Chapter 10 Meticulous Attention 5
"Oh......" Xu Xinuo nodded lightly and followed Qin Mo to eat.
She hadn't written a few words that morning, but she was hungry.
After so many years, Xu Xinuo has also discovered a pattern. If you don't get up in the morning, you won't feel hungry, and when you wake up, you won't feel hungry even if you don't do anything.
Sister Li had already put breakfast all on the table.
Breakfast was very rich, Xu Xinuo sat down and took a bun to eat.
Qin Mo silently peeled an egg and put it on Xu Xinuo's plate.
Xu Xinuo was flattered and took a sip of soy milk slowly. She felt that Qin Mo took too good care of her, as if she was performing. She didn't understand why Qin Mo was trying to create a good husband's image, she didn't need it.
After breakfast, Xu Xinuo consciously hugged the computer and went to the bedroom to write.
She gave up the study to Qin Mo.
Unexpectedly, Qin Mo came to the bedroom with a few books to read.
Xu Xinuo had no choice but to secretly hold the computer and go to the yard to write.
She wrote for a while, and there was no inspiration, so she went to cartoon inspiration. Why are the manga and anime created by others so good-looking?
It's too hard to succeed. She had major difficulties at the beginning.
Running out of ideas, she stared at herself in pain, and finally helplessly found a few pieces of paper and drew and played on them.
Was she thinking too simply? Or does she have no talent for writing?
Xu Xinuo painted in distress, sighing all the time, not knowing what was wrong.
In the end, she reluctantly chose to take her love experience with Yang Fan as the story route in her comics, and stopped drawing fairy tales.
The relationship between the two of them in college was quite sweet, and it should resonate with young boys and girls.
And writing your own story won't get stuck, it won't run out of content.
Xu Xinuo said just do it, immediately created a new document, and then began to write.
This time she was less difficult, much more fluent, and the occasional pause was also due to the careful consideration of the words.
Before she knew it, it was five o'clock, and the sun was hanging low in the west, shining obliquely, and her eyes were uncomfortable. She had to take the computer and go indoors.
Qin Mo saw Xu Xinuo coming in, and hurriedly ran over to Xu Xinuo and said, "I don't need a study, you can go to the study." ”
Xu Xinuo hesitated for a moment and turned around and went to the study.
He was curious about what Xu Xinuo was doing, but Xu Xinuo didn't say anything, so he didn't take the initiative to ask. so as not to be embarrassed by the promises.
Xu Xinuo came to the study and continued to work hard to write. What she wrote today is enough for her to draw for a few days. She thought about it if it was just a comic. Why does she still write, can't she just draw it?
She suddenly realized that she had done too much, and sighed tiredly.
After a busy afternoon, her eyes were a little uncomfortable, and she stood by the window while moving her muscles and watching the beautiful sunset outside.
At this time, I don't know what happened to Yang Fan and An Ruosu.
An Ruosu was her inseparable best friend during college, and Yang Fan was her boyfriend. Both of them were her closest people.
When she knew that An Ruosu liked Yang Fan, her first reaction was not anger, but very peaceful.
Now she hopes that Yang Fan and An Ruosu can get along well. She always remembered the bits and pieces between them and remembered how good they were to her.
Drawing comics with her own story, she will definitely think of the two of them often when she draws comics in the future.
Thinking of An Ruosu, Xu Xinuo couldn't help but think of the scene when the two of them met recently.
In the elegantly laid out private room, delicious dishes are tickled on the table, tempting the taste buds.
Xu Xinuo looked at An Ruosu, who he hadn't seen for a long time, and his heart couldn't suppress his cordiality and joy.
"Why do you have time to come here?" Xu Xinuo asked affectionately, with a smile on his face that he was trying to squeeze out.
Not long ago, her family went bankrupt, and her father couldn't stand the blow and fell ill, and now he is still in the hospital for emergency treatment.
It's a mess at home. She worries every day, and it is difficult for her to smile. But in order not to let An Ruosu be affected because of her own affairs, she still tried to pretend that everything was business as usual.
An Ruosu observed Xu Xinuo, her face was solemn, and she said as if she had something on her mind: "It's okay to be idle, I'll come and see you." ”
"Oh." Xu Xinuo nodded lightly, hesitant in his heart. She wanted to borrow money from An Ruosu, but she didn't know how to speak.
Although An Ruosu has a solid family, she has only started working now, has no money, and still depends on her parents for her life.
Xu Xinuo thought about it, but still didn't have the courage to say anything about lending money. Forget about her own embarrassment, don't let An Ruosu be embarrassed.
If she spoke, An Ruosu would not borrow, nor would she not borrow. An Ruosu came all the way to find her, so she didn't want to block with An Ruosu.
An Ruosu, who was opposite Xu Xinuo, was also very hesitant.
She looked at Xu Xinuo, wanted to say something, opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't say anything.
The two of them looked at each other, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.
Xu Xinuo felt a sense of distance between him and An Ruosu. She doesn't know if it's because in recent months, everyone hasn't been together and separated from each other's lives.
"Say whatever you want." Xu Xinuo said with a smile.
She didn't like the distance she had now.
An Ruosu worked hard for a while, and finally said bluntly: "Eat vegetables." These are the two of our favorite foods. Hurry up and eat it. ”
After she finished speaking, she hurriedly used chopsticks to pick up a lot of dishes for Xu Xinuo. The bowls of Xu Xinuo were piled up like mountains.
Seeing that An Ruosu was still trying to pick up vegetables for her, as if she was using dishes to challenge building blocks, Xu Xinuo hurriedly persuaded her: "You can eat too." ”
"Oh......" An Ruosu stopped the movement of his hand in a daze and slowly put down the chopsticks.
Xu Xinuo saw An Ruosu's absent-mindedness, and asked with concern: "Ruosu, what's wrong with you?" ”
An Ruosu put away her thoughts and said calmly: "Not much." Eat it. ”
Xu Xinuo knew that something must be wrong with An Ruosu, but he didn't know what it was.
However, An Ruosu was reluctant to say, and she didn't want to ask any more, so she silently ate the dishes piled up in the bowl.
The two of them ate in silence during the meal.
Both of them have their own agendas.
After eating, An Ruosu didn't leave for a long time.
"Ruosu. I have a few things to do in the afternoon. I'll go first. I'll look for you again in the evening. Xu Xinuo said apologetically.
An Ruosu suddenly grabbed Xu Xinuo's hand, and said in a panic and eagerly: "Don't go......"
Xu Xinuo put it in the bag he picked up, patted An Ruosu's hand gently, and said, "It's okay for you to go with me." I made an appointment with someone to talk about things. When the time comes, you will wait for me next to me. ”
She thought that An Ruosu was reluctant to give up on herself because she hadn't seen her for a few months.
An Ruosu said anxiously: "Cyno, just a few minutes." ”
Xu Xinuo saw that the time was in time, and said softly: "Say it." Did something happen to you? Even if I can't help, I can be a listener and let you vent. ”
An Ruosu hesitated for a moment, plucked up her courage, and said with difficulty: "Cyno, I know about the bankruptcy of your family. ”
After Xu Xinuo was surprised, he felt relieved. She finally didn't have to pretend anymore, and finally she didn't have to force a smile anymore. This matter has been in her heart for a long time. She had become accustomed to the weight of pain.
"Hmm. It was sudden, but since it happened, I had to face it. Xu Xinuo said lightly.
It's not easy to take on this, but she doesn't want to be too sad. Things have already happened, it's useless to be sad, it's better to think about how to face it.
An Ruosu took out a bank card from his pocket and said a little embarrassed: "Xinuo, this is 10 million, enough for you to pay off your debts and treat Uncle Xu." ”
Xu Xinuo was so moved that he wanted to cry. She was tempted to take the money. With this money, all her difficulties are now solved. When you don't have money, you can deeply appreciate the benefits of money.
"Where did you get the money? Do Uncle Ann and Aunt Ann know? I'm glad you can help me, but don't help me without hesitation. You have to take care of yourself. Xu Xinuo didn't take the tempting bank card.
In fact, An Ruosu only needs to lend her five million, and the rest of Yang Fan has already figured out another way, as long as he can repay the debt, the rest is fine.
It is that she and Yang Fan will be very hard in the next ten years, or even twenty years.
But these are small difficulties compared to the difficulties at hand. Saddled with debt, they also have a decade of respite.
"This is the pocket money and New Year's money that I have saved over the years. I can dispose of it myself. My parents won't care. You can use it with confidence, and you don't have to pay it back. An Ruosu said generously.
Xu Xinuo was so moved that he wanted to cry.
"Ruosu, you really helped me a lot this time. All I need is five million. I'll write you an IOU. In the future, I will return the money to you with interest. Xu Xinuo said excitedly.
"It's all for you, I don't want it. All you have to do is give me a chance. An Ruosu said lightly.
Xu Xinuo felt that fate was choking her throat again, and her intuition told her that An Ruosu's conditions were not simple. What conditions can be worth 10 million? She also has nothing to give An Ruosu now.
"Give me Yang Fan." An Ruosu said firmly.
Xu Xinuo was stunned, feeling as if he had been struck by lightning. An Ruosu actually liked Yang Fan. In the past four years of college, she was stunned and didn't see it at all.
Her emotion was gone, and it was all replaced by shock.
"Do you like Yang Fan?" Xu Xinuo asked in disbelief.
She never thought that such a vulgar thing would happen to her, but in addition to the shock, she didn't have much sadness.
An Ruosu said stupidly: "Before you didn't like him." I just fell in love with him. ”
"But...... Yang Fan, he doesn't like you! Xu Xinuo muttered.
"He's going to love me. You break up with him, and I'll take care of the rest. An Ruosu said confidently.
Xu Xinuo took a deep breath and sighed helplessly. She had never encountered such a situation before, and she didn't know how to deal with it. She didn't want to give up her relationship with Yang Fan, nor did she want to give up her friendship with An Ruosu.
An Ruosu said this, which pushed her into a dilemma. Family, friendship, and love stood in front of her and let her choose. She needed the money, but she didn't want to make that choice.
After thinking about it for a long time, Xu Xinuo felt that she had broken up with Yang Fan, but she didn't take the money she urgently needed. She didn't want the relationship between herself and An Ruosu and Yang Fan to be linked to money. Her pride and self-esteem didn't allow her to do that either.
In the end, she chose to break up with Yang Fan and bear everything by herself.