When she thought of the past, the unwillingness and resentment that was almost instinctive of this body came to her heart again, sweeping through her entire senses and making her feel breathless.

Her life shouldn't have been like this.

It shouldn't be so short and mediocre, and it shouldn't have suffered these disasters that shouldn't have belonged to her, and it shouldn't have died in vain.

Who caused this innocent woman's unfortunate life?

Is it the man who hurt Pei Tingcheng and caused Pei Tingcheng to turn his back on the Pei family, and would rather die outside and hand over his daughter to others than send him back to the Pei family?

Or do you think that staying away is comfortable, and you think that it is for the good of your daughter, and you hand over your daughter to a weak woman like Xian Shi, who can't ensure her daughter's happiness for the rest of her life?

Or did he take the original owner to the Chu family, and finally miscalculated the hearts of the people, and couldn't protect the original owner, so he could only let the original owner be expelled, and with a trace of luck, the original owner was forced to marry and die for the Xian family?

or forced the original owner to marry Chu Shuxiu and the Deng couple, as well as Chu Shuyu, who led and had vested interests......

and Liu Shuang, who secretly killed the original owner......

It's all murderers.

And what about her?

Is she?

She didn't know.

"I'll avenge you."

She looked at the tablet and whispered: "I will not let go of the person who killed you, this is my account to you,"

"Now, the Deng family is dead, Chu Shuyu has a bad reputation and has nothing, and she will soon have to pay the price for her viciousness, Chu Shuxiu is also abolished, I will let him live as well as die, and only Liu Shuang will be left......"

Whether the Xian family is wrong or not, she doesn't know how to evaluate it, and she can't really treat the Xian family, and the original owner probably won't care about the Xian family.

"Soon, I will bring Liu Shuang to your spirit, kowtow to you and confess your sins, and then kill her to pay for your life, so that she can also taste the despair you tasted in the darkness that night......"

After a moment of silence, she lowered her eyes and struggled, and then looked up again.

She continued to whisper: "I don't know, do you want me to live on you, do you want me to give birth to the child in the womb, between life and death, I have no way to ask your wishes,"

"But I want to live, I have died once, so I want to live better and do what I want to do and should do, as for the children, I have already given up on them, so, I'm sorry......"

"After all, I owe you, but there are some things I can't pay back after all, and I can't do it, I will avenge you and take care of your mother and brother for you, which is the only thing I can do for you now,"

"If it's not enough, wait for the day when your life ends in the future, and I'll make amends for you, okay......"

After a moment of silence, she shifted her gaze to the flickering lamp on the table, her eyes hinting at anticipation.

"I have lit a lantern for you, if people have an afterlife, I hope you can be reborn in a happy family, without being born to endure the pain of your parents' separation, nor to suffer from hunger and cold, you can live a smooth and happy life, and you can get everything you want."

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Jing Xuan didn't leave, and waited outside the bedroom for a long time before Chu Huan opened the door and came out.

When Chu Huan saw him, his eyes paused, and he immediately asked lightly: "Why haven't you left yet?" ”

Jing Xuan looked her up and down, and when she saw that she was doing as usual, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Don't worry about you." ”

Chu Huan said: "What's not to worry about? I said, I won't hurt myself, it's not easy for people like me to live, and I regret my life. ”

I don't know if this is a mockery of others or myself.

Jing Xuan looked at her deeply, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Chu Huan asked him, "Are you okay to get busy?" ”

Jing Xuan said: "It's nothing important. ”

Chu Huan said: "Okay, find something for you to do, you can arrange it, and get Chu Yujin out." ”

"Tonight?"

Chu Huan didn't care much and said, "It's all right, but I want to see someone tonight, you ask someone to get Chu Shuyu." ”

Jing Xuan said: "If you want to kill her, just let Dongqing go on a trip, what else do you want to see her?" ”

Chu Huan said: "There are some things that have to be solved face-to-face." ”

Jing Xuan thought about it for a while, then nodded: "Okay, I'll let Dongqing bring people." ”

Chu Huan snorted and said to him, "If you don't have anything to do, you can go and do your business." ”

Jing Xuan said: "I don't have anything to do. ”

"Then find something to do, I still have to go to the medicine store to be busy, and I don't have time to pay attention to you."

As she spoke, she turned her head and instructed Fuxi: "You stay here, teach Ah Shu to read and write, and then teach her some rules to learn, and, look at the everlasting lamp, don't let it go out, and don't let the people who sprinkle the sweeper touch it." ”

"Yes." ”

Chu Huan glanced at Wang Shu again, asked Wang Shu to study hard with Fuxi, and then left Fuyun Pavilion with Xiling.

Ignored Jing Xuan.

Jing Xuan watched her leave, thought about it, turned his head to look at Fuxi, and his eyes showed something.

Fu Xi understood, Jing Xuan couldn't ask anything from Chu Huan, and when she wanted her to teach Wang Shu to read and write, she tried to try the cliché.

She lowered her eyes.

Jing Xuan then left Fuyun Pavilion.

Fu Xi naturally complied, and when teaching Wang Shu, he did not forget to get closer to the relationship and try to talk about it, but it was to no avail.

Wang Shu's mouth is very strict, and his guard is also very high, as long as it involves important things, he will keep silent.

On this day, except for these abnormalities in the morning, Chu Huan was as usual at other times, and it was so normal that it seemed weird.

At night, Chu Huan met Chu Shuyu.

It didn't take long to see him, and Chu Shuyu looked a lot embarrassed.

is no longer glamorous and decent before, and it has long lost the arrogance of being the concubine of the princess, only the bleakness of the withered flowers.

Although he was well taken care of in Chu Yujin's outer room, he also looked very haggard from the vicissitudes of life.

With a face as dead and silent, when he saw Chu Huan, he showed a little emotion, stared at Chu Huan with hatred, gritted his teeth and asked, "Did you want to let people bring me here to see my jokes?" ”

Oh, she hates Chu Huan.

Hateful.

Hate, but it's normal.

After all, Chu Shuyu's fall to this point was caused by her step-by-step push.

But the cycle of cause and effect is just retribution.

Chu Huan chuckled, and couldn't hide the disdain in his eyes: "What does your joke mean to me?" Even if I don't look at you, I know what you are like now, so why bother to let people take you to see it? ”

Chu Shuyu's eyes became more and more hateful, and he looked at Chu Huan fiercely for a moment, then suddenly deflated, put away the resentment in his eyes, and lowered his head and smiled bitterly.

"Also, compared to you, I'm an ant now."

Chu Huan was noncommittal.

Chu Shuyu put away all the sadness in her heart, held on a little bit of temperament, and asked her: "You asked people to bring me here, not to see my jokes, but what do you want to do?" ”

Chu Huan: "I want your life." ”

Chu Shuyu suddenly froze, and her already haggard face turned a little paler: "You...... What did you say? ”

Her expression and tone became uneasy.

Chu Huan smiled, but there was a chill in his eyes: "I said I came to you because I wanted your life, what?" Are you scared? Didn't you commit suicide by jumping into a lake a few days ago? I thought you were dead. ”

Chu Shuyu immediately panicked, her pupils constricted and she said in a trembling voice: "You...... Want to kill me? ”