After hitting the unidentified object, the person in charge felt a wave of confusion, wondering what was going on? I had already hit something, but why didn't I make a vibration or sound when I hit him? Could it be that when I was on a mission just now, I used up all my physical strength and energy, so that now I have a problem with my hearing, and I can't hear a sound at all?

It's impossible, when I was lying in front of the door just now, through a door, I could still hear the sound of Zhou Ming's breathing outside the private room, it is said that this kind of hearing is sensitive enough, and there should not be such a big problem in a short period of time.

Just when he was confused, unsure if there was something wrong with his hearing, another thought suddenly appeared in his mind, and he was so frightened that his face turned pale and he almost fainted.

He suddenly realized that he couldn't hear the sound at this time, probably because of the moment he fell heavily on the ground, because he was so injured that he had already lost his life.

After having this idea, the person in charge couldn't help but feel sad, thinking that his wife and children at home had no one to take care of, and he died young, he felt that he was sorry for his family, and he was sorry for the eldest brother who took the lead, after all, no matter what the purpose of the eldest brother gave this task to himself, his trust in himself was genuine, and he finally repaid him with this performance, which really made him miserable.

He could imagine that after Zhou Ming found out about their conspiracy, he would definitely find out the leading brother as soon as possible and ask him for guilt, that kid was already emotionally unstable, and under this kind of stimulation, he could do anything.

And the eldest brother who took the lead in this kind of situation in full view of everyone, he couldn't kneel down and beg for mercy like ordinary people, and admit his mistake to Zhou Ming, because once he did this, even if he asked for Zhou Ming's forgiveness and picked up a dog's life, it would be impossible for him to make a comeback among the strong men and win everyone's respect again in the future.

It is precisely because of this concern that the leading brother is likely to choose to be positive and tough in the face of this danger, and this can only intensify the emotions of both parties.

Once that young descendant is so angry that he loses his mind, it may not just be as simple as taking the lead in the eldest brother's life, and the brothers under him may be wiped out and finally become nothing.

Thinking of this result, the person in charge felt sad at the same time, and at the same time, he couldn't help but have a trace of secret joy in his heart, although he knew that this kind of thought was very immoral, and it was not righteous, but this emotion was not controlled by Zhi at all, and the more he tried to suppress it, the stronger this emotion became.

After all kinds of efforts, the person in charge has never been able to drive this dark idea out of his heart, and finally he simply gave up, thinking that when Lao Tzu was a man, then hypocrisy would be forgotten, how could he be a ghost, and this hypocrisy problem could not be changed?

If those brothers and the leading brother really die, come down to accompany me, this matter, for me, is worth being happy about, there is nothing to be ashamed of this kind of thinking, after all, why am I dead, they can live and be free, this is an unfair thing in itself, you must know that in the final analysis, the reason why we have fallen into a situation of shame is that the initiator is the leading brother, if we discuss who deserves the most in our group, he must be the first.

After thinking for a long time, he came to this conclusion, the person in charge suddenly felt that he had died more unjustly, and he was completely replaced by the eldest brother as a substitute for the ghost, if God gave him another chance to choose, when the leading brother handed over the position of the person in charge to him, he would definitely resolutely refuse, and throw away all his illusions about the future future, after all, after he died, he understood that it was too difficult to realize his lofty ideals, and there were many difficulties in the process, and he had bad luck since he was a child. Ability is only at the upper middle level, want to use such qualifications, through those difficult tests, it can be said that it is simply a fool's dream, rather than falling into a trap to exhaust the end, but the end of Qingqing's life, it is better to look away, save your own life, accompany your family to enjoy the joy of family, although this kind of life is hard, but the family can be together, it is also a great happiness.

Thinking about this truth, the person in charge did not have the slightest joy in his heart, because he knew that it was too late for him to understand this truth, even if he knew the importance of his family at this moment and wanted to accompany his family well, there was no way.

After all, people and ghosts have different paths, and if he returns home in his current state, he will only scare his family half to death.

Realizing that from this moment on, he was forever separated from his family, and under this huge blow, he lost control of his emotions and almost cried bitterly, because only then did he know that he had a lot of things that he couldn't let go.

For example, his old father's injury, he was very worried at the moment.

His old father had worked as a porter all his life, and he and several siblings had worked hard to raise him, and now he is over 70 years old, and he is still running around and working for the family.

In the middle of last month, his old father was on the way to help a shopkeeper pull goods, because the horse was frightened, and he ran wildly, so that the carriage lost control and crashed into a wall, fortunately his old father saved his life, but his left thigh was seriously injured, after the doctor's diagnosis and treatment, it was said that the bone was broken, and he needed to rest in bed, eat nutritious things, and let the family take good care of him, and he must not be tired.

Because of the old father's injury, the family suddenly became a pot of porridge, and the other brothers and sisters really couldn't spare time to take care of the old father in order to make a living, and although he stayed by his father's side, he couldn't help himself, and he had to come to the money village every day to do the errand of the janitor, so that in desperation, the old father's life could only be taken care of by his wife and daughter-in-law.

His old father does heavy physical work all the year round, can eat and drink, so that when he is old, he is still burly and fat, and the whole person is more than 180 pounds.

In this situation without the help of men, his old father could only eat, drink and lazar, all on the kang, which led to a serious consequence, that is, in the process of recuperation, lack of exercise, so that his old father lay down for half a month, the muscles of his left leg atrophied by half, and even the movement of the knee joint was restricted.

Before coming out of the house this morning, the person in charge also specially helped his old father to do knee stretching exercises, and he hoped that such activities could help his old father to maintain various functions of his legs after recovering his health.

After doing these activities for his old father, when he was about to go out, his old father also specially told him to go home early in the evening and help him exercise his leg muscles again.

At this time, thinking of the old father's eyes staring at him when he went out, the person in charge was like a knife, he couldn't imagine that once he, the pillar of the family, died, how would the family's life continue? First of all, they lose their financial resources, they will soon spend all their family savings, so that there is a hungry situation, even if they are their brothers and sisters, for the sake of family affection, to reach out to the family, but the so-called emergency does not help the poor, far from quenching the thirst, if you can't solve the root cause, long-term hope for others to help, is not a long-term solution, after all, their brothers and sisters are not living well, they can maintain their own food and clothing, it is already very reluctant, and how can they have extra ability, Helping others for a long time.

At that time, if his wife can't take on the burden of the family at a critical moment and go out to make money, their family is likely to starve to death.

As soon as this terrible thought appeared, the person in charge closed his eyes, and tears slowly oozed from the corners of his eyes, because he knew in his heart that the culprit of all this was himself.

In addition to the fear that the family will starve to death after he dies, there are two things that make the person in charge more worried, the first is the injury of the old father, once he is not alive, the brothers and sisters can not stay by his side for a long time, just rely on the old lady and the mother, the two women, even if they have the heart to help him move his legs and feet, there is no power, in case the old father does not take care of the injury for this reason and falls into the root of the disease, then even if he is under the nine springs, he will not feel at ease.

And the second thing is about his son.

The person in charge was very anxious at the time, because of his marriage, he had communicated with his old father many times, and made it clear to him that even if the family really had no money, the old father could go out to borrow money and do his marriage first.

The old father was very moved when he saw the person in charge say such a thing, and in the end, in desperation, he could only tell the person in charge the truth about the family.

It turned out that the person in charge had many brothers and sisters in the family, and he was the youngest of the brothers, and when the family had arranged for his brother's marriage before, he had borrowed many debts and owed huge debts, so that when it was his turn to marry a wife, even if his old father wanted to borrow money, no one would lend him money anymore.

After realizing this cruel reality, the person in charge was almost desperate, a dignified seven-foot man, standing outside no shorter than anyone, but he couldn't even marry a group of daughters-in-law, which was really a shameful thing in his eyes when he was young and vigorous.

Understanding the situation at home, he knew that his parents could not count on him, and if he wanted to marry a daughter-in-law as soon as possible, he had to rely on his own efforts.

Since then, when he is making money outside, he works harder, no matter how hard and tiring the work, he fights to do it, even other coolies, the dung diggers who look down on him, he will pinch his nose to do it, just to earn two more copper plates, so that he can marry his daughter-in-law earlier.

Fortunately, his efforts were not in vain, after two and a half years of hard work, he finally scraped together enough money, although the amount of money is not large, but it is more than enough to ask the matchmaker to find a daughter-in-law for himself.

After waiting patiently, the matchmaker found him a woman who was the right person, although ugly in appearance, but with a strong physique, and a good hand at work.

The person in charge saw that he was old, although he was not satisfied with this woman's appearance, but he also knew that he had no choice, so he could only agree to this family business with hatred and marry this woman into the door.

After getting married, he found that his previous view of his daughter-in-law was too one-sided, although his wife did not look good, and even a little ugly, but she was a person who lived a life, since she entered the door of their house, his wife worked hard and complained, and the dirty work was tiring, which saved his father and mother a lot of heart.

Since this daughter-in-law is so capable and filial to the old man, the dissatisfaction in the heart of the person in charge has gradually disappeared, and even the relationship with the daughter-in-law is getting better and better.

His daughter-in-law is also very competitive, and in less than a year after the two got married, he gave birth to a big fat boy, and his old father was even more happy after hugging his grandson.

The birth of a son brought countless laughter and laughter to this poor family.

But the good times didn't last long, when his son was seven or eight years old, in order to let his son have a better future when he grew up, he took out all the wages he had saved on weekdays and sent his son to a private school.

Within two days of his son's visit, he developed a fear of the private school, and no matter how his family beat him and scolded him, he said that even if he died, he would not go to the place where he studied.

At the beginning, the person in charge thought that his son was unproductive and couldn't get into the elegant hall, so he went to a private school for two days before he had a rebellious mentality and sang against himself.

But after a detailed visit and investigation, he gradually understood that he had misunderstood his son.

He learned from Mr. Private School that from the first day of his son's study, the children in the private school had bullied him in various ways, saying that he was a child of a poor family and was not qualified to come to school.

Several of the older children even stopped his son on his way home and beat him severely, but his son never told him about these situations after he came home.

The person in charge understood that the reason why his son did not tell him that he was bullied was because he was afraid that he would be angry, and secondly, because he was afraid that he would stand up for himself and act rashly, so that he would cause trouble for his family.

After all, although the child is young, he knows that his family is poor and has no power background, in this case, the people in their family can only live cautiously, and must not provoke those rich and powerful, otherwise they will not only be bullied, but also have nowhere to say bitterness.

After learning of the child's grievances, the person in charge immediately apologized to the child and assured him that in the future, he would go to a private school and send him there himself, and if anyone dared to bully him again, he would not spare the other party.

Under his persuasion, his son remade up his mind and returned to the private school to continue his studies.

On the way to escort his son to school, the person in charge really ran into a few daring children who came out to find trouble with their son.

These naughty children, relying on the wealth and power of the family, don't even pay attention to him as an adult, he just wanted to teach them a few words, but he was scolded by these children to the blood.

In front of his son, he can't admit it, because that will leave a very bad impression on his son, causing him to not want to come to a private school in the future.

In desperation, the person in charge relied on his courage and took the courage to clean up the bad boys, and after beating them to tears, he also threatened them in a strange tone: "You have been beaten, are you very unconvinced?" Are you planning to sue me in front of your parents when you get home, and let them clean me up? ”

The children who were cleaned up, although bad, but their minds were not mature, they saw their own thoughts, and the person in charge saw through them, so they all widened their eyes and asked in unison: "How do you know?" ”

The person in charge smiled slightly: "Isn't it a piece of cake to see through your careful thinking?" I will not stop you from going back to complain, but I want to tell you one thing, so that you may be prepared.

I don't care what your parents do, how much money you have, or how deep your background is, as long as you bastards dare to continue bullying my son, or dare to let your parents know about it, as long as I don't get killed, I will find a way to kill you.

Even if you hide in the high-walled compound all day, I will be able to pull you out and break your body into pieces. ”

After saying some threatening words, the person in charge did not forget to take a branch and break it from it to enhance the intimidating effect of his words.

Several bad boys were scared to pee on the spot, and they not only promised that they would never dare to bully the son of the person in charge in the future, but also stated that they would never go home and tell adults what had just happened.

The person in charge was satisfied with this answer, so he frightened the children again in a subtle way before letting them go.

His son couldn't help but feel proud when he saw his father so capable, and at the same time, he also felt a sense of security in his heart, he not only dispelled the idea of not going to study anymore, but also made up his mind that in the future, he must work harder in his studies and live up to his father's expectations for himself.

In the following period of time, as long as the person in charge was free, he secretly followed his son to study behind him, and he was in the dark, and he did not find that anyone was looking for trouble with his son, which made him feel a lot more relieved, so after a period of time, he was relieved to let his son go to private school alone.

Originally, he thought that after that incident, his son would definitely be carefree when he studied in a private school in the future, who would have thought that such an accident happened today, and he would have died before his son grew up.