen is too pitiful!
Speaking of which, the lord doesn't seem to be so ruthless, and the lady is in a better situation than the queen! ”
Ye Wanyun smiled bitterly: "It sounds like this, at least I don't have to go through the pain of losing a child, and I have a lovely daughter."
The nurse may not know that the Taizu law stipulates that only the concubine can attack the lord, and the concubine or the named concubine can only be demoted to the lord.
Therefore, even if I let the old man take a concubine and have a child, I can't change this ending, and the entire Du family will definitely not allow the marquis to become an earl because of me.
The Du family has been silent for too long, and the lord and the entire Du family are too eager to glorify their ancestors, because the emperor has the opportunity to get the marquis by virtue of the dragon's merits, not to mention that this marquis is still because of the woman's brother and sister!
Once the world is calm, it will be difficult for military generals to be knighted, not to mention Wenchen, in the future, the Great Zhou Dynasty will inherit the peace and prosperity of the country, and there will be no more such opportunities.
Otherwise, no matter how good the master is, even if he wins the top prize, he has to start from the small revision of the Hanlin Academy, the Du family does not have many connections in the court, how difficult is it to get ahead?
Even if he becomes a member of the third grade, the future children and grandchildren cannot guarantee that there will be people to support the family in every generation, and the family will still decline, how can it be compared with the hereditary title?
I don't know how many times more precious the life of a marquis is than my woman, let alone spare my life?
No, even if I give birth to a sister-in-law, I can't change this ending, and even the mother and son both gave their lives to make way for others, which is worse than the situation of the queen's mother!
Everything has long been destined, I was either removed from the court or died of illness, the lord now has all the face, he didn't want my life, he still misses the old love, this is already my best ending.
As for Concubine Lu and that woman allowing me to live, it's not because they have a good heart, it's not because they pity me, it's because I'm a childless abandoned woman, and I can't actually hinder them in anything.
If you hurt me, you will become a stain and be attacked by political enemies, didn't the lord's letter say that King Yan has a bright future?
They don't think it's necessary to let Concubine Lu and King Yan splash a little stain on me for a cheap life, so they let me live, right?
I hope this tolerance will continue, and I won't change my mind halfway, and I will be grateful to Dade.
If I really can't think of killing myself or dying of illness, it will be like taking the initiative to pull out the thorn in the enemy's side, so I can't die.
My mother left me a letter before leaving, asking me to cherish myself and live well, and when my father was seriously ill, he did everything possible to collect the property and buy me a dowry.
My aunt and uncle treat me as if I were my own child, and my nurse has taken care of me and loved me for decades, so why should I die? So that they can live happily without being in the slightest obstacle?
So even if it's for you, I'm going to live well! The more others despise me, the more I must cherish myself, otherwise I will be a relative and an enemy!
and Ling'er, she is so young, she was abused by her mother and abandoned by her father, much more pitiful than when I was a child!
I don't care about her anymore, she is so young and lovely, can she still live?
Although the master sent her back because no one wanted her, and it was for the convenience of getting out, but this is also the fate of our mother and daughter, and I must not leave her alone in this world.
So I can't die for her, I want to live well, watch Ling'er grow up, and marry a lover happily.
Nurse rest assured, with you, my sky will not fall, even if it falls, I will also hold on to it, otherwise what will Ling'er do?
I want to see Ling'er, go now, take me to see her! ”
Mother Lin nodded again and again with tears in her eyes, relieved and uncomfortable, as long as Mrs. wanted to open it, she hesitated and said, "It's too late, why don't you start tomorrow morning?" ”
"No, go now, my heart is too cold, too painful, too uncomfortable, I can't stand it, I'm afraid I can't stand it, let me go see Ling'er!"
Mother Lin no longer hesitated, nor did she comb her hair, took out the crane and wrapped her tightly from head to toe, and went to the place where Linghui temporarily stayed tonight.
Linghui was very worried at first, and then she fell asleep in a daze, dreaming of many real experiences in her previous life.
Dreaming that her parents didn't cry after the divorce, her grandmother took her four-year-old back to her hometown in the countryside.
I dreamed that her college entrance examination score was very good, and she would definitely be able to be admitted to her favorite university and major, but at that time, her grandmother had just passed away, and she only had a few hundred yuan left on her.
The aunt disliked her in every way, and the uncle persuaded her not to go to school, but to go out to work, and secretly stuffed her with 1,000 yuan as a travel fee.
She was unwilling, so she went to her father, who had already married another person, to ask for tuition, but was ridiculed by her stepmother in every way, her father didn't say a word, and her younger brother, who was in junior high school, looked at her with a mobile phone of more than 5,000 yuan with disdain.
She had to go to the city where her mother was to work to earn tuition, and wanted to go to live with her mother, although the mother and daughter never saw each other again, but she really had no way out.
My mother's phone couldn't get through for a long time, and I went to the door with her early address, only to find that she had already moved and had no news.
Linghui will never forget that feeling of panic and panic.
She stood on the crowded streets, helpless, tired and hungry, and couldn't find a job, she would soon be penniless with just this little money, let alone earn tuition, and life would be a problem.
The most important thing is that it is already dark, she has nowhere to stay, and she can't afford to live in a hotel, so why should she live on the streets?