232: What do you mean when you say you're dead?

Chu Huan's face was cold, and he said unhappily: "Chu Yujin, you figure out one thing, whether you can live now depends on whether I am willing to give it, you are not qualified to make demands with me, and there is no weight to intercede for Chu Shuyu in front of me."

Chu Yujin's face froze, and he seemed to have just reacted, he really didn't have the confidence and weight to ask Chu Huan for anything.

If he can live, it is already Chu Huan's greatest tolerance.

But......

It was his own sister, even if it wasn't a father, it was also a mother's womb.

Chu Huan said coldly: "I'm not a saint, I just don't want to kill you because of the clear grievances, but Chu Shuyu is damned by me, if it weren't for her back then, I wouldn't have been expelled from the Dao Zhuangzi for eight years, and I was treated coldly and harshly,"

"It is also because of her that I was forced to marry instead, you think that I am now firmly seated as Princess Ming, and I have been honored and favored, so I think I will not suffer a loss for marrying, but how much do you know about it? What you sow, what you reap, what you owe, you have to pay. ”

Chu Yujin didn't understand, Chu Huan said that Chu Shuyu was right to cause her to be expelled and suffer, and it was not wrong to force her to marry instead.

But why did it get to the point of not being fatal?

Looking at Chu Yujin's confused appearance, Chu Huan didn't explain, but suddenly his mind moved, and he seemed to smile and said: "But if you want to save her, it's not impossible, otherwise you die, she lives, how about it?" ”

Chu Yujin was stunned, and did not react or respond for a while.

After that, he lowered his head and fell silent.

Obviously, he didn't want to exchange his life for Chu Shuyu's life.

Although he wanted Chu Shuyu to survive, he was not to the point where he was willing to die for Chu Shuyu.

No matter how deep the feelings are, they are not as good as their own bodies.

Seeing this, Chu Huan only moved his brows, and did not mock Chu Yujin.

It's just human nature.

Chu Huan threw the poison in his hand to Chu Yujin, and Chu Yujin also hurriedly raised his hand to take it.

Fu Xi also handed the antidote from the tray forward.

Chu Huan said: "You eat the poison yourself, there is an antidote for half a year, you take one every month, the poison in your body will not attack, it is no different from ordinary people, I will arrange your death in the next few days, your face, you can find a way to draw two holes yourself." ”

"When you leave, go find a place to spend the rest of your life, in the future, I will have someone send you an antidote every six months, I just said, you can live as you want, don't reveal your identity, and don't appear in front of the old people again."

Chu Yujin asked her, "Can I take Tan Niang with me?" ”

Chu Huan raised his eyebrows: "You care about her very much?" ”

Chu Yujin nodded: "She is my woman, so she naturally cares." ”

In this regard, Chu Yujin is better than Chu Shu.

Chu Huan was a little interested: "Then will you marry her?" ”

Chu Yujin said in a low voice: "If I am still Chu Yujin, no, when I am not, probably will." ”

If he is Chu Yujin, his marriage is involuntarily, and he naturally can't marry Tan Niang, and it is not even easy to let her enter the door as a concubine.

But he never thought of giving up this woman, it was the first woman he experienced in his youth, even if it was her calculation at first, but he was willing to be responsible for her.

After so many years, it is impossible to give up.

Chu Huan said: "You can bring it if you want, as long as it doesn't reveal your identity and origin, I won't care about you." ”

Chu Yujin didn't say anything more.

After looking at the poison in his hand for a while, he uncorked the bottle, poured out the poison, and ate it with his head up.

After Chu Yujin ate it, he asked calmly: "Do I want to be disfigured now?" ”

Chu Huan shook his head: "No, I don't like to see this, so you don't have to be in front of me, since it's not in front of me, and you don't have to limit the time, just ruin it when you leave." ”

Chu Yujin nodded.

He took the antidote from the whisk.

Chu Huan thought about it, and still said: "Although it is a bit hypocritical to say this, I still want to say that I don't want to humiliate you and practice you, I just want a peace of mind, I don't want to let the tiger return to the mountain and eventually become a hidden danger, I hope you understand." ”

Chu Yujin nodded and said calmly: "I know." ”

Before leaving, Chu Yujin thanked her and left.

After Chu Yujin was taken away, Jing Xuan came out from behind.

Seeing Chu Huan's expression slightly condensed, he sighed slightly: "You are much kinder to him, I think that you are willing to let him go, and you will not pretend." ”

Although Chu Huan's attitude and tone were not kind at the beginning, she was quite peaceful in the end, which shows that she herself is kind to Chu Yujin.

Chu Huan said: "I have no personal enmity with him, although it is his own choice, in the end I also have my own selfishness, if it weren't for Yucheng to be the son of the world, I don't have to destroy him." ”

She herself knew very well that before she knew her life experience, she really wanted to get rid of Chu Shuxiu and Deng, as well as their children, and eradicate obstacles and future troubles for Xian and Chu Yucheng.

But when she learned about her background and determined whether she was the biological daughter of the Chu family, she still hated Chu Shuxiu and the Deng family and Chu Shuyu, but for Chu Yujin, who had never been sorry for the original owner, she had already faded away from the mind of getting rid of it.

If she didn't want Chu Yucheng to get the inheritance of the Chu family, she would probably choose another method to deal with and destroy the Deng family's mother and daughter.

Anyway, as long as the ugly things of the Deng family are exposed, Chu Shuxiu will be like this, and she will be burdened with shame and life is better than death, and her revenge will be achieved.

However, whether there is the crime of killing his mother or not, for Chu Yujin, it is completely different.

If there is no crime of killing his mother, Chu Yujin will be ridiculed for his mother's lewdness and shamelessness, and he is still the concubine of the Chu family, the heir, and will have a beautiful life.

Therefore, she still chose the original plan and sat back and watched Chu Yujin go to the point of no return.

Jing Xuan said: "You don't have to pay too much attention to it, the repayment of parents' debts to children is sometimes quite ridiculous, but it is reasonable, you don't need to be ashamed, the truth of becoming a king and defeating a king, Chu Yujin himself knows it, and you should also understand." ”

Chu Huan was noncommittal.

Jing Xuan looked at her and asked seriously: "It's just one thing, I don't understand, that day at the Chu family, you and Chu Shuxiu said that you really died on the wedding night, just now you said that Chu Shuyu owed you your life for the marriage, what do you mean?" ”

When he asked this, he was a little nervous.

Chu Huan looked at him, and the two of them looked at each other like this, and Chu Huan was silent for a long time.

Jing Xuan said: "Since that night, you have been very different from before, because I ...... Changed you? You buried your former self in that night, and felt like you were dead, so you are so resistant to me now, is it just because I didn't treat you well at that time? ”

Chu Huan opened his eyes and said lightly: "Jing Xuan, there are some things I don't want to say too clearly, and you shouldn't want to know, don't ask." ”

Jing Xuan said categorically: "I want to know." ”

He stood up, walked up to her, and slowly lowered his knees.

He said softly: "During this time, no matter what I do, you have always been cold to me, like because I didn't treat you well at the beginning and you got tired of me, but it didn't seem to be all, I wondered, is it because of that night? ”