Seeing this, Chu Huan immediately squinted and asked, "What's wrong?" Why did my mother suddenly look bad? Am I going to be recognized? ”

Xian shook his head and said: "It shouldn't be, but I'm not sure, your identity will definitely show your face in front of those people at that time, your eyebrows and eyes are too similar to her, and I'm more worried about ......"

The words stopped abruptly, I don't know what to think, and Xian didn't say anything more.

"What are you more worried about?"

Xian Shi had a little uneasiness, and covered it up in time.

I only heard her whisper: "It's nothing, maybe we are too worried, your mother has a damaged face, she said that she walks in front of people will wear a mask or veil to cover it, unless it is someone very close, otherwise probably there is no chance to look at her face carefully." ”

Chu Huan didn't seem to see Xian's abnormality, and promised: "Don't worry, I will try my best to avoid meeting and contacting people in Shangyong City, since she doesn't want me to have a relationship with Shangyong City, then I have nothing to do with Shangyong City." ”

As for the idea of going to Shangyong City to live in peace in the future, there is no more.

Hey, I finally thought of a good place to go, but it turned out to be the last place she could go.

Xian said: "I failed to fulfill her instructions to take good care of you, so that you can grow up carefree, because of my incompetence in those years, you have suffered a lot, fortunately now the bitterness is sweet, if she sees you living so well now, she will be gratified." ”

Chu Huan said sincerely: "I have always known that you are dedicated to me, I am not your biological child, but in your heart, I am more important than Yucheng, I have never blamed you, not before, and now I know my life experience." ”

After thinking about it, she said again: "As for my biological mother, she won't blame you, she didn't want to return to Shangyong City to give birth to me, and she herself exchanged her life for my birth, she can't live, if you don't have you to entrust me, I don't know if I am alive or dead now." ”

Xian Shi glanced at Chu Huan in surprise, lowered her eyes and said softly: "She also said something similar at that time. ”

"What did she say?"

"She said, fortunately she saved me, so that she can have someone to entrust, otherwise, she may only have to find a good family for you to adopt, but she didn't give me peace of mind, because aside from my loyalty to her as the Lord, there is also kindness, and I will treat you well."

Chu Huan didn't understand.

What kind of grievance is it that makes Pei Tingcheng prefer to give the child outside to an inconsequential person than go back to Pei's house?

Could it be that letting his newborn daughter be left out of the house, with all kinds of unknown risks, is it better than living in the Pei family?

Xian said solemnly: "Your life experience, only you know, don't tell anyone, your mother told you to stay away from Shangyong City, anyone who knows about it will have the risk of exposing this matter, especially King Ming." ”

She emphasized: "Although King Ming is good to you, I can see that he is sincere to you, but he is the prince who wants to compete for the throne, if your life story is revealed, as your husband, he will get the full help and support of Shangyong City, so tempting, who knows that he will not take advantage of it?" ”

According to Xian's words, then it should be that Pei Tingcheng does not want his daughter to have a relationship with the Pei family in Shangyong City, but the Pei family should care about this granddaughter.

Therefore, Xian's tone was so determined, once the Pei family knew about her existence, Shangyong City would be Jing Xuan's help.

It's not that once you know, you won't be able to tolerate her.

Chu Huan thought to himself in his heart, and said with a smile on his face: "Don't worry, mother, I haven't reached the point where I know everything with him, you know, I have always kept his thoughts on him." ”

Xian did know Chu Huan's attitude towards Jing Xuan, and praised it very much: "It's good that you are sensible, I mistrusted men back then, and I lost my child by being chaotic, and your biological mother was also deeply saddened...... You can't afford to suffer any more. ”

“…… Well. ”

Xian Shi stretched out his hand, took Chu Huan's hand, and told him earnestly: "Your name Huan was given to you by your mother, she only hopes that you can always be happy and worry-free, Huan'er, just to make her blind, you must let yourself live well, live well, and spend this life well." ”

Chu Huan should have said this.

But she seemed to choke her voice, and her body froze, and she couldn't nod her head.

The ill-fated little girl had died on her wedding night.

I don't know where her soul has gone, whether she has seen her biological mother on Huangquan Road, whether the mother and daughter have been reunited.

She can live with this body and identity, as long as she avenges the original owner and takes care of her mother and brother for the original owner, she can live without burden, and she will definitely let herself live well.

But in the end, it is her soul that occupies this body now, even if there is a memory, but the original owner is indeed dead.

She had no way to make an order for the original owner to live well and spend her life well.

Moreover, she said so much to Xian just now, she is an insider and a bystander, she understands Xian's choice and helplessness, and shows that she has no complaints.

But I didn't realize one thing.

She is too substituted for herself, but she is not the original owner, the original owner is dead.

Xian took the original owner to the Chu family, the original owner suffered a lot, and finally Xian gambled a game and let the original owner marry like this to seek a way out, and then the original owner died.

If she hadn't been born with her body, then Chu Huan would really be dead.

Xian's gamble was lost.

If the original owner didn't know her life experience, and only thought that she was the daughter of Xian and Chu Shuxiu, she might not blame Xian, but only thought that this was her fate, and would only think that if there was an afterlife, she would not be the daughter of the Chu family.

But she's not.

That hard-working and unwilling girl, if she knew her life experience and knew that she shouldn't have suffered such a fate, but she still died in vain, wouldn't it be blame that Xian took her to the Chu family and let her marry instead?

She only knew that with the character of the original owner, when she thought she was the daughter of the Chu family, she didn't blame the Xian family, because the original owner had always understood the helplessness of the Xian family.

But I don't know that the original owner is dead, and the spirit of heaven knows his life experience, how will he think of his ridiculously short life.

Can she understand and forgive Sin for the original owner?

Xian Shi saw that Chu Huan's face was getting worse and worse, and his hands were gradually cold, and he was puzzled and worried: "Huan'er, what's wrong with you?" Why are your hands so cold all of a sudden? Has your face deteriorated? Is it because you are not feeling well? ”

Chu Huan came back to his senses, shook his head, and smiled reluctantly: "It's okay, I'm not uncomfortable, don't worry." ”

She was suddenly a little conflicted and confused, and she didn't know how to face Xian for a while, and she didn't know what to do.

Without waiting for Xian Shi to ask more, she looked outside and said, "It's not early, I should go back, I haven't had a lunch break today, and I'm a little tired, I'll come to see you another day." ”

Xian had no choice but to suppress his doubts, nodded and said, "It's okay, you want to rest more while you are pregnant with a child, go quickly." ”

Chu Huan got up and was about to leave.

But after walking a few steps, he couldn't help but stop, and glanced at Xian Shi with complicated eyes before turning around again.

Xian Shi was very puzzled when he saw her hesitating and struggling like this, but when she left, it was difficult to ask.

After Chu Huan went outside, she picked up Princess Chang'an, who had been waiting for her outside for a long time, and left Chu's house in a hurry and returned to the palace.

On the way out of Chu's house, Chu Huan was a little wrong, Princess Chang'an talked to her, and she didn't realize it.

On the carriage, Chu Huan was still absent-minded and looked solemn.

Princess Chang'an was very strange, and called Chu Huan a few times, and Chu Huan reacted.

Princess Chang An was very puzzled: "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" With such a preoccupied look, what did you say to Aunt Xian? Did something happen? ”