Burning incense Chapter 46 Another one
Shi Manxiang called her father after going upstairs.
The mother on the other end of the line was still blaming her.
"Manman, don't take your mother's words to heart, you know it."
"She's not happy all the time."
Father's voice was kind and gentle.
"I know father, when mother calms down, I'll go to the hotel to see you."
"I'm sorry, you could have stayed at home."
Shi Manxiang heard the sound of the stairs.
It must have been Yunyi who went upstairs.
"Manman, don't think too much."
Shi Tianlei and Shi Manxiang chatted a few more words, and then hung up the phone.
When Shi Manxiang turned around, Yun Yi was already standing at the door with his luggage.
She walked over and took the luggage: "Thank you." ”
"What are you going to say?" Yun Yi asked bluntly.
Shi Manxiang's hand on the luggage paused, and he got up and looked at Yun Yi: "Didn't I tell you the secret method of ancient Tibetan incense?" ”
"With the strength of your company, there is no difficulty in reproducing."
Yun Yi frowned and looked at her calmly: "Shi Manxiang, am I really so unbearable?" ”
"Is there anything to do with the two?"
Shi Manxiang didn't understand what Yunyi meant: "Didn't you want this five years ago and then get the company?" ”
Yun Yi's calm eyes became painful: "I really thought so five years ago. ”
"But I .....," Yun Yi paused, "I couldn't help it later, I couldn't do it." ”
"No," Shi Manxiang followed his words, "you did a good job, and you succeeded, didn't you?" ”
"I didn't!"
Yun Yi stretched out his hand and wanted to touch her, but Shi Manxiang was able to dodge her.
Yun Yi's hand paused in the air, then clenched into a fist and slowly withdrew it.
"Five years ago, when I went all the way back to Shangri-La from Naqu, I felt like I was a failure."
"I'm a failure." Shi Manxiang's eyes were stunned, as if she had returned to that memory.
"I was deceived by a man, and it turned out that I was toyed with by another man in less than three months."
Shi Manxiang suddenly brought a smile on her cheeks: "Yunyi, thanks to you, I am indeed not in a very good mental state over the years." ”
"That's why I don't want to see you, because as long as I see you, those sealed memories will resurface."
Yunyi's chest was rising and falling violently: "I'm sorry." ”
"Is it okay to say sorry?" Shi Manxiang laughed self-deprecatingly.
"You know that feeling of finding hope in despair and then wanting to turn yourself into despair with your own hands?"
"Yunyi, I hate you, a thousand times heavier than I hate Yu Bo."
The more Shi Manxiang spoke, the more excited she became, as if she wanted to vent all her emotions in the past five years.
When they reunited, Shi Manxiang actually felt the same in her heart, but she suppressed it.
But today's mother, put it all on the table.
"You probably don't know how I know everything, do you?"
Shi Manxiang asked lightly after calming down a little.
"I can guess."
"No, you'll never guess what I was going through that day." Shi Manxiang slowly walked into Yunyi.
"I also want to thank Fang Tianwan, it was she who allowed me to get up from the swamp that was sinking deeper and deeper."
"It is also she who will have the current Shi Manxiang, if I have the opportunity, I must thank her."
The two looked at each other, and the last time the two of them were alone was five years ago.
"You don't want that." Yun Yi's voice had become trembling, as if pleading, "I didn't lie to you, I really love you." ”
"Yunyi," Shi Manxiang didn't want to hear him say this, and looked at him seriously, "Emotional deception is no longer the most important thing between the two of us. ”
"The insurmountable gap between us began when you first designed your father's shop."
Shi Manxiang reached out and stroked Yunyi's cheek, which was close at hand.
"If I were given another choice, I would not have walked home on the day of the divorce, and I would not have forgotten to get the divorce certificate."
"As long as I can avoid you, anything."
Yunyi's eyes were red, and her beautiful eyes were full of pain and tears.
Shi Manxiang looked at him calmly, without any trace of emotion.
"If I were given another choice, I would do my best to meet you again."
Shi Manxiang's eyes shrank sharply, and her expression became painful.
She didn't understand, she had already said it so clearly, why Yunyi was still persistent.
"I don't love you anymore, do you understand?" Shi Manxiang suddenly said loudly.
"I love you." Yunyi's voice was very gentle.
"I love you," Yun Yi muttered, "I'm still decades old, Shi Manxiang, I won't let you get rid of me." ”
Shi Manxiang suddenly discovered a problem at this moment.
Yunyi seems to have been locked in five years ago like her, and her psychological state is even worse than her.
Shi Manxiang took a deep breath and tried to calm her mood.
"Yunyi, I think you may also have a bit of a problem with your psychological state, so we can't talk about it."
"Shi Manxiang," Yun Yi grabbed her wrist this time, "You're right, but I'm very clear about your affairs. ”
Shi Manxiang looked at Yun Yi and didn't answer him.
"I won't force you, but don't try to get rid of me."
Yun Yi's face was unusually serious, as if it was an oath and a curse.
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Lying on the sofa, when he listened to Manxiang's narration, he was directly beaten by a carp.
"That kid, do you want to be so infatuated?"
"You call this infatuation?" Wu Jiaqi rolled her eyes.
"Why isn't he infatuated, as far as I know, he has been looking for Zhuoma for five years, and he has almost searched every inch of the country."
Shi Manxiang sighed: "Wu Jiaqi is right, this is not infatuation, this is paranoia and persistence. ”
"If you don't get something, the more you want it."
Jin Chu glared at Wu Jiaqi with a complicated face, and then looked at Shi Manxiang: "Zhuoma, men are actually not so complicated. ”
"That kid might really feel like he's wrong and want to get you back."
"Men are complicated!" Wu Jiaqi held repeated votes, "It's so complicated that it's not human." ”
Descending Chu gave Wu Jiaqi a look.
"But, senior sister, Yunyi seems to be really sincere." Wu Jiaqi's words were punctuated, and his attitude changed eighteen.
Shi Manxiang shook his head: "I won't know, I don't even know what kind of mood I feel about him now." ”
When he heard Shimanxiang's words, he immediately sat down beside her.
"Do you want to see him every day?"
Shi Manxiang shook her head.
"And do you want him to contact you?"
Shi Manxiang thought for a while and nodded.
"And will your heart beat faster in the face of him?"
Shi Manxiang shook her head quickly.
"Then you ......"
"What nonsense are you asking?" Wu Jiaqi couldn't listen to it anymore.
At the beginning of the descent, Wu Jiaqi was so scared that he closed his mouth and made a gesture of you coming.
Wu Jiaqi glanced at him and comforted: "Senior sister, you don't actually need to understand what feelings you have for him. ”
Shi Manxiang turned her head to look at Wu Jiaqi, with confusion in her eyes.
"Love is a thing that everyone has and everyone understands."
"You just have to follow your own thoughts and act on your heart."
Wu Jiaqi said it as a matter of course, but Shi Manxiang heard it in a fog.
"Senior sister, didn't you notice? What you lack right now is not love, but life force. ”
"How?" Shi Manxiang asked weakly.
"Five years ago, although I cried so much that my divorce certificate fell on the day of my sister's divorce, you gave me the feeling that I was ......"
Wu Jiaqi thought for a while: "Why don't you get divorced!" ”
Wu Jiaqi's tone made Shi Manxiang feel a little funny inexplicably.
"And now?" Shi Manxiang asked.
"Now....." Wu Jiaqi sighed, "Senior sister, you are now divorced and want your whole life." ”
"You called me five years ago and asked me if I wanted to start a school with you."
"I've been by your side for the past five years, and I know your status all the better."
Wu Jiaqi suddenly became serious and serious.
Shi Manxiang actually knows her state.
"I know what you're talking about, and I know it."
Shi Manxiang hugged the pillow: "But I really can't accept new feelings now." ”
"So, senior sister, what are you going to do to accept new feelings? Accept yourself first! ”
Shi Manxiang looked at Wu Jiaqi blankly, and then slowly widened her eyes.
Accept yourself.
Accept yourself......
Shi Manxiang suddenly wanted what her grandmother and Rinpoche had said five years ago.
From the heart does not follow the trace.
She seemed to have forgotten about it five years ago.
"The Buddha doesn't cross me, I cross myself."
Shi Manxiang felt as if the Tianling Gai had been hit by something and became sensitive.
At this time, Wu Jiaqi's mobile phone rang.
"The phone in the store."
Wu Jiaqi picked up the phone directly, and Shi Manxiang was still thinking about Wu Jiaqi's words just now.
"I see." After Wu Jiaqi hung up the phone, she stared at Shi Manxiang indescribably.
Shi Manxiang felt Wu Jiaqi's eyes and became puzzled: "What's wrong?" ”
"A man came to you and said he found it through a business card."
As soon as the words fell, the three of them looked at each other.
I have the answer in my heart.
"The man I know in Napahai is really looking for Dolma!"
Shi Manxiang also felt a little incredible, that man actually came back today?
And as soon as he came back, he came to her.
There were all kinds of doubts in their hearts, but the three of them decided to go to the store anyway.
I haven't been to the store in a while.
As soon as I arrived at the door of the electric store, I saw that there were still many people in the store buying incense.
When the staff watching the store saw it, Manxiang hurriedly stepped forward to greet him: "Boss." ”
Shi Manxiang responded gently and politely: "We'll talk later, what about the person looking for me?" ”
"I'm here!"
The boy's playful voice came from behind him, startling Shi Manxiang.
The boy didn't expect Shi Manxiang to have such a big reaction, and he was stunned in place.
Shi Manxiang was easily frightened five years ago, and five years ago, this problem did not decrease but became even worse.
"Are you alright?" The boy reached out to hold her and then bowed and apologized, "I'm sorry." ”
Shi Manxiang shook his head: "Your etiquette is too big, I'm fine." ”
"Do you have anything to do with me?"
Shi Manxiang goes straight to the point.
"I said it when I was in Napa, I want to learn from you!"