"I'm stupid, am I?"

Cheng Yiqing asked Ning Zhe, but Ning Zhe did not answer.

He's given up now, whatever, whatever she wants, as long as she wants.

It's a big deal that I won't send a cake to An An tonight, as long as I can send her in, it's worth it.

"How could I think of pie in the sky? How could he look down on a country girl like me? To put it bluntly, I'm just trying to take shortcuts. ”

Cheng Yiqing didn't care about Ning Zhe's response, and began to chatter again.

"But what can I understand? I'm only fifteen years old, my parents didn't teach me, and I don't have a trustworthy person in this city, my relative, she took me to the factory and asked me for a twenty yuan introduction fee.

I finally met such a man, I think he is good everywhere, he has been to this city everywhere, he knows what time the bus is there, he knows how much the park ticket is a few dollars, he knows where to sell beautiful and cheap clothes.

He also rides a motorcycle.

I plunged headlong into it, and no one ever came to admonish me.

Later, his wife came to the factory to make trouble, saying that it was her husband who I seduced, and no one helped me speak.

The men who chased me hated me because I had sex with the supervisor.

What about women? Women don't like me in the first place, they say that when they look like me, they are not a good person.

I'm so wronged, just like when I was a child, my mother said 'shameful'.

In fact, it doesn't matter if you speak for me or not, it doesn't matter if it's really untruthful, a supervisor, an apprentice who has just come to the factory for a few months, of course the factory knows how to choose.

Then I was fired.

I didn't have a job, I didn't dare to tell my family, I didn't have any money on me, and I was found by a person when I was walking on the road alone.

He said, I'm good-looking, he wants to invite me to be a star, saying how good it is to be a star, and how much money I can make.

He said it so well that I believed it again.

As a result, he was a liar.

That night, in the name of audition, in a small hotel, he forcibly took me and took all the money from me.

Before leaving, he said, I didn't expect you to be a chick at such a young age, a little girl like you, hehe, why are you so indecent?

Like you, like a TV star?

Dream on!

I really wanted to die at that time, I really wanted to die......

But I stood on the overpass, and I still didn't have the courage to jump, and a cold wind blew, so I went back.

On the way back, I suddenly saw a recruitment notice in front of a clubhouse.

It's the way to the sky, isn't it?

At first, it was written that I was looking for a waiter, and I thought I was going to be a waiter, but when I actually went in, I realized that it wasn't like that at all.

But at this point I don't care.

Anyway, that's what happened, I'm already like this, how dirty can a bed bug in the gutter be?

I slept with the supervisor and didn't even get a bottle of soda, I slept with the crook and he robbed me of all my money, at least for now, I got the money for drinking.

Why not?

But here, I actually met someone who was kind to me.

It's someone who is really good to me, a big brother, in his forties.

I know he's married, of course he's married, he can be my dad at this age, and he's so rich, it's strange that he's not married.

But what does it matter?

The director is still married, and he still doesn't sleep with me, and if he sleeps, I have to be scolded by the whole factory.

I'm a rotten product, at least my eldest brother is really good to me, at least my eldest brother really buys me clothes, those clothes that are really branded in big shopping malls.

At least by my eldest brother's side, I knew how to eat steak and how to taste red wine, so I got on a plane for the first time......

Sometimes my eldest brother would take me to talk about business and meet his partners.

Of course, his business associates knew who I was, and if they were in a good mood, they would treat me as a joke.

I was ignorant and vain, and I could easily make them laugh.

Of course, when they are in a bad mood, they will not give me a good look.

There are also some collaborators who see that I am good-looking and will take advantage of the opportunity, I will not refuse, but will smile and say a few flirtatious words.

The eldest brother saw it, but he wouldn't stop it, and if I helped him negotiate the business, he would reward me with a bag or two, or a piece or two of jewelry.

I know he treats me like an object, but occasionally he touches my head and sighs sincerely, 'You, you, you're so bitter, why are you so bitter?'

You're about the same age as my daughter, why are you so miserable? ’

I'd say, 'Because I don't have a dad like you.'" ’

When I said this, my eldest brother laughed, 'Haha, do you really think I'm a good father?' ’

Of course. ’

But I'm raising women outside. He said.

But you can earn money, and if I were your daughter, I would definitely prefer a father who raises women to a father who can't earn money." ’

My eldest brother was very happy to say this, and the next day he gave me a card and let me swipe it casually.

I know what my eldest brother is happy about, and I still know him a little bit over the years with him.

My words lessened his guilt.

He knew he was wrong to raise a woman, but he couldn't control his lower body, so he liked the excuses I had found for him.

But what I said is true, those who say that they would rather have no money than have their parents' marriage break up have certainly not gone through a life like mine.

If they had, they would never have said such a thing.

My mother, who used to say that I was "ashamed", also knew that I was doing three for others, but when I got back a lot of money to build a house for my younger brother and marry a daughter-in-law, she greeted me with a smile.

I followed my eldest brother for a few years, and my eldest brother broke off with me.

Maybe he's tired of playing too.

But I am indeed the woman who has been with my eldest brother for the longest time.

After the breakup, he gave me a house, a shop and a bank card.

You see, I'll just say that Big Brother is a good guy, he's better than all the men I've met before.

I used to think that only good women deserve good men, but when I decided not to be a good woman, I met such a good man.

Isn't it ironic, you say?

After I was separated from my eldest brother, I didn't go back to the night club, I followed my eldest brother, I knew a lot of rich people, and I began to wander around these rich people.

Since I was sixteen years old, I have been with my eldest brother and have seen all kinds of people, and I know how to please them and how to be coquettish.

Sometimes I even hang two or three.

They all know, but they don't care, because from the moment they contact me, they know I'm a.

Rotten goods have rotten gameplay.

When I hang a powerful man, they will even be proud of having slept with the same woman as that man.

Suddenly one day, I remembered what the liar had said to me, 'You want to be a TV star like this, you dream.'"

Then on a whim, I was going to act on TV.

I'm going to be the hottest and reddest TV star and show that liar to see. (End of chapter)