Princess Chang'an remembered what Chu Huan said that the treatment process would be as painful as her last childbirth, and she was afraid.

But in the end, I still mustered up the courage: "It's nothing, I have given birth to a child anyway, I have suffered such a hardship, and I want to heal my body in order to have another child, and I will still suffer this sin in the future, as long as I don't hurt my life, I can bear some sins." ”

Chu Huan didn't understand: "Child...... Is it really that heavy or? ”

Princess Chang An nodded heavily: "Very important." ”

Chu Huan pondered for a moment and asked: "I remember you said that your concubine is a single descendant of the Meng family, you already have Chun'er, and Meng Ze can't take a concubine, do you still want to give him another child, is it to spread the branches?" ”

Princess Chang An whispered: "It is true that there is this reason, but more importantly, I want to have more children with him, I have a deep relationship with Meng Ze's childhood sweetheart, I ...... I love him and want to have two more children belonging to me and him. ”

She's still a little shy?

Oh, got it.

Princess Chang'an wants a little more crystallization of love.

Understand and respect.

Chu Huan muttered: "If you love a man, do you want to give him a child......

Princess Chang'an: "Yes, a woman is going to give birth to a child, but if she gives her beloved life, it is a completely different happiness, sister-in-law, don't you want to give birth to a child for the royal brother?" ”

Chu Huan did not hesitate: "I don't want to." ”

Princess Chang'an: "......"

Chu Huan didn't wait for her to ask anything, but asked: "It is said that a woman's birth is like a ghost door closed, you are willing to give birth to a child for the man you love, but if you have to exchange your life for the safe birth of the child, are you willing to do it?" ”

Princess Chang'an was asked, she was stunned, she bit her lip, lowered her eyes and whispered: "I'm afraid of pain, and I'm also afraid of death." ”

Chu Huan didn't interrupt her.

"On the day I gave birth to Chun'er, I almost died, I was very afraid, my mother died of blood when she gave birth to me, I was afraid that I would die like that, I was afraid that giving birth and dying would be my fate inherited from my mother."

She looked at Chun'er, who was being held by the nurse and wandering in the sun, and her eyes were full of the soft light of motherhood.

"But if I have to choose, I still choose to use my life in exchange for my child to survive, I'm just worried, worried that if I'm gone, Meng Ze will marry a vicious stepmother like Shen......"

Chu Huan interrupted her and said, "If you're afraid, why take any more risks?" ”

Princess Chang'an was stunned.

Chu Huan said: "You already have a son, and you have also injured your body, you can take it for granted that you don't have to worry about this problem anymore, you should spare your life and watch Chun'er grow up." ”

Princess Chang An looked struggling: "But I still want to ......"

Chu Huan: "Whether you want to or not is secondary, princess, aren't you afraid?" ”

Princess Chang'an asked, "I'm afraid...... Afraid of what? ”

"Next time you have a difficult birth, you may be the same as the first queen, and then your two children will be the same as your brothers and sisters, and maybe even you will die twice, and Chun'er will still be like you, becoming a motherless child."

These words made Princess Chang'an's face suddenly pale, and she looked at Chu Huan in a panic, and her lips trembled.

Chu Huan slowed down his tone: "Maybe I'm alarmist, but princess, although you are a wife and a mother, before that, you are a person first, and what you should consider most is your own life safety and feelings." ”

Princess Chang'an was a little dazed and a little shocked.

No one had taught her that.

She was raised by the emperor's grandmother, but the emperor's grandmother was gone when she was ten years old, and before she died, she set Meng Ze, the prince of Wuyang, as a concubine, but she failed to teach her these truths.

Even if she is a princess and has no shortage of people to upbring, no one will tell her that you are yourself first and foremost, and that you should take care of your own life......

Therefore, even if she is a princess, she also adheres to the idea of marrying and having children, marries Meng Ze, and gives birth to children for him, most of the women in this world are like this.

Everyone said that Meng Ze was the descendant of the Meng family, and she wanted to live more for Meng Ze, thinking that this was the way and sincerity to love him, and Meng Ze was good to her, so she thought even more.

Even when she gave birth to Chun'er in nine deaths, she didn't think about anything, she didn't think too much about it from her own perspective, she was only happy for him, and she blamed herself for not knowing if she could give birth to him.

With only one son, he must have regretted it, and might even blame her......

So even though Chu Huan said that the treatment would be very sinful, she was very afraid, struggled and weighed it for a long time, and still wanted to give it a try......

Chu Huan said: "You are afraid of pain and death, so don't force yourself to go through the pain and danger of giving birth again, it is not a natural thing." ”

She sneered and disdained: "The world praises motherhood, and it is true that many mothers in this world are great and admirable, but praise is a shackle, that is, a mother, and it is not born to be mine, and the child gives up everything, including life." ”

Princess Chang An was stunned and said, "How could you ...... Have such an idea? ”

Chu Huan asked rhetorically: "Isn't this wrong?" ”

Princess Chang'an pouted and didn't speak.

There is nothing wrong with that.

It's just too bold.

Chu Huan smiled: "Princess, you are a princess, you have more choices than most women at this time, you can actually live a little more relaxed and free." ”

Princess Chang'an said awkwardly: "What is it like to be relaxed and free?" As you said, don't you have so many children? ”

Chu Huan said: "If I am a princess, I can marry if I want to, if I don't want to marry, I can't marry, I can stay in this prosperous imperial capital to enjoy the glory, and I can also travel all over the world to see the beautiful scenery, I want a man, find one that suits my heart, and if I want to have a child, I will give birth." ”

She seemed to be imagining such a chic and wanton, smiled unsatisfactorily, and concluded to Princess Chang'an: "But it should be whether you want to or not, not whether you want to, whether you should or not, whether you can." ”

These words had a great impact on Princess Chang'an.

After opening her mouth and hesitating a few times, she suddenly rolled her eyes: "You still think too much about the identity of the princess, we were born as princesses, and we grew up with gold and dignity, either to seek profit with our relatives, or to envelop our subordinates, since ancient times, there are few princesses who can be so free and easy as you say." ”

Chu Huan chuckled and asked, "But did someone force you to woo your subordinates for profit with your relatives?" ”

Princess Chang'an was stunned.

Not really.

"You marry the Meng family, in fact, it can't be regarded as a courtier, I heard that the first queen mother and the Meng family have an old relationship, and I think that Meng Ze people are good for you, the first queen mother is afraid that Queen Shen will calculate your marriage, so she gave her marriage before she died, not that she hopes that you will envelop the Meng family, but just find a stable place for you."

Princess Chang'an's eyes widened: "How do you know?" ”

Chu Huan spread his hands: "What Fu Xi said, she likes to talk to me about these things when she is idle." ”

As soon as he came out of it, he happened to hear this sentence with a plate of pulp, and his expression cracked a little.

Obviously, the princess herself asked!

Princess Chang'an's sharp eyes saw her, and she immediately asked her angrily: "Fuxi, you big mouth!" Why do you talk to her about everything?! You even pulled the bottom of this princess to her? ”

Whisking: "......"

Wronged......