The late autumn wind beat against the window lattice, and the rain outside was rustling, and the fallen leaves were crushed into mud in the rain.

The windows were tightly closed, the room was dark, it had been raining for days, and it was cold and damp everywhere.

The nurse said that it is a time of war, and you can only go where you live.

Grandfather is the emperor, where he lives, where is the temporary palace dragon bed, not a real palace, limited conditions can only be settled.

When I enter the capital in the future, I will move into a very large and gorgeous palace, and I will no longer have to move around.

When he entered the palace, his mother became the queen, and when he grew up, he had to live separately, far away, and he had to go to school, so he wouldn't see him often.

But in the future, he can't hold it anymore.

The green bricks on the ground were cold, hard and damp, and it hurt to kneel on my knees, and it hurt to feel where my mother had kicked them.

He was so hungry and hungry, his stomach was throbbing with hunger, his pants were already soaked, and they were poured into his shoes, and they were still flowing to the ground, and they were wet and cold and uncomfortable sticking to his legs.

He was brought over in the morning, and he hadn't eaten lunch yet, nor did he eat snacks and milk soup in the afternoon, so I don't know if it's time for dinner?

He has been begging for mercy and has been calling his mother, why does his mother still refuse to let him go back?

He listened to the nurse, and he was so well-behaved today.

Kneeling alone in the dark room, no matter how cold, hungry, painful, or scared, he didn't cry, he didn't cry when he was kicked by his mother several times, and he didn't cry after urinating his pants twice.

The nurse said that as long as he was beaten obediently, didn't cry or make trouble, begged for mercy, and shouted a few more words to his mother, he could go back early.

Back to the house where there is a nurse and Sister Caiyue, there is fragrant milk soup and meat porridge, and you will not be beaten, scolded, punished for kneeling and starving.

He is shaking and shaking, and he will fall to the ground at any time, why does his mother refuse to let him go?

His knee hurt so badly that he didn't dare to sit down.

Once he couldn't help crying and screaming that his leg hurt, and the nurse secretly tied a cushion to his knee, but he was untied and thrown away by his mother, and beat the nurse.

said that she was a wolf with ambitions and intended to rebel, and wanted to replace her as the crown princess.

If it weren't for Mama Zhu's intercession, she would have been angry when she said that she would change the nurse again, and the nurse would not have been driven away.

After that, he no longer dared to complain that his leg hurts.

"Nurse!" He couldn't help it anymore, and staggered and sobbed, but he didn't dare to make a sound.

The mother's suppressed crying and scolding was terrible, sobbing intermittently, gritting his teeth and cursing, his head was dizzy and painful, and he couldn't hear it clearly.

The door slammed open.

"You unfilial fool, everyone else has ridden on your mother's head, and you don't know how to help!

You are the eldest grandson of the emperor and the eldest son of the crown prince! Does the eldest son know?

What's the use of me working so hard to give birth to you, this dog!

Your uncle was beaten by someone else, but no one did justice for him! You useless bastard!

I'll beat you to death! I'll beat you to death! I don't dare to hit your father, I don't dare to beat you! You Chai family doesn't have a good thing!

Woo woo, why am I so miserable?

The husband spoils the concubine and kills the wife, the father-in-law pretends to be deaf and dumb, and the son is a useless waste! Let Lu Lanniang's slut bully me on my head!

Why don't you die! Why don't you die! You're dead and you're gone."

The tearful and resentful face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes, his eyes were blood-red and terrifying, and his mouth opened and closed, as if he was about to swallow him

Xiao Jun sat up from the bed suddenly, cold sweat and shortness of breath, and he couldn't react for a long time to where he was, who I was.

More than ten years later, since he was less than two years old, these past have become nightmares that can never be forgotten.

He sat on the bed and gasped for a while, then gradually regained his composure, got up and lit the lamp, poured a glass of cold water and drank it.

Then he walked to the window, pulled out the small wooden latch, and opened the solid folio window on the inner layer, and the wooden lattice branch window on the outer layer.

The mountains are mostly windy and rainy, and occasionally there are insects, birds and small animals to frequent, and the windows are all double-layered.

The mountain breeze outside, the unknown chirping, and the scent of sandalwood in the house, everything familiar made him gradually calm down, and he sat for a while, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Every time he dreamed of this, he would wake up, and then he couldn't sleep, and his eyes were all about the past.

Although he moved a lot of places when he was a child, that room was the same in his memory and dreams:

The doors and windows are tight, dark and cold, the bricks on the ground are always cold and hard, and even the voice of the mother is a suppressed low roar and scolding.

He couldn't even remember what the furniture and furnishings looked like.

Every time his mother sent someone to pass him on, the nurse and Sister Caiyue were like enemies.

Quickly stuff pastry in his mouth to let him eat and drink more, and then quickly put clothes and pants on him.

He also told him to listen to his mother's words, don't make her angry, beg for mercy and call his mother more, and then handed him over to the eunuchs and palace maids who came to pick him up with tears.

At first, he would struggle and cry, but then he was afraid and didn't dare to cry, and when he cried, his mother would be even more angry, and the more he scolded him for being useless, and the more he beat him.

Every time he had to faint in his mother's house before being sent back, there were various reasons, cold, hunger, thirst, crying, kneeling, fear, and even beating.

Every time he woke up, he was in the nurse's arms, his clothes had changed, and the hot porridge was warm on the copper stove.

The nurse fed him with tears, bathed him in hot water boiled with ginger, and rubbed his knee with a plaster.

After a while, his mother would come to see him, and then hugged him and cried, rubbed and kissed, touched the redness, swelling and bruises on his knees and wept, telling how much she loved him and how much she regretted it.

tells how pitiful she is, everyone respects her on the surface, but looks down on her in their hearts, thinks she is from a low background, thinks she is a child, and thinks she is uninformed.

said that she was not worthy of the wise and martial prince, and said that she was not as noble as Lu Liangdi and Ji Liangyuan

said that her father didn't like her at all, he only liked Lu Lanniang's slut fox who was used to acting

She was so pitiful and uncomfortable, so she couldn't help but do it, Xiaojun, as a son of man, should share his mother's worries and atone for his father

He was sleepy, scared and uncomfortable every time, and then he fell asleep, not knowing when his mother left.

And then it was still like this, as short as five or six days, as long as seven or eight days, and every other day he was called by his mother, and repeatedly beat and scolded Guan Heiwu to punish him for starvation and kneeling until he fainted

Every time after the incident, the mother was in pain and remorseful, but she was still like this later, and threatened to sell anyone who dared to leak the news.

Once his mother fell ill and was bedridden all the time, and he also lived peacefully for a while.

He heard the two little eunuchs secretly say that it was his mother who was crying and insulting Lu Liangdi behind his back, and his father knew about it.

Reprimanded her mother in person, she was childish, she couldn't be on the stage without a model of motherhood, and she was asked to copy her daughter a hundred times.

After her mother recovered from her illness, she found out two "Lu family's fine works", and then dragged them out with injuries all over her body, on the grounds that she intended to murder the crown princess.

Since then, everyone has been in danger, and there has been no rumor of it.

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