Chapter 762: Exorcism (53)

Blue Mandala: Exorcism

（53）

I found myself getting more and more lonely, and I couldn't understand what my body's signals were, tears, distress, or dizziness.

I found that my fear of pain was much greater than that of no pain, and when there was no pain, I could ride from Chongwenmen all the way to Jianxiang Bridge to visit my teacher in such windy weather. The teacher sent me downstairs, and when I saw the bicycle lying on the ground, I wondered: How hard did it take to ride this little bike so far upwind?

But now, I am afraid of pain, and I will never dare to go out in the windy, frosty, rainy and snowy weather.

The summer of my life has passed, and now it is a full autumn, although the harvest is not too good, but it is enough to eat for a lifetime, and I am very content.

The mother was not content, and now it seems that the mother-in-law is too. But I didn't want to change the fate of others, I just did my best to fulfill my family's wishes. If you know the exact birthday, you can predict when they will not be able to bear the change in the weather and return to dust, but I have never tried to draw it, I like the tranquility of knowing nothing, I prefer to believe that birthdays are not correct, because I remember my birthday the most, and that day was told by others.

I didn't want to hide my birthday, maybe my mom said that she wanted me to have a long marriage, and my dad said that he wanted me to face up to reality, but everyone said that I didn't look like them, maybe I was dropped in those days when I was not by their side when I was a child? Maybe I had an out-of-body change in a few adventures after work?

I don't want to fight against fate, I'm used to being a mother who cooks a day.

I hope that the demons and monsters are far away from me, and I can enjoy my family to the fullest.

So I took my heart out to dry, so that she could absorb the essence of heaven, earth, sun and moon, know how to cultivate every day, go to bed early and get up early to maintain a clear and clear qi in the body, and coarse tea and light rice make the stomach and intestines always clear.

I remember reposting a blog last year, taking pictures of many eminent monks who participated in a certain puja in Taiwan, but they were either fat heads and big ears or full of black moles, which made people look cold. If you are not refreshing, how can you purify all sentient beings?

My clean and refreshing body is the result of eating less, but my mother never forgot to say that you should eat more and eat better, don't save, I really want to say when you don't cry poor and then tell me this sentence, but this should not need me to say, why is even my mother so unconsciously so hypocritical to me?

Eating without moderation, like sleeping and working irregularly, is the enemy of health, and all kinds of diseases can attack this kind of person. If you can't control your eyes, ears and mouth, you will hurt your spirit, mess your mind, and cause trouble. There are many liars in the world who have no clue but say that they can be instructed by the gods and are illiterate but say that they have family recipes, but if we can control our eyes, ears and mouth, we will not be fooled.

Heaven and earth operate, and human growth has its laws. If a person is born with full fetal gas, has abundant milk and food, and does not crave fatty food and does not enjoy pleasure in adulthood, he will be able to live a long life.

If the congenital fetal gas is insufficient, the acquired milk is poor, and the adult is addicted to fat, sweet, and indulgent, the body will be weak and short-lived.

Most people born after the 80s have good congenital and acquired conditions, but it seems that they don't know how to recuperate physically and mentally, which is really a pity. Therefore, we post-90s mothers must teach our children to know how to be quiet and indifferent, so that their lives are more warm in spring, so that the body and mind are smooth and the yin and yang are balanced, so that they can be as vibrant as all things in spring, and grow into towering trees with deep roots and lush leaves, so as to be able to resist the invasion of wind, frost, rain and snow, and expand the green of life year after year.

That's why I have to nag with words.