Chapter 229: I never wanted to harm Ah Zhe

When Tan He entered the living room, Ning Qiushan was already sitting on the sofa in the living room waiting for him.

Ning Qiushan is also a businessman who has been fighting in shopping malls for decades, and he usually looks gentle and easy to talk, but when he doesn't smile, the aura on his body is enough to make people shudder.

Tan He looked at him like this, and his heart trembled a little.

"Hills and hills." He shouted.

Ning Qiushan laughed.

"You don't have to shout so intimately, I can't stand it."

"If there's anything, just tell me."

Such a cold attitude made Tan He's heart sink.

"Azheta ......"

"He's back."

Without waiting for Tan He to ask, Ning Qiushan replied directly, so that Tan He's heart was even more "chuckled".

He had actually guessed this result a long time ago, but he just didn't give up, he was unwilling to want to come and see Ningqiu Mountain, so why, maybe it wasn't just this answer.

"You know everything?" After a while, he asked with a slightly wry smile.

"I don't know!" Ning Qiushan said: "I don't know, what else do you have, I don't know, how many faces you still have, I haven't seen it." ”

Ning Qiushan's attitude was pressing step by step, and Tan He stood there with his hands on his trouser legs.

He didn't know what he was thinking, his fingers curling slightly.

After a while, I heard him ask.

"You hate me now, don't you?"

"Hate you?"

"Shouldn't I hate you now?"

When Ning Qiushan heard this, he stood up from the sofa with a "poof".

In fact, he didn't want to quarrel with him, he didn't think it was worth it, so it was better to break off the relationship and never communicate again.

But now, he's finding that he can't.

After all......

"Decades of friendship, I treat you as a brother, that's how you repay me?

In the past few decades, no matter what I do outside, I have poured out my heart and lungs for you, I believe in you so much, how could I have thought that you have framed me so much behind my back, all these years, what have you taken me for?

Be a fool? Be an idiot!

I can't imagine what you thought of me in your heart when I told you so many heartfelt things.

You see, this idiot, no matter how much I frame him and play with him, he will never find out. ”

In this life, the older you are, the more you are in a high place, the more lonely you are, there is no one left around Ningqiu Mountain, there is only one Tan He left, but he has been blinded for decades.

No one knows how he's feeling right now.

"I never thought of it that way." Tan He explained.

"And what do you think?" But this sentence did not extinguish Ning Qiushan's anger, but became more and more angry.

He was red-faced and stiffened his neck, something no one had ever seen before.

"No matter what you think, that's what you do! I also proposed to let Ah Zhe be your godson before, but you didn't agree, and I was sulking for a while, and now I know the reason. He smiled bitterly.

"What about you? Have you considered my situation? Tan He asked rhetorically.

"What's your situation?"

"Hehe, you have been abroad for ten years, and you have brought your wife and son back to China with you in the spring and snow outside, have you ever thought about how I came over in those ten years? You show off your wife, your children in front of me.

Do you know that at that time, my first love had just married someone else. ”

"I'm not showing off, I'm thinking ......"

"You think you're too happy, everyone else should be happy for you, but I can't be happy, I just know that my wounds are bleeding, and you're sprinkling salt on it over and over again.

Do you know that in the hardest years of my life, I ate a few years of wotou and potatoes? I can't sleep at night when I eat acid water in my stomach, and the first thing you tell me when you come back is that foreign steaks don't suit your Chinese taste. ”

"Yes...... But you've never told me that, and if you tell me, I'll ......."

"What about you?

What I can't stand more than what I have suffered is your sympathy.

We are the same people, we are equal, why should I show you my pity and accept your alms?

You are the stars and the moon, you were born with everything, how can a person like you really empathize with my suffering, can the snow of the mountains know the suffering of the world? ”

"Even so, you can't frame others to fulfill yourself, right?"

"Why not?" Tan He asked with a hideous smile.

"I don't have good luck, I don't have a good life, why can't I fight on my own? Could it be that what you are born with is inherently noble, and I should be willing to accept it and be humble?

Why?

Why, you say? ”

He looked at Ning Qiu Mountain and asked over and over again, why, although his tone was calm, he could feel the turbulent resentment in his heart and the unwillingness in his eyes.

"But I've never been sorry for you." The air was quiet for a long time before listening to the Ningqiu Mountain Road.

"Didn't you think about me when you did these things? Do you really hate me that much? Don't care about the slightest affection? ”

"I never thought of taking the initiative to harm you and Ning Zhe."

"At first, the master said that Ah Zhe should have a catastrophe in his fate, and I couldn't help it, but later, after he escaped this catastrophe, I never thought of harming him.

It's you.

I asked you to choose between me and Lu An'an.

It was you who made the choice, in your heart, haven't we ever had a friendship for decades compared to a Lu An'an?

Even so, I didn't think about harming Ah Zhe, even at the end.

It's all him, he forced me. ”

When Ning Qiushan heard this, he only felt funny.

"And if you say that, I have to thank you?"

Tan He also gradually became cold at this time, and when the words of the two of them reached this level, the turbulent waves in his eyes gradually subsided.

"You don't have to say anything like that to me." He said.

"I know it's useless to say anything to you now, you'll never understand, and I don't ask you for understanding.

In fact, sometimes it is very naΓ―ve to talk about right and wrong.

It's my Tan River's bad luck, it's that I don't have this life.

In this life, compared to luck and fate, I can't compare to you, I admit it!

In the next life, I hope that you can be born in my situation and walk through the road I have walked, and at that time, we will meet again and discuss right and wrong. ”

Of course, Tan He knew that there was no possibility of a change in the relationship between him and Ning Qiushan, so he put down this sentence and turned around to leave.

"Uncle Tan, have you ever thought about what fate and what luck, but it's just a pretext." But at this moment, he heard someone speak.

Turning his head, he saw Lu Anan slowly walking out of the house with Ning Zhe's support.

(End of chapter)