Yun Chu succeeded to the throne of Chongyun Pavilion, and wrote to me to attend the succession ceremony, I had just separated from Aqing, and I didn't have much interest, until I received Yun Chu's second letter, he said that she would succeed to the position of the Holy Maiden of Chongyun Pavilion, at that moment, I thought that there was a reason to see her, so I agreed to Yun Chu to participate in the name of the Divine Doctor Valley.

After that day, I restrained myself from going to her and not thinking about her, but this kind of thing, where is it restrained, after all, she is the one who broke into my heart since I was a child......

So, I'm going to take this opportunity to see her, even if it's just from afar.

Everyone in this world has their own helplessness, and letting go for a while does not mean real loss!

On the day of the ceremony, I sat in the guest seat and saw her and Yun Chu walking hand in hand, at that moment, I unconsciously thought of Yun Chu as myself, probably because I drank too much wine and my head was not bright.

I thought fortunately, fortunately, the place where I was sitting was not conspicuous, no one noticed my gaffe, I was afraid that if I stayed, I couldn't help but go up and pull Yun Chu away and replace it with myself, so when Chongyun Pavilion got up to block everyone's sight, I quietly left the main hall.

I didn't leave, but found a quiet place, and slept hard with the strength of the wine, but at night, I couldn't sleep, I sat on the wall where I could see her yard, and drank silently, and lately, I found that wine is a good thing, no wonder she always likes to drink.

But my favorite drink is still her apricot blossom brewing, and at that moment, I don't know if I can drink it in this life, so I miss it very much.

I saw her come out of the house, and I could clearly realize that her heart was beating faster, and it turned out that she couldn't sleep either.

I watched her walk all the way this way, I saw her stunned when she saw me, I saw that she subconsciously wanted to leave, I suddenly didn't want her to go like this, so I stretched out my hand to her.

God knows how happy I was when she reached out to me, I could sense her unnaturalness, so I didn't stop her when she snatched my drink.

She was drunk and wanted to leave, I grabbed her, wanted to keep her, but I didn't know how to speak, I could only stubbornly hold her, my heart was sour and astringent.

She finally compromised and sat back next to me, she was drunk, he said sorry to me, in fact, I wanted to say that she didn't say sorry for me, but unfortunately whether she said it or not, she couldn't hear it anyway, this person has always been shallow, this wine is three glasses poured, Yun Chu's treasure.

I carried her back to the house, and I knew it would be harder to see each other again, so I stayed with her all night and left at dawn.

Later, as I expected, she left and went to Lingnan with that person, Yun Chu kept asking me to go home to recognize my ancestors, and the Shen family happened to be in Lingnan, and when Yun Chu mentioned it again, I didn't refuse.

From Yun Chu's mouth, I knew where she was, I went to see her, but she didn't know, just like she didn't know that many of the fruit trees in front of and behind the house were planted by hand after they were asleep.

Later, that person died, I was reluctant to let her be sad alone, and I planned to accompany her, but she tossed herself unconscious, I was angry and distressed, I asked Yun Chu to take everyone away, leaving only her maidservant, and I would take care of her.

I told her the story we told when we were young, the story about longing and companionship, and I told her to wake up quickly and go back to sleep is not good for her health, and I knew she couldn't hear it, and it was because she couldn't hear it, so I could say a lot of things boldly.

I love her! Love her so much! Just love her!

I told her over and over again that she listened 'tirelessly' and I was happy, really happy.

Sensing that she was about to wake up, I thought it was time for me to leave, and I told her maid not to tell her that I had been here, and she asked me why, but I didn't know, I just didn't want her to know.

Later, she went to Beiyi, and I also went to Beiyi, and I told myself that I would give her a year to let go of the past, and after a year, I would not let her leave me.

- Ye Ci